Here is the next chapter, this chapter will contain strong language we are still dealing with a mad Dean.
We will see how Sam's surgery went and what in store for him, and how will Bobby deal with Sam and Dean not talking to each other.
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Joe finally caught up with Dean in the parking lot, he ran up to the Impala before Dean got into the car. He got a glare from Dean when he put his hand on the door handle. He open the door and sat in the passenger seat of the Impala. Dean sat in the drivers seat and look at Joe with an annoying look.
"What the hell do you think you are doing, and the hell out of my car right now." Dean said to Joe as he got in the car.
"I am going with you to keep an eye on you. Bobby does not want you alone right now. He is worried you will do something stupid and so do I." Joe said not budging from the seat.
"Well you can go tell Bobby that I don't need a baby sitter, he need to mind his own fucking business." Dean was still up set from Sam's out burst with him, and wanting Bobby and not him.
"You need to watch your mouth when it comes to Bobby. He has been a good friend to you and Sam since your Dad pass away." Joe said with a stern voice to Dean, he did not like how Dean was talking about Bobby.
"What ever is happening between you and Sam get over it. You to need to talk about it and get it straighten out soon." Joe knows that Dean is hurting by Sam pushing him away.
"You need to mind your own fucking business Joe, what is going on between me and Sam is none of your business." Dean was about to punch something right about now.
"Look Dean we can sit here and argue or go and look for this bastard. Give him the same medicine he gave to Sam ten times over." Joe said.
"Fine just stay out of my way when the shit hit's the fan." Dean close the door and started the car.
He look over at Joe who was sitting in Sam's place, and his heart ache not having his little brother next to him. He was going to make Ross and Draco pay for what they did to Sam. When he gets his hands on them they are going to beg him to kill them.
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Bobby and Joshua waiting in the Emergency waiting room to hear about Sam's surgery. The Surgeon took Sam to the OR an hour ago and heard nothing yet. Bobby was getting really worried why it's taking so long. He knew how bad Sam was with his wounds being infected and all, but why is it taking this long to clean them. To him it felt like three hours when in real it was over an hour when Sam went to the OR.
His mind was on Dean to wondering how Joe is handling a very upset Dean. He knows from experience how Dean can be when he if upset. He gets worst when Sam is involved, he can be worst then a mother bear protecting her cubs. Now with Sam not wanting Dean around right now it's going to be worst. He is going to be on a war path and he pity the fool that made him that way. He was so lost in his thoughts that he did not hear Joshua asking him something.
"Bobby do you want some coffee." Joshua ask Bobby when he did not get an answer he touch Bobby's arm.
"What did you say Joshua." Bobby was startle when Joshua put his hand on his arm.
"I am sorry for startling you Bobby, I was asking if you wanted some coffee." Joshua felt bad for Bobby and wish he could help him more.
"Yeah coffee does sound good right about now." Bobby said still being deep in thought.
"Bobby he will be ok Sam is one tough kid, he will pull through this and make up with Dean." Joshua put his hand on Bobby shoulder and squeeze it.
"Sam is not the one I am worried about, well yes I am worried about him being in surgery. It's Dean I am worried about the most right now. Seeing the hurt in his eyes from what Sam told him, it's something that might send Dean over the edge." Bobby was really worried about Dean right now, his state of mind is on hurting or maybe killing someone.
"Bobby Joe is with Dean and he will keep Dean in line. You have to believe that Joe can do that cause I know how Dean is to. I am worried about Dean myself on how he is handling this. Sam is his whole life and right now that life is rip away from him. I know what Dean is capable of doing to someone who takes that life away from him. That is why I am hoping that Joe can calm Dean down enough to go that far." Joshua said feeling really scared right now for Dean.
"Joshua you have not seen Dean in full Sammy mode, he can be one scary person when it comes to his brother. I don't want to think of what he will do to Ross when he gets him." That is what is scaring Bobby the most of what Dean will do.
"Well then we will have to hope and pray that Joe can keep him doing anything. I am going to get some coffee for us, I will be right back call me if the Doctor comes out before I get back." With that Joshua left for a coffee run.
Bobby sat there thinking on what Joshua said to him, that hopefully Joe can keep Dean calm before he does anything. He look up and said the ceiling and said a little pray to one certain Angel.
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In the OR the Doctor was prepping Sam for surgery, they put him under and tube him. They were going to work on his leg first, to remove the piece of wood that was still in his leg. He ask the Nurse how the patient was doing, and when he got the ok he started to work on removing the wood. He clean the area around the wood with Iodine, then he numb the area around the wound. He then gently started to pull the wood from Sam's leg, and the Nurse that was helping him clean the wound as he pulled. He got the wood out of Sam's leg carefully, and checking the wound he was happy that it did not hit any major arteries. It was a straight through the meaty part of the thigh, he took some solution and clean the wound out really good. Making sure there was no infection in the wound, he started to close the wound but leaving a little opening for a tube for drainage. He did the same on the back of his thigh, stitching it leaving a little opening for the drainage tube.
Before he started with his chest wounds he ask the Nurse on how the patient was doing. She told him his breathing was fine and his BP was normal, his heart beat was in regular rhythm and holding his own.
He went to Sam wound on his chest and started to clean them with solution, he scrub to make sure there was not dirt or anything else that could contaminate the wounds. He started to stitch the wounds close and use Iodine after he was done stitching. When he finish with the knife wounds he check the puncture wounds on his side. He flush each puncture wound out and stitch them close, thankfully they were not very deep as he expected. He put some ointment on the burn marks and checking to make sure no infection. He went to the burn mark on his testicle and was a little worried about that one. The burn was deep and covered half of the testicle, this one he really wanted to keep an eye on.
Once again he ask the Nurse how Sam was and she said that nothing has change. So he had the other Nurses help turn Sam over, being very careful not to aggravate the chest area. He did the same with the knives wounds on his back as he did on the front. He clean them with solution and scrub them real good, he stitch up the wounds and but iodine on the stitches. After he was done with the knives wounds his stitch up the wound on his side. Finally when he was done stitching all of Sam's wounds he had over a hundred stitches to close up his wounds.
"Alright now that this is over lets get him into recovery room and keep an good eye on him." The Doctor said.
Just as the Nurse was ready to push Sam into the room his heart monitor started to beep. His blood pressure started to drop below normal range. The Doctor ran back into the room to check up on Sam, he read the readings and check Sam over again. Making sure he did not have any bleeders he might have missed. He told the Nurse to give him 1cc and another unit of blood. After they gave him another unit of blood his pressure went back to normal, and his heart beat went back to sinus rhythm.
"Sam you gave me a scare there so don't do it again ok." The Doctor said out loud after a sigh.
"Keep checking his BP and heart rate every 15 minutes, if anything happens in the slights let me know right away. I am going to talk to his Uncle and Brother and let them know how the surgery went." The Doctor said watching Sam being wheel out of the OR
When the Doctor went into the waiting room to talk to Bobby and Dean, he only saw that the Uncles were there and not brother. He walk up to them and sat down next to them to tell them how it went.
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Sam could feel himself flouting and wonder were the hell he is, he look around and saw nothing but white walls. 'Maybe I am dead and this is heaven' he was thinking to himself. He started to walk around the white room and so there was no doors or windows. 'maybe this is the dungeon of heaven' Sam laugh at himself for thinking of that.
"No Sam this is not heaven." A voice said behind him, as he turn around he saw it was Castiel.
"What the hell do you want Cas, I don't want to hear anything Dean has to say." Sam said to the Angel standing before him.
"Well for starters this is not hell and no I am not here for Dean. I am here for you Sam to find your way back to your brother." Castiel said looking at Sam in tense eyes.
"What do you mean find my way back to Dean, I don't want nothing to do with him. He is the one who does not want me around, so don't waste your breath on anything about him." Sam said being annoyed that Castiel brought him here.
"Sam Dean loves you more then you know, and he does say things that could be hurtful. But the love he has for you will never go away, no matter how upset he is with you that love will never die." Castiel was standing in front of Sam now.
"Cas I know you mean well and all, but you did not hear the conversation he had with Ross. Saying that he wishes he never had a little brother, wanting me gone cause I am a pain to him all the time. If that is love then I don't want it from him, he could just go on with his life now with out me being around. That is what he wants right not me being around." Sam said with sadness in his voice and eyes.
"Sam that was only part of the conversation you heard, Dean was not talking about you at all. Ross was telling him about his brother, how much a pain he was and wish he never had him. Dean never said he did not want you as a brother, he was repeating on what Ross said about his brother. You only heard part of that conversation, if you stayed longer you would have heard on what he really said about you." Castiel was trying to make Sam understand that Dean still needs him.
"You are going to stand there and tell me that he was not talking about me, then why did he say little brother on the phone. He said it the same way he says when he refers to me, when he is introducing us to people." Sam was challenging Castiel.
"Sam he was not saying you for a little brother and did he say your name in any part, that is before you walk away without hearing the rest of it." Castiel stood tall to Sam challenging him now.
"Well no he did not say my name in the part I heard, but what does that have anything to do with this. The fact is that Dean does not want me around anymore, he can't get over the whole thing with Ruby still. That has been almost 9 months now and he is still having problems with that, he always brings it up when we get into an argument." Sam was getting really upset over the disagreement they had before all of this.
"Sam you got to remember that Dean was hurt when you choose Ruby over him. That cut him deeper then you will ever know Sam, even deeper then what he went through hell . He felt like you betrayed him for your revenge on Lilith, then telling him that he was weak and could not hold him own. He is the strongest person I have ever know Sam, stronger then you will every know for what he went through for you." Castiel was looking Sam straight in the eye.
"So now it's my fault that Dean went to hell for making that deal, I never ask him for making that deal. He did not want to be alone that is why he made the deal. I never told him to make any deals for me that was on him alone. So how can you put this on my shoulders when I was dead when he made the deal. I was up here by myself for four months Castiel, I could have taken my life but Ruby was there for me. Then she turn around and betrayed me to get Lucifer to rise, and were was Dean this whole time if he wanted me that bad." Sam was breathing really hard after he was done.
"Sam Dean was in a room where Zechariah put him to keep him safe, and I did nothing to help him get to you. He beg me to send him to where you were and I did not, I was to much of a chicken to do that. So I went against Zechariah and help Dean escape to get you, but we were already to late when we got there. Even the whole time you were gone Dean look for you, and when he could not find you he did not stop looking. Yes you got a bad welcome when you return from Dean, it's that he did not know how to handle everything all at once. I was there the whole time you were gone Sam, and it was tearing Dean apart in the inside. If it was not for Bobby I think that Dean would be dead, well I may be over the top but you know what I mean. The point is Sam Dean is nothing without you by his side, he needs you more then you will ever know. When you went missing Dean search for you for four days with no sleep, he did not even eat for those four days. Does that sound like a brother who does not care for his younger brother. Listen to your heart Sam it will lead you to the truth." Castiel look at Sam when he said that.
Sam has heard that phrase before but don't know where 'listen to your heart Sam it will lead you to the truth' , he look up at Castiel and knew who said it to him.
"You told me that when you whisper in my ear, that was before Bobby found me on the side of the road." Sam look at Castiel with shock.
"Then listen to your heart then Sam and it will lead you to the truth, I got to go now just remember what I said. Dean does need you more then you think, and he was not talking about you when he said those words. He told Ross that he was glad to have a brother like you, and would not exchange you for anything in the world." With that Castiel was gone and Sam was standing in the room.
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The Doctor came into the waiting room where Bobby and Joshua was at, he was looking for Dean to tell him about Sam. He walk up to Bobby and sat down in front of him and Joshua.
"Bobby I want to let you know that Sam is out of surgery, there was a little incident when his blood pressure drop. But we gave him another unit of blood and his pressure went back to normal, he is in the recovery room right now. The Nurse will keep an eye on his vital signs for the next 12 hours. I want to make sure that everything is fine before I move him to a room." The Doctor told Bobby and Joshua.
"Why would his blood pressure drop after surgery and not during." Bobby ask with concern in his voice as he look at Joshua.
"Sam did loose a lot of blood from his injuries, even the blood we gave him was not enough to sustain him. So he needed another one after the surgery, the Nurse will keep an eye on him every 15 minutes to check his BP." The Doctor could see that Bobby and Joshua was worried about Sam.
"How did it go for his injuries, will there be any problems with those." Joshua ask the Doctor.
"When I work on them I clean then with a solution and Iodine, and scrub them good to wore off any infections. Even the wound from the wood was clean thoroughly, and the wound has a drainage tube to drain anything infection out. The wound on his side was clean and rest itch, the only wound I am concern with is the burn on his testicle. It's a very deep burn and we need to keep an close eye on it." The Doctor wanted the men to know what is really going on.
"With him being out now won't be a problem cleaning that part, but when he is awake good luck on that one. You might have to sedate him for that one, I don't think I can calm him down for that." Bobby said hoping by then Dean will be back.
"That will be find like I said he will be out of it for 12 hours, and when we move him to ICU he will still be out. He is on strong antibiotics to help clear up any infection, so he will be out of it for 24 hours the least. The next 24 hours will be the crucial of his recovery, if he makes it with out any problems it should be smooth sailing." The Doctor wanted to give them hope on his recovery, but want to make sure they understand anything could happen.
"Thanks Doc for everything you are doing for Sam, I really appreciate everything you are doing." Bobby said shaking his hand, then the Doctor shook Joshua's hand.
"Well that is good news for right now, at least Sam is holding his own and fighting." Joshua said with relief in his voice.
"Yeah that is good news Joshua and hopefully it stays good new. I better call Dean and let him and Joe know how the surgery went." Bobby said as he left to call Dean and Joe.
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Dean and Joe were outside a bar waiting for Ross to come out, when they were searching the town the spotted him going into the bar. So they pulled on the other side of the road waiting for him, they would get him when he comes out and will take him to a secluded spot. Dean knew of a place to take him to give him the same torture he gave Sam.
"Dean are you sure it wise to grab him from this bar." Joe ask being a little nervous they might be spotted.
"If you are scared you can leave and I will do it myself." Dean said to Joe.
"I am not leaving you here alone, I promise Bobby that I will take care of you." Joe was getting frustrated with Dean.
"Well like I said I don't need a fucking baby sitter, if you want to help just sit here and be quite." Dean said in an angry tone.
Before Joe could answer Ross came out of the bar, walking to his car down the street. Dean got out of his car and started to walk towards Ross. Joe went to follow Dean when his phone went off. Dean was about a few feet from Ross that he could grab him right about now, Joe came running yelling his name making Ross turn and run. Dean stop and turn around furious with Joe ruining his chance to get even.
"What the hell Joe why in the hell did you do that, I almost had him and you let him get away. What is your fucking problems here." Dean was burning mad at Joe want now, so he turn to go after Ross. Until he heard Joe mention Sam's name.
"Dean Bobby called and got news about Sam's surgery." Joe said as he got to Dean's side.
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That is all for this one, finally Sam got to know what was said. But will he believe in what Castiel told him.
Will Dean go back to the hospital to wait for Sam, or will he still be out looking for Ross.
If I said anything wrong about the surgery or the recovery stuff I am sorry. Don't know all about the medical stuff.