Chapter 3: Shock
When Natasha woke up she was still in the room and she could still see Steve; he was even more beat up then the last time. He must of fought back. The only difference was that she was on a long metal table strapped down with binds that Thor probably couldn't even break out of.
The doctor was there again standing in front of her talking. He had so many tools and she didn't even know what half of them were. She didn't really know what he was saying, nor did she care but she just had one thought.
"Please don't make him watch," she said, ashamed of how weak her voice sounded.
"Oh but Natasha, isn't that the fun of this," said the doctor
Natasha turned her head to look at Steve. She mouthed 'I'm sorry'. She never noticed it before but Steve was pretty attractive, and it wasn't just his good looks. He was really a good person inside and out, even to her. Natasha blamed all these thoughts on the drugs but she wasn't quite sure that was 100% true.
She hoped that Steve would get out all right. He was a super soldier, irreplaceable. She was just some ex. Russian spy who got on shields radar in a bad way. An assassin trying to do some good with the life she never had control over. If she was going to die here in the room that she was created in, whether it come now or however long it takes to kill her, she wanted to do one last good thing with her life's. She wanted Steve to get out, stop being Captain America for once in his life and just have a good life. Do whatever he wants to do, not what Shield does. Maybe go dancing, or draw, it didn't really matter. The least she could do was hope that he had a better life than the one that she never got.
"You're going to feel a slight pinch," said the doctor.
He pushed a button and all of a sudden she felt like a thousand, million needles were puncturing her insides and outs. Ya she's been electrocuted before, it's a good form of torture, but it was never at this rate. It probably would have killed a normal person. But Natasha Romanov was not a normal person. She sometimes wished she was. She wished that she could feel without fearing that one wrong move could cost her, her life. She wished that she could love without being compromised and lastly she wished that she could live without guilt but life isn't that easy is it? It never is.
There's chapter 3:)