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Prove it then.

Wow had I just said that out loud. Okay, deep breathes Bella. I bit my lip softly trying with all my might to not look away from his stare. He seemed to stop breathing, and just kept staring at me.

It had been seconds, but it felt like hours. Oh my God! Why isn't he doing anything, does he not want me.... I suddenly felt extremely stupid as I laid there naked in front of this god. I was the world's biggest idiot.

Then his eyes moved. He took me in with his eyes, and didn't speak. Slowly then, he brought his hand down to my knee and pulled it up, and sliding his hand further up my thigh towards my core.

If I had a heart, it would have burst out of my chest.

He slowly looked back into my eyes, and they were filled with that unknown emotion again. I wondered then if it could be desire. My body started to tingle and come alive as he trailed his hand tortuously slow higher and higher up my leg, and I could hardly take it.

I needed something, anything. I could not just lay here!

Edward smiled my crooked smile then, seeming to sense my frustration at his tiny movements, and before I could even speak to him, he closed the distance between our lips.

The hand in my hair now gripped the back of my head pulling me to him, as he slid his tongue to my lips asking for entry, and I granted it willingly. The sensation of having a part of Edward started to send my body on overload, and as always I began to get carried away.

It didn't matter that he had left. I didn't matter that he had broken me, and said all of those terrible things. How could anything else matter except for the fact that I was here in Edward's arms kissing him like never before. He was here now, and I was going to make the most out of it.

I wrapped both of my arms around his neck, and pulled myself up to him. One of my hands found its way to his messy bronze hair while the other clawed at his shoulders trying to bring him closer because I always felt like I needed more. I was suddenly very happy that I had ripped his shirt away.

His tongue left my mouth, and I was saddened by the loss of it until I noticed that he was now trailing his lips along my neck.

Since I was already pulled up away from the couch he pushed the rest of the robe off of my body, and let his lips trail down my shoulders and to my breasts. He laid me back down flat on the couch, and began to kiss down the center of my breasts, and then he brought his hands over the one. His other hand was still torturing me by remaining still on my thigh a few inches from where I wanted him to go.

The small itch in my throat basically disappeared, and all I could think about was the fire in my veins begging for more of Edward's cold touch. His cold fingers traced the outline my chest, and started to pinch at my nipple. I felt my body involuntarily arch into him as he started to assault my breast with his tongue. He licked my taut nipples dedicating the same amount of pressure and time to each one.

Then I moaned, and he stopped. I looked down at him there by my breasts, and smiled stupidly.

He smoothly crawled back up to my face level supporting himself with the arm that had been playing with my nipples, and seductively told me, "It is officially my goal to have you make that sound at least once a day for the rest of my existence."

I giggled, and wondered if I could make him moan. I would have to experiment with him.

I wrapped my arms back around his neck, and pulled him to me, then unexpectedly he just fell on me. I was quiet for a second, and then I laughed. He looked up at me sheepishly, and growled.

"Did I just make you fall Edward" He growled again, and I started laughing. I had moved Edward, wow I never thought that would happen. He then broke my laughter by grabbing my wrist and pinning them above my head in the iron cage of his hand.

"Oh Bella. You may be stronger than me now because you're a newborn, but trust me. After one year, I will go back to being stronger, and that will not happen again." Oh, his voice was so sexy when it was rough like this, I just wanted to go back to our past actions. This was not as satisfying.

I had no idea what came over me, but I was just so taken with the idea of being able to control him. He couldn't stop me right now, and that thought made me excited.

I pushed him up against the couch into a sitting position, and straddled him once again. This time I could feel his hardness pressing tightly against his jeans. I liked this. I liked being in control of him.

"You have entirely too many clothes on for my liking." I whispered into his ear, and then slid my tongue out and slowly sucked on his lobe. I could hear the breath in his throat hitch.

I started to kiss my way down his neck, to his chest, and then to his abs. I slowly lowered my knees down onto the floor so I was spaced between his legs perfectly. I could see his arousal now straining against the fabric. I trailed my hands at his waistband, and then slowly started to release the one button that separated me from what I wanted.

"Bella." He groaned. I was frustrating him. Well, now he knew how it felt, and I had the urge to stick my tongue out and tell him to see how it wasn't nice to tease.

I liked hearing him say my name like that though. It reminded me that I was in control of him right now. I continued my work on his zipper, pulling it down.

Then I smiled and raised my hands back up to the waistband, and I began to pull his pants and boxers down. He obliged and lifted his hips helping me as I pulled his jeans and boxers smoothly off his body.

I pushed them all of the way off his body, and than trailed my hands back up to his cock.

It was huge. I had never really given any thought to how big he was, I just always assumed he would be perfect. Well, I guess I was right.

"Bella!" He growled again at me, I was taking my time.

He gripped his hand into the cushion of his leather couch and I heard the tear of it as his fingers tore into the material. I had taken enough time.

I leaned forward, and licked his head. When I heard the leather tear more, I knew I was having my desired effect so I slowly trailed by tongue from the base of his hardness to the tip, all the while knowing that the leather did not stand a chance.

Then I took him into my mouth and sucked lightly, but changing pressure every now and then, and he moaned. Mission accomplished, I thought, smiling to myself.

I heard the loud tear of the cushion and then was pushed back unto the floor.

I didn't even care though. Edward was on top of me again, and I could feel his hardness at my entry slowly teasing me by being so close to me, but still so very far. I wanted him.

Our lips met and I kissed him with everything I had. All the passion and heat in my body overcame me, and I breathed his name into his mouth.

That only seemed to encourage him more because then without words, and without hesitation he entered me.

It was pure bliss. My body was on fire as he started to thrust in and out of me, and each thrust increased the pressure building in my abdomen. We had never done this before, but it just felt so right and natural.

I lifted my hips as he thrusted into me causing us both to moan. This was my heaven. I could gladly die now if it meant that this feeling lasted forever.

The fire and pressure in my body built up, as Edward started to whisper his love for me over and over again.

"I love you, too Edward."' was the only thing I managed to say throughout the entire time.

He continued thrusting into me, and I kept meeting his with a rock of my own, and we gripped each other to our bodies kissing every inch of skin that we could reach. The pressure was still building, and I moaned to Edward. "Faster"

He obliged. The new speed made the pressure spill over inside of me, and I could feel my toes curl in on themselves.

"Edward!" I screamed, not caring who heard. I felt my walls clench around his hardness as he pounded into me again and again, as I came.

He moaned with me, as he exploded inside of me, and moaned my name into my ear. We laid there on the floor with him still in me. I did not want to move, I never wanted to leave this spot.

A felt a smile spread across my face, as I looked at him. He was gorgeous.

"Bella, you are amazing." He said as he pulled himself out of me and kissed me softly on the lips.

I couldn't think. Couldn't reply. All I could manage to do was lay there smiling at him stupidly.

He chuckled then smiling my crooked smile. "Bella?"

I kept smiling, but this time I replied

"I love you Edward, and that was the best thing I have ever experienced in my entire life."

He smiled larger then, and hugged me to him, kissing my hair, and he stood up pulling me with him.

I looked around, and felt very guilty all of a sudden. "Oh no."

"What is it?" he asked. "Look at what we did Edward!" I gestured to the torn leather couch which had definitely not survived Edward's tearing into it, and then the floor had a deep impression in it, that seemed to be a perfect fitting of my body.

Edward kept smiling even though mine had faded. Everyone will know what we did here. I buried my head in his chest slightly embarrassed at the evidence of our intimacy so obviously imprinted into the floor, and guilty that I had ruined a part of Esme's beloved home.

Edward wrapped an arm around me comfortably, and told me gently, "Don't worry love. This is nothing that we can't have fixed, and trust me when I tell you this. Emmett and Rosalie have brought down houses, literally. This is nothing. Everyone will just be too happy to have you back in their lives to even notice this."

I smiled slightly then. "Houses really. That's a little extreme isn't it?" He chuckled. "We are talking about the same Emmett and Rosalie, aren't we. Once Emmett sets his mind to something, he has absolutely no shame in completing it or bragging about it."

"I love you Bella." I looked up into Edward's topaz eyes, and sighed. He was here. We had made love, and he did want me. I would take it. It wasn't perfect, and I still had questions, but Edward would be there hopefully. "I love you too Edward" and I leaned up to kiss his lips once again.

He pulled me to him ti/ghtly again, and I could feel the arousal growing, until he suddenly groaned in annoyance. "What is it?" He didn't have to reply because then a very familiar pixie like voice came through the door.

"Bella get dressed right now, and come hug me or I am coming in there because I have already seen you naked, and I don't care if it is in a vision or in person."

"She is serious Bella" Edward told me. I gulped, and rushed to put the robe back on me. It was all I had. "Bella here," Edward handed me a pair of his sweats, and a large gray hoody. I smiled at him. He knew me so well. "Thank you" I said, and threw the clothes on me. As soon as I had pulled down the sweater, Alice charged through the room lunging herself at me.

"Oh Bella! I missed you, and I sooo need to take you shopping once we get to Colorado!!" I know it is a small town, but they have some great little boutiques conveniently located." she started to ramble about shoes, but I had stopped following at Colorado.

"Bella, yoo-hoo. Pay attention to me!" I snapped back. "Um Alice, Colorado? What about Charlie and Jacob? What about school?"

Edward looked sad again, and pulled me to his chest. "Bella, its been 3 days. We have a flight to leave Forks tomorrow morning. Charlie thinks you're dead. There was so much of your blood at the cliff, they just figured that the river dragged your body downstream. He's okay though."

I started sobbing into his chest. I could never have my goodbye. "H-How do you know..."

Alice continued. "I went to check on him with Carlisle. We went to your funeral and paid our condolences. Charlie was sad and heartbroken, but he'll survive. Sue Clearwater is with him, she is going to be a very good shoulder for him to lean on."

At least he wouldn't be alone then. "What about Jacob. He's going to be mad at me now that I am a vampire." Edward tightened his hold on me as I mentioned Jacob, and both his and Alice's eyes narrowed.

"They don't know for sure that we changed you Bella, but I can't see the future when they get involved, and if they figure out we bit you and turned you, then well I don't think Jacob will think of you as much of a friend anymore Bella."

I couldn't help the small amount of fear that entered me then. I knew the wolves and vampires were enemies. I had also assumed that the treaty would be officially broken now since they had come to LaPush to save me, and then on top of it they changed me into a vampire.

A war could start, and I gulped. I would possibly have to fight my best friend.

I wondered if I could do it, if I would be able to if it came down to it. I knew I would choose the Cullens and Edward over the pack. This was my family. If the pack became a threat, would I be brave enough to go against Jacob, my best friend, my sun throughout the darkness?

I couldn't think of that now. If the time came, I would deal with that then. An idea came to my mind, and Alice smiled brightly at me.

"Edward, can we go hunting?"

A/N: wow this is my longest chapter yet, 2,700 words. I hope you enjoyed it, and please review. I want to know what you think.

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