Again I'm very sorry, school and two jobs have really taken over my life. I'm trying my best to make time for the story but it is getting pretty hard. That doesn't mean I'm giving up on it, I will not give up on this story, it just means that you guys might have to wait longer for chapters. But I really am sorry!!

Well I hope you like this chapter…after this one things are going to start getting a little better, aka more drama ;-)

I don't own Twilight.
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"Edward, harder," I heard myself moan though I don't know how my mouth was able to form anything coherent when my brain was going crazy. "Please don't stop."

"Don't worry love, I could never stop now," he whispered in my ear thrusting into me harder.

Edward and I had been going at it since we got back from the opera. We both knew that this was the last night we would get to be alone for a while. As soon as we got back Edward pushed me up against the door dominating my mouth with his while his hands pinned mine above my head. Then he ripped the dress off of me, I think he may have broken the zipper which Alice was not going to be very happy about, and gave me one of the best orgasms of my life using his mouth. Well one of the best until I got to ride him on the coach. Currently I was lying on the bed with Edward thrusting into me from above.

"Edward," I moaned loudly as his hand came down between us playing with my nipple.

"Fuck I love it when you moan my name like that," he twisted harder causing me to moan his name even louder. "And I fucking love the way your body moves with mine, like it was made for me," his thrusts were becoming harder and faster and I felt like my body was going to explode any minute.

"While I fucking love you," I screamed as my orgasm took over my body.

Edward moaned my name as he pushed into me one last time. Once we had both caught our breath Edward rolled off of me. I let out a small whimper once we weren't connected. Quickly he pulled me to his body barring his head in my hair.

"I know love, I hate having to disconnect from you like that. It feels like I'm not whole anymore," he kissed my forehead then pulled back looking me in the eyes. "God I'm so in love with you," it felt so natural from him to say it.

"Right back at you handsome," I leaned forward to kiss his nose. "Are you sure we have to leave in the morning," I snuggled closer to his body resting my head on his bare chest.

Edward chuckled lightly kissing the top of my head, "Sorry love but we have to go back, even thought I would love nothing more then to stay here with you forever." It always made me smile when Edward would talk about our future together, like it was no big deal to say that we would be together forever.

My stomach growled just as I started to yawn, which caused me to blush as I covered my face.

"Don't cover your face love, your blush is something I've grown very fond of," he chuckled lightly. "Now let me go get you something to eat before your stomach decides to growl at me again," he kissed my nose before getting off the bed.

Edward quickly pulled on his boxer briefs before leaving the bedroom. Once he was gone I hurried to the bathroom to freshen up on the way I picked up one of Edward's shirts from his bag and threw it on. After I was done using the bathroom I rushed back to the bed, practically jumping in and under the covers. Edward loved to sleep with the windows open even if it was freezing outside. It didn't bother me too much since it just meant he had to hold me tight to keep me warm.

I tried to hold off another yawn as my eyes started to close but it was no use. The next thing I knew my eyes were fluttering open to see Edward's beautiful body lying next to me. Over his shoulder I saw two plates of delicious looking food and my stomach involuntarily growled reminding me of how hungry I was before so rudely fell asleep on the man of my dreams. The corner of Edward's mouth pulled up into a crocked smile.

"You're hungry now that the food is cold, silly girl," his eyes opened looking deep into my own.

"Sorry," I blushed lightly.

"Don't be I was more then happy to lay with you," he cupped my red check with his hand, stoking it with his thumb. "How about I heat this up and we watch a movie in the living room or do you want to go back to sleep? It is up to you love," I melted at the way he looked at me, as if I was the only person in the world.

"The first option sounds perfect. You heat up the food and I'll get the living room ready," I lightly kissed his lips before getting off the bed.

I grabbed the blankets and pillows from the bed before making my way to the living room. Once there I pilled everything together on the coach then snuggled in to find a movie to watch. I squealed a little when I found The Wedding Singer on one of the channels.

"Is Alice here," Edward teased carrying the now warm food out to the living room.

"Ha ha very funny," I stuck my tongue out at him taking my plate.

"Wow I think you are spending too much time with my sister," Edward sat down next to me kissing my cheek before taking a bit of the delicious food.

"Mmm this food is so good Edward," I looked over to see him staring at my mouth.

"Love you can't make those sounds anymore unless you want me to take you back to the bedroom," he gave me a sly grin as I started to blush.

"Watch the movie pervert, not my mouth," I hit his shoulder with the back of my hand.

"Fine, if I have to."

We spent the next two hours curled up on the coach watching the movie. Edward knew just the right things to say during the movie. Commenting on how he would never be able to treat a girl the way Glenn treats Julia and he would write me thousands of songs like Robbie did only to see me smile. It was corny as hell but I loved every minute of it.

As much as both of us wanted to have one last "go at it" as Edward joked we were both so spent from the day. I was more then happy to snuggle with Edward until we both feel asleep and he said he didn't have a problem with it either.

I dreamt about the future during the night. Edward and I were married and living happily together. I was in the kitchen of what I assumed was our house cooking with Edward. He was laughing and smiling while chopping some carrots when all of a sudden I heard someone yelling.

"Mommy, mommy, mommy," the body belonging to the voice ran into my leg wrapping its arms around me.

"Hey baby," I bent over to pick up the little boy. For whatever reason it felt natural to be doing this and the panic I thought I was going to feel never came. The little boy staring back at me had Edward's copper colored hair and my brown eyes and I knew instantly that he was ours.

"Love you mommy," the boy wrapped his tiny arms around my neck kissing my cheek.

"Almost as much as I love mommy little guy," Edward held both of us tightly kissing the boy's head before mine.

Then Edward started shaking me calling my name over and over. I stared at him confused then notice our boy was gone. All of a sudden the confusion turned into panic when I couldn't find him.

"Bella it is going to be okay love," he shook me harder. "You just have to wake up," my eyes popped open looking at the ceiling above me.

"Edward," I question turning to look at him.

"I'm right here; it was just a dream," his had ran through my hair.

"Just a dream," part of me was relieved but another part of me missed it. I know it is crazy but I missed the boy from the dream, my imaginary son. Ugh I was going crazy.

"Sorry but I had to wake you up, we need to get ready to go," his hand was still running through my hair and it felt amazing.

"No it is okay," I shook my head slightly trying to get rid of all the crazy thoughts.

"Okay love, I'm going to go make some breakfast while you wake up a little more," he kissed my temple before leaving me.

Pull it together Bella it was only a dream. After repeating it to myself a few times and taking deep breaths I was finally able to get up and start getting ready to leave. By the time Edward was done with breakfast I had us both packed and the room straightened up. We ate in silence which was fine with me, I loved that we didn't have to fill every minute with talking.

Edward loaded up the car while I walked around the cottage taking pictures to always remember the place by. I was in the bedroom snapping a picture of the view when I felt Edward's strong arms wrap around my stomach.

"I'm going to miss it here too love," I closed my eyes and leaned back into his chest swaying lightly from side to side. Edward grabbed the camera out of my hand and quickly took a picture while my eyes were still closed.

"Take one more," I smile at the camera while he took one last picture of us in our private heaven.

"Time to go sweetheart," he grabbed my hand and lead me out of the cottage.

We took a few more pictures together before getting into the Volvo and driving away. I couldn't help but tear up a little as the cottage disappeared in the side mirror. After all it was the place that I lost my virginity to the man I loved. It would always be a special place to me.

"We'll go back again love, I promise," he raised our joined hands kissing my knuckles.

I knew we had to go back to the real world with school and our friends but I just wanted a few more days to stay in our fantasy land. Everything was perfect there, we didn't have to worry about anything or anybody but us. I knew it wasn't going to be the same once we got back to Seattle but as long as we were together it would be fine.

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Okay so I know it was a little short but I'm starting the next chapter right after I post this. I'm hoping to have it posted by Sunday but don't hate me if it isn't. I really hope that you liked it. Please review :D