Jason Morgan and Alexis Davis, canon

September 2010

Note- this chapter was written while listening to the song Must Be Nice by Lyfe Jennings.

Instant Addiction

Part 19

Mature

Patrick Drake never thought he'd be friends with a bunch of gangsters. But this was his life now. Not only was his ex-wife, Robin Scorpio, like a little sister to Sonny Corinthos, the woman he loved with all his heart now, Elizabeth, had a child with Jason Morgan and her best friend, Emily, had a baby with John Zacchara.

Patrick called it the price of doing business- and making a life- in Port Charles.

He tried to look at these men as men not as killing machines and not as selfish pricks, as he had once thought of all of them. Today Johnny was not a mobster in Patrick's eyes he was just a man who had a sick baby in the hospital.

Patrick walked up to John, as he stood staring through the window that peeked into the ICU, and placed his hand on the younger man's shoulder. "How are you doing?"

"Is Lucia in pain?"

"She's on pain meds. Her chart says her vitals are much stronger now than earlier today. She's still got a fight ahead of her but she's in stable condition. You have a tough little girl there."

"That's all Emily," his voice was haunted with worry and grief.

"I know this is really frightening for you. Its one thing when we get hurt, we're grown ups, but when its our babies...."

"Its not fair. I try not to think about how close we came to losing her. I got to keep convinced she turned the corner now."

"When Emma had pneumonia what I did was picture her five years in the future, starting kindergarten, happy and healthy. I kept that in my mind. Believed she'd make it to that day. Try and do that for Lucia. Imagine her and Emma dancing around the living room six years from now, trying to sing just like some pop star on TV. Just believe that day will come. You're a father. You can't give in to the fear."

"I know. I have to be strong for Em and Luce."

"Have you called your sister?"

"I don't want to worry her. I'll call when we take Luce home."

"Call Claudia now, John. I'd want Matt to call me if he was in your place."

John nodded. His eyes never moved away from watching his daughter.

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Jason pulled back on his boxer shorts. He threw Alexis his t-shirt, which she slipped on. Sitting next to her on the couch, he stared at her for a long moment. She was flushed, her hair was mussed and sexy as all hell, and her eyes still shone with leftover heat from their encounter.

Her breathing was shallow and ragged. Something he found hot as fire to hear. He knew he had to get her home to her kids but not in this shape she was right now. "Shower?"

"Together, did you mean? Or would I like one? Because, yes, I would like one, Jason. Thank you."

"Together."

"I could be persuaded."

A small grin curved his lips as he gave her a short nod, reached out and grabbed her hand and pulled her upstairs. Once they were in the bathroom, he started the shower and turned to look at her, admiring her like he always did these days, with a deep appreciation of who she was, on her own, and what she brought to his life.

He said "Thanks...for the date."

She smiled slightly. "You like me now," her voice was low and sensual "but what about next week when we're having our business meeting about the federal investigation and I tell you that you better do everything I say and just how I say it if you expect to avoid a lengthy prison sentence?" Her voice teased him "Will you like me then, Jason?"

"That's business," he said, in a low and demanding tone. He pulled off her t-shirt. "I don't talk business in my bathroom." He pressed her against the counter, rubbing erotically against her, and kissing her neck, as she encircled his neck with her arms.

Jason never saw this coming...enjoying being with Alexis this much...finding it easy to make work. He'd done hard so many times- and he never minded. Those women, those experiences, the memories made it all worth it...but falling into something easy....it dislodged some long held pain that had rested on his chest for years.

Give her up? No fucking way. He was a man who was sick of giving up everyone he wanted to keep close. This time he wasn't giving up jack shit.

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It felt too good to worry right now about all the things Alexis knew she had to worry about. The fact that Sam would be home in a week. The danger of being with a mobster- again. (Damn...that danger loving gene she had really got her into some crazy situations sometimes.) And the fact that everything could go wrong tomorrow...that living in Port Charles just about guaranteed that it would all turn into a mess sooner rather than later.

Her mind could go wild with rambling thoughts about all that but when Jason was kissing her neck she was lost in sensations and her worries would have to wait. His mouth did things to her, made her forget the world for a while, and made her want to find some way to keep getting his mouth on some part of her body everyday.

Alexis was far from a silly school girl. She was not getting lost in romantic fantasies about spending her life with Jason. She just wanted what they had today to still feel this amazing tomorrow.

Day by day, they'd see what happened. As for today, she was glad she had Jason interested in her, because he bringing her heart back to life- after years of that heart only loving her family, her best friend, Jax, and also a man who got married way too often, but never to her. She hadn't let that heart love Ric fully-in a deep, soul changing way- and she never risked it at all on Jerry or Cruz or Raynor or anyone else who said she was beautiful, intelligent and lethal.

Alexis had been sure she wouldn't open her heart again but it was undeniable that Jason was sneaking into her heart.

Just a little.

It was easier to fall in love with a man who was already a friend. She wondered, back when she was on the balcony, why she hadn't remembered that little fact? Yes, it was so much easier when he was already someone that was trusted and someone who knew her history.

This was like slipping into a warm bath, familiar and comforting, while at the same time it was like standing in a very hot, steamy shower- intense and deliciously sinful.

Jason lifted her up to sit on the counter, letting his tongue slip into the heat of her mouth. Using his own leg he pushed her legs further apart, as his hand slid slowly over her thigh and then caressed her wetness.

He behaved as if he could never get enough of her. And maybe he couldn't. Maybe he would never have his fill. Right now that was looking just fine with her.

Alexis slipped her hand inside of his boxers, wrapping her fingers around his cock, causing Jason to moan and jerk his mouth off hers. "Shower."

She smiled and slid away from him, climbing under the stream of water. A moment later, stripped of his shorts, Jason was in there too, picking up a bottle of body wash and squirting it just above her breasts. Setting it down he went to work on rubbing it in, massaging her breasts and nipples, making her moan softly at the feel of his calloused, dangerous hands on her smooth tender flesh.

Alexis leaned against the cool tile wall. Jason took both her hands and held them over her head, with one of his hands, as the other gripped his cock and teased her entrance. She wrapped one leg around his back.

He grunted "Its feels so damn good inside of you, Alexis, do you know that?"

She jerked beneath him as he ran over the length of her, then slipped just a little inside. Her voice was soft and demanding when she said "Make me scream."

Jason slammed all the way into her. She arched her back, brushing her nipples against his chest, as sparks flew through her body. He started thrusting at a rapid pace right away. Sending her right to the edge of an orgasm in no time flat. Her whole body throbbed as she left out desperate whimpers.

Soon she was repeating "Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK, FUCK! OHHHHHH!"

"That's right. That's good. Come on," he thrust harder, as her back hit the wall over and over, "scream for me. Scream...uhhhhh."

"Oh, God!" She bit his shoulder.

He let go of the hands over her head. She gripped his shoulders tightly. His hand slipped between their bodies and rubbed her clit. Her walls clenched and she exploded into a mind blurring orgasm.

"JASON!"

He thrust quickly several more times and then came. A second orgasm wracked Alexis, causing her to be so lost in sensations that she couldn't even scream another time.