Renesmee's Point of View
This chapter is about Nessie as she soon starts to get depressed.
I felt so sick. I had locked the door. Mum kept on knocking at my door asking me to let her in. I didn't want her to. Why didn't anyone just leave me alone? I had a headache. Things were really awful. I feel so hot just squished under the covers in case anybody tries to find me. Nobody wants me. Jake doesn't want me. Everything mum and dad say about loving me is just an act.
"Nessie darling please let me in", said Mum.
I groaned. I was now sweating. Why was it so hot? Outside my bedroom mum and dad started having a conversation about me.
"How is she?" asked Dad.
"Not good", said Mum. "She's not talking to anybody."
"What do you think the matter is?" he asked.
"Probably things between her and Jacob not going well", said mum.
"Well she can't be depressed for long", said Dad.
Mum looked at dad.
"I was depressed for months when you left me", said Mum.
Dad then hugged mum.
"And I soon realised that leaving you was not only the worst but stupidest thing I ever did", said dad hugging her.
Mum smiled. Back in my room however it wasn't so much hugs and kisses. I was still worse than ever. My head was aching my heart was racing and I was sweating like mad. I felt sick. I was so, so hungry. I hadn't eaten anything. Oh I would do anything to get out of this pain. I need Jacob. But he probably doesn't need me. He probably found another girl him being the guy he is. Oh why was he leaving me like this? Would he really of found another girl already? How long does it take love to blossom? It only took Jake a few seconds with me. Instant soul mates. I need him; he's my soul mate as I am his. Oh when will my suffering end? I then started to get sleepy. I was asleep again.