Yes, this one IS short; I had some difficulties with it, went away to do something else, came back again.... I just COULDN'T think of anything, so I ended it and dropped it. ;) 3
Not impressed
When my mate started to kill and hate because of his ambitions, I was not impressed. Even if I loved him, I just…. didn't agree with what he was doing.
There was another one, too: Firestar: At first, he didn't believe in Tawnykit and Bramblekit—shuddered whenever he saw them, shied away from the nursery, constantly believed his camp was under attack from Tigerstar….
It was kind of funny, actually.
Tigerstar and Firestar are not the only ones I wasn't impressed with. One of them was…. Smallear. At first, I hated him for what he did. He practically chased Tawnypaw out of the Clan, for StarClan's sake! But I'm getting over it now…. it may still take some work, though.
I can never fully forgive Smallear for what he did. He cruelly teased Tawnypaw and made her think that ThunderClan didn't want her. And where, in the warrior code, is that fair?
Nowhere. Exactly. Smallear didn't like Tigerstar, but that doesn't give him the right to tease my kits. I was relieved when we left him.
Tigerstar…. I shudder whenever I think of what he's done, to me and the Clans. I hate him for what he did…. to Bluestar, to Firestar, what his ambition inadvertently did to my kits….
But at the same time, I do still love him. Oftentimes, I don't know what to think. I am still constantly wondering to myself if loving him was ever worth it.
Tawnypelt and Brambleclaw are good warriors; even though Tawnypelt is in ShadowClan now, she is strong and brave as a warrior. I am proud of her.
And Brambleclaw…. well, Brambleclaw is now the deputy of ThunderClan. I'm proud of him, too.
I am extremely proud of both of my kits. I hope that feeling never fades.
I've gotten over my distrust of Firestar…. really, he is a good leader.
Those three cats…. Firestar, Tigerstar, and Smallear…. did not impress me.
That will never change.