Before I could even move from the door Sesshomaru's voice was in my ear. "You're not very good at hiding mateee," his voice was rough, low and seductive. I was wanted to submit to him and let him take me but I knew thats not what he wanted..

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My eyes meet his, his bloody red eyes were already on me. He hovered over me tilting his head slightly, his lips pulling into a devilish grin. I felt tiny, weak and overpowered, he knew it, I know he did. So did his demon, thats what he wanted. Moving slowly my hands my their way up his chest, he just stared at me not saying anything. Suddenly I just shoved him, opened the door and ran.

Before I could even make it down the hall I was already in his grasp again. My arms were pinned above my head this eyes watching me carefully. Then without any warning his lips crashed on mine. He growled demanding entrance, I moaned slightly, opening my lips letting him take complete control. Grabbing both my hands in only one of his he let his other hand run down my arm to my shoulder then to my neck, grabbing me suddenly.

A whimper escaped my lips, breaking the kiss. Sesshomuros lips travels down to my neck as he moved my face to give him complete access to it. He placed rough sloppy kisses on my neck, biting as he went on. His grip on my wrist loosed and he let his hands run down my other arm, making me shiver. His hands made their way towards my breast, massaging them roughly, causing a moan to come from my lips. I felt him smirk as he made his way down to my breast his lips leaving a trail of goose bumps on the way. He pulled back looking at my face.

Then he just stepped away from me, another whimper escaped my lips. I grabbed him pulling him closer to me. When I met his eye they were no longer red and instead of lost I saw something completely different. For a second I wondered if I had done something wrong. My eyes lowered to the floor my hands dropping to my side.

"Did-Did I do something wrong?" I whispered quietly, refusing to look up. \

"No Rin as much as Sesshomaru would love to let his demon take control and have his way with you I can't. You have been very sick, bearly sleeping and eating, this Sesshomaru wants his mate to be completely healthy for what he wants to do," he said grabbing her chin and tilting it so he would look up at her, "You make this Sesshomaru want to lose control but he can't.. Not now with you in such a fragile state."

My eyes met his and his eyes displayed lust and want but love and concern at the same time. I thought about what he said for a moment, he made sense. I couldn't help but thinking it was all his fault. If he hadn't of left she would still be fine, the same healthy Rin she was before. Anger sparked up in me, but before I could get any madder I was swept off my feet. Sesshomaru carried me down the hallway, for a second I thought he was going to stop at my old room. Instead he kept walking till he made it his door and he opened it without a problem even with me in his arms. Walking in the room he shut the door and started walking not bothering to turn on the lights. Putting me down softly on the bed he started pulling the blankets over me and I knew what he wanted me to do. Sleep.

" I need to use the bathroom," I kept my voice low. I was starting to feel the wave of emotions from the long day. I peeled the covers off my naked body and made my way to the bathroom, ignoring his stare.

I walked in bathroom and looked at my reflection for the second time today. I had gotten a bit of color back on my face but I was still pale. My lips were slightly swollen and were redder than normal. My eyes looked exhausted, and stressed the bags under my eyes showing my lack of sleep for the past few weeks. Although Shin tried to get her to sleep most of the time, even he couldn't help me. Maybe thats why he just stopped, I looked like I just got ran over. My anger turned into a depressed feeling, I just wanted things to change.

I thought back to what Sesshomaru had ask me earlier. If he had lost my love, had he? At the moment I had answered no that he hadn't but now I was beginning to really think about it. The answer didn't come, I didn't know how I felt. One thing was for sure I felt betrayed and rejected.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt Sesshomaru walking towards the door. He stood at the entrance just looking at me. I splashed water onto my face and dried it up. I turned back to him and started walking back towards the bed. Sesshomaru followed close behind and laid down on the bed beside me. I my back towards him, not wanting to really look at him. Curling up I pulled the covers over me. I heard Sesshomaru sigh and then I felt a soft kiss on my shoulder.

"Goodnight Rin" he said quietly.

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A/N: I haven't uploaded in a while but here it is. As much as I wanted to make this chapter a lemon I decided not to, I felt like Sesshomaru should not be able to get off so easily.

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