I left the room, whipping away my tears as I went. I took the stairs as fast as possible for me, which was pretty slow.

Mommy, mommy, mommy my daughter met me half way up the stairs.
What. What, what?? Look what i found she opened a shoe box that I hadn t even noticed her holding, and inside was a frog.
wow baby. But we should keep her outside. i hated animals. Especially reptiles.
Mommy, it s a him. And no, he is a price, and princes don t live outside. Okay, well make him a shoe box castle outside. Or in the garage. I leaned down to whiper tell him his room isn t ready yet. Okay mommy she ran off.

Yeah sorry about that one, she pouted at me an I couldn t resist that face. jasper came up next to me. So how have you been? You always have been like the older brother. But I have been good. The nightmares are still there but not as bad. It s a rough time. And now he is putting it in court again. I don t want to testify all over again. I huffed I know. It was hard to see you do it the first time. I don t want to see it again. Yeah, along with the fact that Charlie doesn t see me as a fit parent and is trying to get custody of Emmy. I cant handle that too. I can t handle life without her. Just because I have no house, and no stable job, I make it through the day. She has clothes and food, i know she deserves more but... But she needs to stay with you. Charlie needs to get over it. Jasper, if the court sees me as an un-just mother, will you take her?