Okay so this is blurb is going to be a little longer then normal. First I want to say thank you to everyone that didn't stop reading, I really hope that you understand what I did. Second I want to say that this next chapter was not the way I originally saw things going. With the help of TigerGirlNC, jammieface, and Vixenfae it is way better then I originally planed. I think I found a happy medium were everyone could be happy…at least I hope. But then again I can't make everyone happy, and as so many told me I have to write for me not for everyone else, tank you to everyone who said that. Third I stopped reading the reviews and responding when I started this chapter. Many were nice but there were a few I couldn't read before writing. You're reviews affect my mood more then they should and I didn't want to be pissed/sad when I wrote this chapter. So now I'm going to go back through and read and replay. Forth, since this chapter is a change a lot of the replies I sent before I changed my mind won't make sense. Sorry for that, you'll just have to forget about what I wrote.
Alright I think that is about it, oh I'm going to change a little bit of what I wrote in my blurb in the last chapter so if you get an update it is just that. I will not be deleting or changing the story. I hope you're okay with that after reading this chapter.
I don't own Twilight, okay now I'm really done.
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APOV
"Alice, where is Bella," Rose walked into my room looking around. "Didn't you tell her to go get ready like thirty minutes ago," I looked at the clock on my side table noticing for the first time how long had past since Bella left my room.
"What the heck, it's been over thirty minutes. Where the hell is that girl," I sat down my brush and headed for her room.
"Bella what is taking you so long," I asked opening the door. Then my eyes fell on Bella asleep on her bed holding the Halloween costume Rose and I picked out for her.
There was something wrong with her face though. Her eyebrows were scrunched together and as I walked closer to her I saw that tears were running down her face.
"Bella," I put my hand on her upper arm lightly shaking her body. "Bella wakeup," I shook her a little harder. "BELLA," I yelled her name when she still didn't move. Her body jerked and her eyes popped open. She blinked a few times then slowly sat up as she wiping the tears off of her cheeks. "Bella what is wrong," she didn't say anything only looked at my face.
"It was a dream," she finally whispered.
"Yeah silly you've been in here for over thirty minutes, you must have fallen asleep after coming in here," she rubbed her temples while closing her eyes. "Are you okay," I moved closer to her.
"Yeah, just a really bad dream," she bit her lip looking down at her hands.
"You know you can tell me about it," I took the dress from her moving it to the end of the bed before sitting next to her.
"Are you sure, I don't want to wreak your night," she played with her fingers.
"Oh shut up and tell me," I bumped shoulders with her causing her to smile a little.
She then started to tell me about the dream, or should I say nightmare she had. By the end fresh tears were rolling down her face.
"It just felt so real and unbearably painful. Even now it still hurts thinking about Edward's hands all over that girl," more tears fell down her cheeks.
"Bella," I turned so I was looking at her, "it was just a dream. I know it felt real and it hurt you a lot but I think I know my brother pretty well. And he is so in love with you that he wouldn't be able to do that to you. I don't care how fucked up he ever gets, he would never do that to you."
"But at the last party…"
"He was stupid and called what he thought was your phone," I cut her off before she could finish. "But he never touched, kissed, or did anything else with that slut. Bella he loves you so much, he wouldn't hurt you like that."
Her eyes searched mine until she finally let out a deep breath she had been holding.
"You're right," she nodded her head once then wiped the last few tears off of her face.
"Of course I am, I always am," I stuck my tongue out at her then jumped off the bed. "Now put that damn dress on so we can go see our men, and don't even think about complaining. It took Rose and me forever to find the perfect Belle dress," I skipped out the room closing the door behind me.
"What was that all about," Rose asked looking up from the mirror where she was putting on light blush.
"Bella had a bad dream about tonight's party," I huffed sitting down on my bed. "Maybe she should just skip it," I played with the skirt of my Tinkerbelle outfit.
"Everything is going to be okay tonight, you'll see once we get there," Rose sat next to me as we waited for Bella to come out of her room.
BPOV
It was just a dream, only a dream. A very, very bad dream that felt like real, but nonetheless it was just a dream. I told myself that over and over as I put the dress on. It fit me just like it did in the dream; making me look beautiful but I didn't feel that way. I didn't feel right but knew I couldn't skip out tonight. So I took a few deep breaths to calm my nervous down.
"You need to get over this Bella," I told myself looking in the mirror. "It was just a dream, Edward wouldn't do that to you," I nodded my head, took one last deep breath then left my room.
Alice finished my hair, unlike my dream she put all if it up only leaving a few strands down. While she was working on my hair Alice was careful not to say anything about my dream but she kept looking at me funny. As if I was going to start crying again. Suck it up Bella, nothing actually happened.
"You girls ready to go yet," Rose yelled from the living room.
"Settle down little mermaid, we're coming," Alice yelled back. "You look beautiful," Alice pulled away.
"Thanks Alice," it was for more then just the hair and the look on her face told me she knew that.
"Anytime Bella," she wrapped her arms around my neck then pulled back. "Alright let's go before flipper flips out," she laughed at her own joke walking out of the room.
There were no masks this time, which I was happy about. I didn't like the idea of wearing one now. I wanted Edward to see my face and know it was me right away, didn't want to take any chances.
I tried not to think about it, really I did. But the whole car ride there my mind was on the dream. My dreams had always felt real but this was the first time that I couldn't tell the difference when I woke up. I just hope it doesn't mean anything.
"You guys ready to party," Alice yelled as we pulled into the driveway.
There were cars parked along the street but not nearly as many as there were in my dream. Good less people. As we made our way into the house Alice would look back at me every so often to just check on me. I knew telling her wasn't the best idea but I felt the need to. I just hope she kept her word and didn't say anything to the guys about it tonight. I didn't need to wreck everyone's Halloween.
The music for the basement could be heard as we made our way through the living room. There were people all over but it wasn't so packed that it was hard to move. I recognized some of the people from campus and smile as I walked towards the kitchen.
"What would you like to drink," Rose asked once we finally got to the kitchen.
"Just water please," Alice and Rose both eyed me but didn't say anything.
It didn't take long for Emmett to find us and he was dress exactly like I had dreamt. He looked hilarious and handsome at the same time, if that was possible. When he pulled me into a tight bear hug it took me a moment to hug back, if he noticed anything he didn't say it which I was grateful for.
We started chatting about random things and everything felt normal until I saw him. Edward, my Prince Charming, working his way through the crowd headed towards our group. I couldn't take my eyes off of him even if I wanted to. It was like I was afraid he would disappear if I looked away.
"You look amazing, Bells," he pulled me off my chair hugging me tightly against is body. Again it took me a moment before I hugged back but when I did it was a tight hug. I pulled his body closer to mine pushing my face in his chest. I needed to be close to him, to know that this Edward was the real Edward. The Edward that loved me and wouldn't, no couldn't, do those things to me.
"You okay love," he stroked my back with his hand. When the world "love" came out of his mouth I tensed, remembering when he called me that in the dream. "Hey what is it," he pulled back looking at me as he stroked my cheeks with his thumbs.
"Nothing," I bit my lip then looked down.
"Come with me," he picked up my hand and led me through the crowd, up the stairs, and to his room.
I found it hard to breathe once I reached his bedroom. I couldn't help but see the two of them as I looked around, his mouth on her body. It was all too much. I felt a tear run down my face, I tried to wipe it away but of course Edward saw.
"Bells what's wrong," he pulled me into his chest as I cried a little.
Good God Bella, it was just a dream. Get over it already. It was easier said then done.
Edward moved us over to his bed, sitting down and pulling me into his lap.
"Love just tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it," he wiped the tears away from my face.
"You didn't do anything," I mumbled into his chest.
"I must have, because you weren't acting like this until I came over to you guys," he gently rocked us back and forth. "Tell me so I can fix it, please," his voice was so sad it hurt almost as bad as the dream.
"It was just a stupid dream," I mumbled playing with my dress.
"Tell me about it," he wrapped one of his hands around mine.
I told him the main parts of the dream, not going into as many details as I did with Alice. The whole time Edward stayed quiet letting me finish what I had to say, occasionally kissing my shoulder and wiping away the tears that were falling.
"Bella," he whispered my name pulling me even closer into his body once I was done. "I'm so sorry Bella," he held me close. After a few minutes he pulled away putting both of his hands on my cheeks making me look at him. "I would and could never do those things to you. Hurting you is something I can't even think about. Seeing tears in your eyes hurts me more then you can imagine. I'm so sorry love," he leaned forward kissing under each of my eyes were my tears had fallen before.
"I know that Edward, and I'm sorry I freaked out," I rested my head on his shoulder.
"You have nothing to be sorry about. It is understandable that you would freak out considering what happened at the last party," I winced when he mentioned the last party. I didn't like to think about it. "But please, you have to know that I wouldn't do that to you again, ever. You've got to believe me Bella," his thumbs ran up and down my cheek.
"I do," it was true, I knew deep down that he wouldn't do that to me. He loved me and I loved him, and that was all that mattered. "I'm sorry that I ruined your Halloween Edward," I ran my hand through his hair.
"Ruin, I don't know what you are talking about. I'm with you, alone, in my bedroom. How in the world could that be a ruined Halloween? To me it sounds pretty damn perfect," he leaned forward slowly kissing my lips.
They felt so warm and perfect. Like that was where they were meant to be. I ran my hand through his hair pulling myself closer to his body. But before it could go any further I pulled back.
"What, what," Edward's eyes searched mine.
"Nothing I was just wondering if maybe we could…umm…just cuddle a little," I blushed and looked down at shirt.
"Cuddling would be wonderful love," he kissed me forehead then stood us both up.
"What are you doing," I was confused as to why we were standing not cuddling.
"I want to cuddle with you love, but not in that dress. There would be far too much fabric between us," he gave me a crocked smile.
"I would be more then happy to change if you have a t-shirt I could wear."
"For you, of course," he pulled out a white t-shirt from his dresser then gave it to me.
As I unzipped my dress Edward's eyes never left my body. The way he looked at me made me feel more beautiful and loved then I ever though possible. Once I was out of the dress I pulled his shirt over my head then took out the pins holding my hair up. I shook my head slightly loosening the curls.
"You're so gorgeous," Edward whispered then pulled me into his arms.
"Hey there Prince Charming, if I'm stripping down to just your t-shirt I want you in your boxer briefs before we cuddle," I giggled pushing him back.
Faster then I thought possible Edward pulled his clothes off then jumped into bed pulling me along with him. Once we were under the covers Edward pulled my body into his resting his head on top of mine.
"I really am sorry about the party," I kissed his chest.
"What party," he mumbled into my hair. "As far as I'm concerned wherever you are is where the party is," he stroked my back. "Now try to sleep a little love," he whispered before kissing my forehead.
It didn't take long for me to fall asleep. I was worried that I would have another nightmare but I was pleasantly wrong. The only dreams I had were happy ones of Edward and me together, the way it should be.
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I really hope you guys don't still hate me now. Please don't be mad at me.
