Jason Morgan and Alexis Davis, canon,

September 2010

Instant Addiction

Part Twelve

Mmmm. Mmmm. Mmmm she thought as she gripped his face while his tongue slid into her hot, waiting mouth, I missed this. He tastes so good, feels so good, makes me feel so alive. I really need this right now.

By the time they broke apart, she was clutching at his shirt- a blue button up business shirt, instead of his normal black or gray tee- and not even caring that the gaurds could look in the window and see. Now if the girls wandered into the living room and caught Mommy kissing Uncle Jason....well, that would be awkward to explain. She needed to sit down with them soon and tell them about the new changes to Alexis relationship with their relative.

But how would she explain it?

She murmured "Dressed up for me? Or was your out-of-town business something requiring a suit and not a gun?"

His voice was low and throaty, his eyes locked on hers, when Jason said "For you."

She smiled widely and stepped back. "Well, I'm afraid its wasted on me. Fish sticks don't require any sort of fancy attire."

"I thought we'd go to dinner."

"I really don't think I can leave the girls...besides I'm not dressed for it, and then there is the whole being in public thing. We have to put Sam first...whatever that means....you agree, right?"

"Yeah."

"So, fish sticks it is."

"No, wait. I didn't agree to fish sticks. I agreed about Sam. Fish sticks...no. Carly feeds those to Morgan and I can barely look at them without gagging."

"They're good!"

He shook his head.

She added "Have you tried putting ketchup on them or tarter sauce? You're not supposed to eat them plain."

"Look, I know some people like them. Spinelli does too but-"

"That's right he does. Spinelli loves my fish sticks. He actually finds my cooking superb. He's the only person who ever told me that. Did I ever mention I love that kid?"

"He loves you too."

Alexis knew that. Spinelli had became a real fixture around her house. He seemed to take to the family environment. Alexis understood all too well what that could mean to a former loner- the kid left alone way too often during childhood. She had wanted to give that kind of family to Zander once. And now Spinelli, with those big needy eyes, lapped up all the attention she couldn't give her other boy.

She said "Well, I know that he is a very good friend to Sam and she needs all the friends she can get. She's flourishing with Matt but I worry still, you know? I remember...and I won't forget....when she was just one drink away from destroying herself....and I won't put her back there...not for anything."

"I understand."

She started for the kitchen. "If you don't want fish sticks, come on, lets see what else I have. Maybe you can do something with what Voila bought, because its fish sticks or popcorn if its up to me. Wait!" She spun around, smiling. "Sonny taught me how to boil noodles al dente. How about pasta? The sauce has to come from a jar, though."

"Another time. I want to take you to my place."

"Voila is off till Monday."

"I found you a sitter, if the girls are okay without you. How are they feeling now?"

"Better. But still cranky at times. Who is this sitter? Carly?"

"Would you have a problem with that?"

"I trust her with my goddaughter and my best friend so no. But then again I never had a choice with all that. Jax made me cause he wouldn't budge on the idea that he's in love with her. I still consider it a flawed theory but who is to say? They haven't talked divorce in what? How old is Maggie Jay now? Almost ten months."

"Its not Carly. Its Spinelli. Since...Sam is on her honeymoon...he hasn't been able to come over like he usually does a couple of nights each week to hang out with you, her and the kids...so I think he misses Kristina and Molly."

"He could come over even if Sam isn't around. I should tell him that. I thought he knew." Alexis walked back over and sat down on the couch.

Jason sat next to her. "He should be here in ten minutes. I told him seven thirty."

"Thank you for this. Its very thoughtful."

His hand went to her jean clad thigh. "Spinelli said he'll sleep over, if you want...."

"I want."

Jason leaned closer to her, murmuring, "You play pool?"

"Hmm?" she could barely breath with his lips so close to her.

"I keep thinking about you and my pool table."

Images of herself naked, with her ass on the edge of that table, and Jason driving into her, as she dug her fingernails into his back, exploded in her mind. Moans filled her head, heavy breathing, begging, pleading for him to touch her there...where she needed to be stroked so she would start screaming hoarsely...and then feeling him come inside of her.

She was on birth control.

That first night they had this rushed, half dressed conversations about diseases and decided to not use condoms. It was a sign of trust...that he wouldn't lie about his medical health...and without thinking too much more about it he was inside of her and she was glad she knew him well enough to believe his words. Because it felt amazing to have Jason, without any barriers, being clutched by her walls as she stopped thinking so much with her brain and just let him make her body feel all that she craved.

That sinful, perfect, body shivering goodness that she now associated in her head with just one man: Jason Morgan.

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I keep thinking you and my pool table, he had just murmured, with his lips nearly touching hers.

She whispered, breathlessly, "I'm very adept at billiards."

A very small smile tugged at the corner of Jason's lips before his mouth came down onto hers in a slow and tender kiss. He loved kissing this woman...like loved it to an insane degree...because she was fierce and independent and not easy on him, but he didn't want anything less than extraordinary.

Alexis was extraordinary.

he brought life back into his world. And Jason needed that, wanted that, and would do whatever he could to keep that.

Pulling back, he looked into her eyes- all glazed with desire for him- and nearly had to idea to take her right there. The guards on the deck be damned. But the girls were home. "I should go say hello to my nieces."

"Yes," she said in a daze "go say hello...they will love that."

Jason stood up and headed for the back of the house.

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Alexis was sitting in the passenger seat of Jason's SUV. She was ranting. "It was so mortyifying! Mommy, why are you having a sleep over with Uncle Jason? Oh, I don't know Molly....he's hot naked! What was I supposed to say? I'm his lawyer and we need to work till dawn reading books and talking about how he should stop killing so many people?!"

"Alexis-"

"Thank God Molly asked before Kristina. So I could at least have a trail run with the one young enough to buy anything! But Kristina.....she knows now. I had to explain we are dating and she's old enough to know what that means. She gets it. Molly doesn't though. I just hope that she isn't scarred for life because of my answer to her...you know kids get confused and you're her Uncle!"

"She seemed fine with your answer."

"You really think so? Jason is Mommy's friend. Was that good enough? Its not like I spend the night at Diane's! Well, I have gone out of town with her and Kate so...maybe...its not that odd. Maybe."

"I think its fine. She was busy playing video games when we left. She didn't look scarred."

"Are you sure? I trust your judgement."

"Trust your own. You're a great mother, Alexis."

"Yes, I am. I work hard at it."

"I can tell."

Alexis sighed.

Jason said "I can take you home, if you want, cause I don't want you upset."

"I'm okay...now. Thanks for talking me down."

"No problem."

"Have you had moments like this lately, Jason?"

He raised an eyebrow.

Alexis went on "Did Carly lose her mind about us? Does she even know? She hasn't snuck up on me with a hose to drench me like she did before. And she didn't trip me in the lobby of the hotel when I went to see Jax. But she was on her cell. I think she was distracted. I'm still expecting to be tackled, at the very least, when she hears about us."

"She's known since Sunday."

"How? Sonny blabbed, right? I knew he would."

"I told Carly."

"Why in the world would you want to do that so soon?"

"I promised her.....no more secrets."

"Well you are entitled to your privacy. Do you have to tell her everything? Did you," her eyes got wide "tell her everything?"

"No!"

"Good!"

"I...." he pulled into the parking garage at Harborview Towers "wanted her to know."

Alexis tensed up. She fidgeted with her purse, looking out the window instead of at him.

Jason parked. He got out, walked out and opened Alexis door. She slid out and he moved closer to her. He raised his hand and pushed some strands of her hair out of her eyes.

He said "Long week."

"Yes."

"If you don't want to spend the night...its okay."

"You want me to, right? I mean you arranged for Spinelli to sleep at my house and I went through that torture of telling the girls Mommy is dating again so I figured we are on the same page....that my spending the night here is worth going through whatever stress we have to. Agreed?"

Jason pushed her against the side of his SUV, kissed her until she was whimpering against his lips, and then said "Yeah, this time I agree."