I groaned in pain, the last few days had been the worse she had ever lived. Sesshomaru was gone handling a problem somewhere in lala land. It had been almost 2 weeks since they had mated and she had only seen him once since then. Something was off and her mate mark felt like it was burning. Every time she would look at it , it seemed to be fading away. Even my inner yokia was trying to tell me something and was in too much pain to tell me. My body seemed to be refusing something or fighting it but I didn't understand what, even Jinken called a doctor and he said I wasn't sick, but there was something wrong and my mate should know exactly what it refused to tell me though, they said I had to hear it from Sesshomaru or figure it out myself.

I got up from the floor and made my way to the bathroom. Flinching every single step of the way. I went up to the mirror and pushed my hair back of my shoulders. The greater the pain got the more the mark fadded.

Rin.. Our mate, he's ignoring us...the longer.. he does..

The longer he does what? Tell me!

The longer.. the more pain.. if the mark disappears .. mate bond is broken.

Pain was laced in her words. It couldn't be, he wouldn't have left for so long if he knew that would happen he would.

"JAKEN!" I tried to scream, I knew he would hear me even if it hadn't come out as loud as I wanted to. I whimpered as another wave of pain hit me. I wanted Sesshomaru. I needed my mate. Tears started to roll out of my eyes.

"Lady Rin! Are you okay?" Jaken ran to me as his little self barged in the room.

"Sesshomaru, Jaken I need Sesshomaru here," I paused and closed my eyes the pain was getting to become too much. "Find him Jaken the bond is breaking- more pain." My tears just kept coming down.

"SHIN! SHIN! Come quick!" Jaken called out for Shin. He had been here since the pain started. Shin came in less than a second, and suddenly he was right next to me. Picking me up he started walking to the bed.

"Shin, she knows! I have to go find Lord Sesshomaru the pain will just get worse! Help lady Rin!" He screeched as he started running to the door.

"Shh Rin its okay, I promise I'll stay here until the pain is gone I promise." Shins soft voice calmed me, as he slipped me into a deep sleep and took me to a place where the was no pain and my mate wasn't putting me through so much pain.

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Sesshomaru slayed one demon after another. His power had gotten stronger since he mated with Rin. He knew this would happen but not as intense as it was now. Everything just consumed him. The power, the control, the need to show everyone he was better than his father. He knew he had to go back Rin, by now she had to be in pain from him being away for long. If he stayed away for another day, the mate bond would break. He couldn't lose her, but the need wouldn't let him go back. It was almost like he wasn't in control.

Looking around he was slightly annoyed, his yokia had been trying to talk to him for days. The constant trying and pushing him back was giving him a headache. The last thing he wanted was his Yokia to ruin his time. Three demons circled him, each one of them waiting for a perfect time to attack. With just a swipe of his sword he slashed through all three of them.

Control your need Sesshomaru! Rin is in pain! You will lose your mate.. Touch your mating mark and you will feel what she feels.

Sesshomaru growled and pulled his hand up to his mating mark. Then suddenly he was on his knees, a wave of emotions hit him. Pain, loneliness, hopelessness, everything all at once like. A groan escaped his lips and he pulled his hand way.

Rin.. Im sorry. He had repeated it again and again. She was in so much pain and it was his fault.

Go help her! Get to her before the mate bond breaks!

Then suddenly Sesshomaru was running towards her, to the only one who ever really mattered.

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To say Shin was mad was an understatement. How can someone be so ignorant and leave his mate? He had been told about some demons and how they would lose their mate because of the power that came with the mating. The demons power would intensify so they would be able to protect their mate. Which is why most demons wanted to mate. With that power also came something dark and temptation and a need one that was hard to control. Sesshomaru couldn't handle it, the only way a demon could was if their mate was near them when the need kicked in.. Rin was sleeping at the time. He growled, Sesshomaru should have known better than to leave Rin's side. After all he was the all power and all mighty Lord of The West.

Looking down at Rin he smiled softly. This was the only way he could help for now, putting her in a deep sleep so she wouldn't feel the pain her body was going through because of the rejection of Sesshomaru. Her face was relaxed and peaceful, which was the way he loved seeing her the most.

All he wanted to do was protect her, his feelings for had not gone away but he knew that even for now she was still mated, but even that was coming to an end. Maybe he could win her over, show her that he could protect her from everything and everyone. He wouldn't leave her like Sesshomaru did. He would show her that he truly loved her and maybe then she would finally be his. His own little angel.

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A/N: Alright to just clarify, When a demon stays away for too long when they are newly mated the mating bond will break. Rin will be in pain the more the mating mark fades, when it disappears the mating bond is gone. Once it breaks she is free to mate again to whomever she would like including Sesshomaru if she would like to. As for Sesshomaru if he doesn't get to Rin in time there will be consequences one being the mating bond will break but his mark will not fade. If he can't get Rin back and fix the mating bond his mark will stay there to shame him. So that he will forever get a reminder of the fact that he couldn't take care of his mate. He also wouldn't be able to mate again.

WOOOF. Now that being said, what will happen.. Will Sesshomaru get there before the bond breaks or will Shin get the girl after all ;)