Kind of lame.... _ But, hey! I LIKE it! ^^;

Also, I forgot to tell you in the LAST chapter, but OMG I ORDERED A LAPTOP FROM DELL (the Inspiron 1545 with the T6500 Core 2 Duo Processor; it's the best one out there! ^^;) AND IT'S STILL IN PRODUCTION BUT IT SHOULD BE COMING ON AUGUST 26TH!!!! At least, that's the expected delivery date!!!! YAYS!!!! ^^;

And now, you may all hate the chapter that is sitting in front of you! YAAAAAAAAAAAAYZ!!!! ^^;

.... ._.;

Chapter word count: 363 D: (short)


Standing still

I'm standing still

There's nothing to do

Especially not

When I left you

I'm waiting for you, Crowfeather…. please come out….

We're leaving soon. I hope you agree with my choice.

You wanted to leave in the first place. Are you sure you don't have any second thoughts?

I miss you, I miss you

But I have things to do

They're too important

To forfeit for you

Good? Okay; let's go.

Let's go over the hills…. let's see if we can't find a home there.

I want to have kits, Crowfeather. I want to be your mate, Crowfeather. I had to leave StarClan for you…. are you sure you're okay?

We can find a home in a forest. We can make a little camp. We can have a special den. We can have cute little kits.

You know I'm sorry

I miss you so much

But you must understand

That's my life

Hey, I have an idea…. we can make a Clan!

We could maybe call it LeafClan.... after me. Or maybe even CrowClan…. after you. You'll be the leader, after all—I'll just be the medicine cat. In our new Clan, we can change the law in the warrior code that says that medicine cats can't have kits. We can rightfully have kits!

The life of a medicine cat is very difficult

We can't take a mate, we can't have kits….

Oh, look! We're almost there! Let's hurry, shall we? It's just a place to rest for the night…. but it's a start. Look, I see trees way in the distance.

I miss you; I never wanted to leave you!

I want to have you back!

(But that's impossible now)

I want you; I want you!

But later…. all these thoughts vanished, for the badgers attacked ThunderClan and we had to go back…. back to the Clans.

Back to the place we had wanted to leave in the first place.

I'm forever standing still; constantly waiting for you to come back. I'm waiting for you to come back so that we can leave again.

And this time, we'll stay away.

So badly…. I want you

I'll miss you forever

Remember that