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I thought a lemon was needed for poor Edward and Bella. Enjoy.

Chapter 12 BPOV

I ruined your first time

It was a whisper so soft that I could barely hear it as it left my lips. The silence that followed was hollow and tense. I sobbed a little harder then. I was taking his momentary silence as a validation to my guilt.

"Bella, you are utterly absurd." was his reply. He spoke like he thought I had lost my mind.

I looked up at him, and he caught my cheek in his hand gently. His gaze met mine, and I couldn't find any willpower to look away.

He kept talking to me.

"Bella, I wasn't waiting for marriage. If I was waiting for anything than it was you!"

"Huh" was all I could say, but I furrowed my eyebrows, and I felt his body shake lightly.

"You know Bella. You look incredibly adorable when you are confused."

I stayed silent. I didn't understand him at all, and I wanted him to explain.

"Ah, Bella don't you see. I remained um celibate for so long, not because I was waiting for marriage or had any of these huge expectations. I was waiting for the right person. All I wanted was to be with the woman I loved. Then, I met you, and I was so drawn to you in every way."

As he spoke he kept staring at me. I could see his honey gold eyes smolder as we stared at one another. His hand left my cheek and started to run down to my neck caressing me gently. I felt myself unconsciously slide myself against him as he kept speaking.

"I wanted you so badly then Bella. Trust me, it was not easy to watch you sleep, and listen to you call my name out, begging for me to not stop kissing you, touching you, but then you were human. Then on top of all of that, I could barely control myself when you threw yourself at me sometimes. It was like you were personally torturing me. Making yourself so available to me, but I could have so easily killed you accidentally if I lost control of myself. I would never have been able to live with myself if that happened, so I kept waiting even though I desperately wanted you too."

Our bodies were fully pressed against one another, and I was mesmerized by his beauty. He was hard and pressed against me. One hand was on my hip now playing with the waist of my skirt, while the other lingered around my back creating gentle burning paths of fire that burned down me.

I couldn't move away. I didn't want to. "Edward, you gave up even trying to have sex so that you could not risk losing me?" I sounded so lame, but the gesture was so unbelievably sweet.

He smirked at me, "Yes, love, but you see, I really had no idea what I was missing until the other night."

Then he rolled us so that he was on top of me. I raised my knees and bent them at his sides, and he lowered his waist so that his hardness was pressed against me. I could feel the heat rise in my abdomen. I could feel the wetness pool on my black panties. I would never stop wanting him.

"Bella, love. You definitely did not ruin anything for me. It doesn't matter where, when, how or even why, but all that does matter is that it's you. You made it amazing Bella, and I would never have had it any other way love."

I smiled up at him, and laid a hand against his chest. There was nothing that I had ever done in my life to deserve a man like Edward. Nothing that I had ever dreamed of could compare to the love that I felt for him, and that I believed he felt for me.

"I love you Edward Cullen."

Then I closed the distance between our lips. We moved together in perfect harmony, our lips melding into one another. He opened his mouth slightly, and I let my tongue trail around his lips and into his mouth. He tasted delicious, and I couldn't help the small moan that escaped my lips.

"I love you too Bella."

Once again I forgot that we weren't alone. The rest of the families presence in the house left my mind, and I brought my hands down to the bottom of Edward's shirt intending to pull it over his head.

"I won't rip this one, Edward." I joked playfully.

He smirked at me, and brought his lips to my ear. "Why? I actually like it, and I have plenty more."

Then the shirt was gone. I had ripped it immediately after hearing that. I wanted him.

I clawed at his back as he brought his lips to my neck. He moved his lips down and when he met the cleavage that the shirt left me with he licked in between my breasts.

He pulled my shirt off of me along with my bra. I was anxious, and I basically ripped his jeans off of him too. He just smirked at me as he kicked his shoes and socks off taking mine with his. All that was left on him was his midnight blue boxers.

I still had on a skirt, and my panties. That was still far too many items of clothing on me.

Edward must have been just as eager as me because he ripped them off of me along with his boxers in a second, and as quickly as I could look up at him I was naked.

I smiled. Nothing was going to stop us this time. If someone walked in, then damn them because they would get an eyeful.

Edward filled me, and my body caught fire. He thrusted into me, and I raised my hips to meet him. We rocked together forming a rhythm with our bodies. I couldn't get enough of him, and if this was how I would be able to spend every day of eternity than I would gladly participate.

Edward's lips attacked my lips, my neck and my breasts never staying in the same area too long, and I continuously moaned his name over and over again. I could feel my walls clenching around him begging to explode, and sensing my need Edward brought his hand down to my nub and rubbed it gently, and I hissed in pleasure. I exploded. "Edward!" I screamed out forgetting the whole family was here. He continued to thrust into me not stopping. The fire in me scorched along me now as it fought to explode again. Edward was clutching me to his chest and he threw himself into me, and my head fell back. I was oblivious to everything except the feeling of Edward being inside of me. Then I felt Edward tense and he moaned my name as he came in me.

It was silent now except for our ragged breath.

Emmett broke the silence when he suddenly exclaimed, "It's about time you two"

I met Edward's eyes and then we both started laughing.

I took a look around our room now. We were laying on a midnight blue down comforter, and the walls were painted a pretty sky blue. The bed had a deep mahogany frame wrap around it and it led to a canopy that had a sheer fabric bunched at the top. I assumed that if I released the fabric it would fall around the bed giving us the idea that we had our own space.

All of Edward's were there, only now they were sharing a wall with an enormous bookshelf. I looked closely at the bindings of some of the books, there was the scrapbook that Renee had bought me, Jane Eyre, Bronte, Wuthering Heights, and even Romeo and Juliet along with many others.

I squealed in delight, and looked at Edward who was watching me.

"Oh Edward, I love you, I love you so much, thank you so much." I threw my arms around him in a fierce hug, but it accidentally threw us off of the bed, and we landed on the floor with a thud, and I looked in horror at the floor boards as we stood up.

He started laughing.

I playfully smacked him. Then I heard Alice. She was laughing loudly.

"Not again, Oh Esme."

No, she was going to tell on me, I started to the door, but Edward grabbed my waist stopping me.

"What Edward? Oh, I don't want Esme to be angry please let me go."

"I will let you go Bella, but first would you mind putting some clothes on. I really don't want them to start visualizing you naked."

I looked down at myself. "Oh."

As I dressed I realized I would have to let Alice go shopping for me. I barely had anything to wear, and the way me and Edward were going I was going to be walking around in my birthday suit by next week.

I heard her squeal happily suddenly, and I assumed that meant she had seen my decision.

Edward gently kissed my hair. "That made her very happy, love."

Two Weeks Later

About two weeks have passed, and things have seemed to settle. I wasn't quite such an emotional mess anymore. I had refused to leave Edward's side up until this point. A part of me still feared that he would disappear, and I would be alone again. He was afraid his departure would cause me to have a break down, but Jasper insisted that I was emotionally stable now.

We had finally gone shopping and we had Jasper and Edward carry our bags, but Alice has now banned Edward from shopping with us because she caught us in the dressing room just before we got too intimate. I was grateful to her for that interruption because I could never have stopped it, and the moaning in a dressing room would have been way too embarrassing.

That still didn't stop her and Jasper from coming home, and telling everyone all about it. If you think about it though, it was her fault, she shouldn't visualize me in lingerie knowing Edward would see it. It was like she was purposely provoking him.

"Just try them on then so I don't have to visualize it," was her retort.

Emmett still teases us about it, and I don't think I will ever be able to look at a dressing room the same again.

I couldn't blame them all for teasing us though. Now that we had slept together, it was like we couldn't get enough of one another. Every moment we were alone we started frisking each other, and pulling off clothes attacking one another with our lips. Everyone had caught us in a compromising situation at some point for these two weeks.

It was getting ridiculous really, but the embarrassment was disappearing because I came to know that they all had sex too.

Emmett and Rose are really quite loud.

The only upside for the family was that we all got a few good laughs, and Alice now got to shop for me and Edward on an unlimited basis.

But now, he was going hunting with the guys, and they would be gone for three days. I didn't want to leave our bedroom. I stared out the window looking at the spot that he had hugged and kissed me goodbye.

Alice, Rose and Esme convinced me to go hunting with them, but we were only traveling a few miles out of town. I had learned that we live in the small town known as Beulah Valley with a whopping population of 1,164.(A/N: Link on my profile page)

I quickly filled myself with a coyote, and two giant elks, which had quickly become my favorite, and I waited while the others hunted. I watched Rose take down a large black bear and smiled. Emmett would be so proud of her.

Then Alice and Esme each caught their own bison or buffalo. It was scary to watch because to me Esme looked to gentle to kill anything, and Alice was so much smaller than her prey.

As we went back to the to the house I stopped at the edge of the cliff that I had stopped at when we first got here. I decided to sit and enjoy the view of the sunset and sent the others ahead without me.

It was beautiful here, and this view helped keep me relaxed and calm. After the sunset, I got up and went back to the house.

They were all sitting on the large brown couch in the front room with the fire going when I walked in.

I walked in slowly and sat on the floor in front of the fire. I liked the warmth of the fire as it heated my marble skin. Rosalie spoke, " Alice had a vision Bella, they're coming home tonight They'll be here in 2 hours."

I nodded and smiled. I leaned my arms back and shook my hair out of it's pony tail. I liked it down. It had these natural waves that made me feel pretty.

Suddenly Alice spoke breaking the peaceful silence.

"We're having visitors tomorrow. The Denali Coven, it will be Kate, Irina, Tanya, Eleazar and Carmen. They will be here by tomorrow morning, 7 am maybe a little earlier."

I felt a pit roll and knot in my stomach. Tanya, the strawberry blond that wanted Edward. Tanya, who was probably drop dead gorgeous and would make my ego take a hit. Tanya was coming here.

I could feel their eyes on me, but I felt doomed. So much has happened between Edward and me, and I knew I shouldn't doubt myself but I couldn't help it. How could I compare to her. I had never seen her, but from the information I gathered I knew she was beautiful.

I spoke with indifference trying to pretend that I didn't care. "They don't know about me do they?"

Alice answered me. I could always depend on her. She always told me the truth.

"No, Bella, but that is only because there has been so much going on that none of us even thought to bother to call her. We were all just too caught up with having you here with us."

I turned to stare into the fire now watching the flames lick the wood. "So they don't know that I'm with Edward?"

"Don't worry Bella," Rosalie answered me now she knew that by they I meant Tanya, "You are absolutely gorgeous, and you have what she wanted. You have Edward. He never wanted her, and he constantly rejected her. I love her as if she was really my cousin, but you are my sister Bella, and trust me, she won't take him from you."

I kept staring at the flames.

Rosalie and me had grown closer over these past two weeks. We came together and bonded because we both wanted love and to be loved. We just wanted it to work out differently. She wanted to be human with babies, and I just wanted Edward.

Alice was still my best friend. She would always be more than just my sister. Alice brought me back to life. If it wasn't for her, I would be at the bottom of a river or ocean by now decaying and alone.

An idea came to mind.

"Alice, Rose, will you guys do me a favor?"

Alice jumped off the couch clapping her hands together. A huge grin was plastered across her little face as she grabbed Rose. "C'mon. We're going to make Bella so sexy that Tanya herself will want to jump her."

Esme shook her head and laughed gently, "I'll go set up the guest bedrooms, and get myself ready."

Rosalie laughed as she stood up. "I know just the outfit!"

A/N: I know nothing drastic has happened these last two chapters, but I want this to happen progressively. I don't want to pull an Edward and Bella meet again, drama instantly happens, happy ever after, okay lol.

So Tanya is coming to town, and some drama will ensue, and then more drama will come after and etc. etc. Like I said I intend for this to be a long fanfic unless you're all against that.

Anyways. REVIEW. I want to reach 40 before I update again which will probably be tomorrow maybe even tonight if I finish my Lit and Film paper soon.

Thanks,

Mary