My friend read this and said I should say I don't have cancer. She said since I said this is like my life. So I don't.

I was sitting in the living room sitting next to Edward, my head on his shoulder. After he said he would be there for me I said I would always be his friend. I wanted to say that I would always love him, but that's not going to turn out well if I die and he think I love him. I don't want him to feel like he needs to like be back, because I'm sick. I don't want people to be like me, just because they feel bad about my state. I took my hand off of Edwards shoulder. He looked at me and had a questionable look on his face. I got up and walked out the front door. The fresh air felt go on my face. I sat down on a step of the porch. I put my face in my hands. I felt someone next to me.

"Bella, sweetheart. What's wrong?" Asked Edward he put his hand on my mind taking my hands away from my head. I couldn't even look at him.

"Bella look at me. Please." I looked at him with tears running down my face. "Bella tell me what's wrong."

"I don't want you to only be here because you feel sorry for me. I don't even want to tell every one else because the do the same thing." I said more tears falling down my cheeks.

"Bella." He put his hand on the side of his face. "We love you, where here because we love not because we feel sorry for you. Bella don't you see where to feel sad your in pain but we feel that way because we care. Every one else will feel the same way I do." I was really crying now. He moved over so he could hug me. He held me tight. I cry for who knows how long with Edward saying I can fight.

"Edward I don't know if I want can tell them, what will they do?" I asked.

"Bella I know how they'll be, first they will be sad but I know how much each of them love you and they'll stay by your side." He said.

"Will you stay with me when I tell them?" I asked sniffing.

"Yes, I'll be there with you through it all." I smiled.

"You know you're greater then you think." I think he's the perfect guy that will never be mine.

Edward and I called the gang over to my house I stayed in my room until they came, Edward said he would come and get me when they where here. I waited scared in my room. I heard the door bell and Alice's asking where I was. They asked Edward what he was doing here and why he looked so messed up. He said that he would get me. I heard him coming up the stairs. He came in and helped me stand up.

"Are you ready?" He asked. I looked in his eyes and could see some emotion I didn't know what it was. We walked down the stairs and when they saw me I could see they news something was up. Alice walked over to me, hugging me. I could see Emmett telling Rosalie something. Her face went sad. She saw me looking at her and she gave me a sad smile. I could tell they where trying to stay in tacked.

"Why don't we sit?" Edward said. I smiled a little smile at him, telling him thanks because I hate the emotion in here was overwhelming. They sat down Edward next to me, Emmett holding Rosalie's hands, Alice and Jasper holding hands too. I closed my eyes thinking of what I'm going to say. I felt Edward put his hand on mine. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"Bella I'm here you can do it." He said softly. I looked at the others.

"Um, you know how I have been down these few weeks?" I asked they nodded. "Well my parents said I should go to the doctors and get checked out. I found out Carlisle was my doctor. He was so nice to me, as you said he would be. Well he took me to get my blood taking and held my hand." I smiled.

"Well I came home after school yesterday, Carlisle and Esme and my parents where waiting for me, I could tell something was up." A few tears fell down my face.

"Carlisle asked me to come outside with him and I did. He said that I've have………Leukemia." Alice and Rosalie started crying and Emmett and Jasper looked shocked. I started crying more Edward put his arm around me. I cried on his shoulder.

"Bella." Alice said. She got up and ran and hugged me. Edward let go of me and just held one of my hands. I cried on Alice's shoulder and she cried on mine. Rosalie got up and she put her arms around me. I looked up from them and saw Emmett whipping away some tears that fell down his cheek. Jasper got up and came and joined in the hugs. Then Emmett. Edward rubbed my hand.

(Jpov) (I know I'm happy =)

We got called to go over to Bella's. We didn't see Edward last night, so some things up. We got in the car and I could tell Alice was freaked. She was wondering way Edward would be there. Emmett said that maybe they finally got together and said that they both found out the where in love. I think its something different, that Edward found out something before us. We got to Bella's house and walked up to the house. Rosalie pushed the door bell. Edward answered the door, that's weird. We walked in.

"Where's Bella?" Asked Alice.

"Edward what are you doing here?" Asked Rosalie.

"Dang Edward you look like crap." Emmett said in a rude manner. I glared at him.

"I'll go get Bella." Edward said.

"Edward looks messed up. He looks like his going to cry any minute now." Emmett said. We hear footsteps. I looked up to see Bella puffy and red eyes. She looks so weak. Alice went and hugged her very softly. We sat there standing for few. Edward said we should sit, I look Alice's hand. We sat down. Bella sat there for a few. Edward said something to her and took her hand.

"Um, you know how I have been down these few weeks?" She asked we nodded. "Well my parents said I should go to the doctors and get checked out. I found out Carlisle was my doctor. He was so nice to me, as you said he would be. Well he took me to get my blood taking and held my hand." She smiled.

"Well I came home after school yesterday, Carlisle and Esme and my parents where waiting for me, I could tell something was up." A few tears fell down her face. I just wanted to get up and hug her. She looked so small and helpless.

"Carlisle asked me to come outside with him and I did. He said that I've have………Leukemia." I felt Alice shake. I looked over and saw her crying. I took me a minute to think about what she just said, I relished she said she has cancer. I felt like I wanted to take Bella and hold her, my new baby sister has cancer. I hugged Alice. From the corner of my eye I saw Emmett tearing up. Rosalie was crying. Alice let go of me and walked over to Bella. Edward let go over her but held on to her hand. Bella cried on Alice's shoulder. Rosalie went and hugged her next then Emmett. I just couldn't hold back any longer, I got up and went and hugged her.

"Bella where going to be here for you, and I know Carlisle will do every thing to help you." I said. She looked up from Alice's shoulder and looked at me with the sadness eyes I have every seen. I gave her a kiss on her for head, this girl I love like a sister. I know that she will get through this, she so strong. We stayed for a few more hours and then we need to get home. Alice was so upset in the car I reached over and took her hand. She gave me a small smile. I brought her hand to my mouth and kissed it tenderly.

(Epov)

My heart is falling to a million pieces; I can't bear to see my Bella in so much pain. She was so strong when she told them and when she started to cry I just wanted to hold her and never let go. After everyone left Bella said she had to lay for a few. I told her I could go if she wanted me to. She said I could stay and hang for a few. We sat on the couch, we watch a movie. Half way into it I looked down and Bella fell asleep on me. I smiled. I watch her face -she looked so peaceful when she sleep- I picked my hand up to her face and got some hair away from her face. When my finger touched her face she moved into my hand. Aw how much I would give for her to stay in my arms forever. How much I would never let her go if she just now how I feel. I keep wondering if she would feel the same way. But someone so perfect would never feel that way. I looked at my watch and had to go. I didn't want my Bella to have to wake so I picked her up and put her on her bed. I found some paper that was on her desk. I wrote.

Dear Bella,

I had to go but I didn't want to wake you from your sleep. I'll call you later tonight. I just want to say you did very well today with everyone. You where very brave. I hope you had a wonderful sleep and I hope to see your beautiful face tomorrow.

Love and forever,

Edward.

I just felt I wanted to put that she had a beautiful face and her soul is even beautiful. I got in my car and drove home to my sad sister. She lay on my bed; I guess she wanted to talk to me. She didn't get up from my bed so I walked over and sat next to her lay form.

"Edward."

"Alice." I replied.

"I see the way you look at her and the way she looks at you. Edward I know that you love her. I could tell something happened when we came over, you eyes held something that wasn't right. And when she told us it all fit together, her sadness your sadness. Edward its so hard for me to see you sit here knowing that you love her and she's dying. I know she feels the same she needs to know if she might die she need to know you are in love with her. I think it will give her the strength to fight. This is going to be so hard on her. Just think about it will you." She got up from the bed and gave me a quick hug and walked away. I was sitting there in shock. Is it that easy to see that I love her? Or does Alice know me well? I lay down all the way and rested my head on my pillow. I couldn't let my Bella die with out knowing how I fell can I? Would that be wrong, but what if I told her how I fell and she didn't feel the same. I know she would probably feel sad that I love her and she dying. I bet she would get sick even more and get worse. Or like Alice said Bella likes me back, and she gets the strength to fight away the cancer. I lay in bed wondering all these things. And my last thought was my sweet helpless beautiful Bella, before I fell to a restless sleep.

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