The kiss lasted for 10 seconds. For the last 5 seconds Leah was kissing back. Then she stopped. I stopped. There was an awkward silence between us. I tried to talk to her.

"Leah", I said, but she was rushing off.

"I'm sorry Jacob but I've got to get home, I promised Mum I'd help with the washing up", said Leah.

But before she could go I held her back.

"Leah please don't make this awkward between us", I begged Leah.

But she was struggling from me to go.

"Jacob I really need to go", she said trying to escape from my grasp.

"Look Leah that was a stupid mistake, but can we please just pretend it never happened and carry on as normal?" I pleaded.

"But it did happen Jacob", said Leah.

Leah's words hit me hard. Was she ashamed of what happened? I didn't realise but all my thinking made me loosen my grip on her arm. She managed to escape from my grasp.

"LEAH WAIT", I shouted.

But it was too late. She ran away from me, outside my house, away from La Push. I stood there motionless for a second. I then kicked a chair. How did I let things end up so bad between me Nessie and Leah all in one day. I was exhausted. I needed to lie down. I lay on the sofa for a bit. I started thinking. I started thinking about the day when I joined Seth and Leah's group. I thought about the day their dad died. Poor Harry. I wondered how Sue must of felt. I then thought about Nessie. I thought about the day she was born. I thought about how I nick-named her Nessie. I thought about how angry Bella was at the name Nessie as she thought it sounded too much like the Loch Ness Monster. I thought about how Nessie used to call me her Jacob. My thoughts were interrupted by the phone ringing. It was Seth.

"Hey Seth what's up", I said.

"Not much", said Seth. "Hey can I ask you a question?"

"Go ahead", I said.

"Why is Leah so grumpy?" asked Seth.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Well she got home in a huff and yelled at me and Mum while we were trying to talk to her", said Seth. "Can you explain?"

So I told Seth the whole story. He then replied like this.

"So do you love Leah?" he asked.

"I don't know", I replied. "I love Renesmee but she now hates me for once loving her mother."

"Well here's my advice", said Seth. "Leah is not the lovey-dovey sort. Sort things out with Renesmee."

I scowled. I wish it was as simple as that.

"Ok Seth I've got to go", I said.

"Alright then mate, seeya", he said hanging up.

After he'd put the phone down I started doing some thinking. Nessie or Leah. Both girls who wanted nothing to do with me. I was stumped. What was I going to do?