Here is the next chapter, this one will have more brotherly love and bonding.
This chapter will have a little torture scene, it won't be that graphic like the last one.
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Sam open his eyes only to shut them again, the light was to painful to keep them open. He tried again and this time he open them slowly, he blink a few times to adjust his eyes to the light. The light was coming from the window to his left, he turn his head to see is if Bobby was there to shut the blinds. When he look there was no Bobby, Joshua or Joe in sight, he look around and saw that Dean was not in the room with him. He was getting confuse coz he knew when he went to sleep they were here, and now they are no where to be seen. He started to panic when he could not find Dean or Bobby in the room, he called out for his brother and his friend only to have no one answer him. He heard a noise to his right and look to see what it was, he had panic in his eyes when he saw who was standing next to him.
"Well Sam nice to see you here again, it's just like coming home isn't." Draco said with a evil grin on his face.
Sam tried to get away from him only to find he could not move, his wrists and ankles were tied to the bed again. He called for help but no words was coming out of his mouth, he soon realize that a gag was over his mouth preventing him to shout. He started to pulled on his binds to get away from Draco, but the more he moved against them the ropes dug into his skin. Sam was at his mercy again and could not do anything about it, his fear were at a all time high and wish that Dean would come in to rescue him.
"Don't worry Sam! Dean won't be here to help you. He doesn't want you in his life anymore, you heard him say that with your own two ears. So it's just you and me now Sam we are all alone, no one is coming to come in and bother us." Draco step up to the bed so that he could look down at Sam.
Sam could not help looking at the door of his room, hoping that his brother would come charging right in. He knew that Dean would not abandon him, he said it himself that he would always be there for Sam. 'Dean where are you? I need you more now then ever' Sam was saying to himself since he could not talk.
"I told you Sam no one was coming to your rescue, so it's just better to lay still and take your punishment." Draco took the knife and put it on Sam's chest, he was about to slice on his chest when the door burst open.
"Get the hell away from my brother you……" Is all that Dean got out before Draco pin him to the wall.
Sam look at Dean with horror in his eyes, knowing what Draco is going to do when he gets to Dean. He tried to keep Draco focus on him and not on Dean, since his mouth was still gag there was little he could do. Sam watch as Draco walk over to Dean and turn to Sam, he saw the glee in his eyes and knew what was about to happen. Sam was in pure panic when Draco stop right in front of Dean, he took his knife to Dean's chest and cut his shirt. Draco drag the knife on Dean but did not drew any blood, he was toying with Dean for the pleasure. He was going to kill Dean right in front of Sam, and there was nothing Sam could do about it.
"I'm going to kill you first then your brother, if anyone else comes in to stop me they are dead to." Draco look deep into Dean's eyes with hatred, and he saw the same thing in Dean's eyes the hatred for him.
Dean look at Sam when Draco slice into Dean's chest, the knife went in real deep from his chest bone to his pelvic bone. Dean did not cry out in pain he just hiss through his teeth, he close his eyes coz he did not want Sam to see the pain in them. Draco slice into Dean's chest four more times, and after each time he look back at Sam with pure joy in his eyes.
Sam was thrashing in his bed to get himself free to help his brother, the ropes were so tight that they just cut deep into Sam's flesh. He did not care if he had to break his ankles or wrists to get free, his only thought was getting to his brother to save him. Draco look at Sam with such an evil grin on his face, that Sam's blood went cold and all color drain from his face. He said to Sam to say good bye to his big protective brother, then he turn to Dean and slit his throat from one ear to the other.
Sam watch in horror as Draco slit his brother throat right in front of him, Sam yelled his brother's name through his gag. Tears running down his face as he saw Dean slide to the floor, his blood pooling around his body from the cuts Draco gave him. Sam pulled and jerk at his binds to get to his brother, he kept it up until he totally tired himself out and there was no strength left in him.
Castiel look at Sam who was thrashing on the bed, he got up and went to Sam to calm him down. Just as he put his hands on Sam's shoulders to calm him down, Sam started to yell for Dean and for someone to help him.
"DEAN! Leave him alone stop hurting him, Dean I am so sorry for all of this." Sam was trap in his own nightmare to feel Castiel hands on him.
"SAM! Wake up it's only a dream Sam, HEY wake up Sam it's me Castiel." Castiel was shaking Sam to get him awake.
"I killed Dean Draco killed him because of me, I am so sorry Dean I should've stay away from you." Sam was crying in his sleep with the scene playing over in his mind.
"Sam it's only a dream Draco is not here, Dean is with Bobby and the others. He'll be right back after they eat something, so you need to wake up from your dream." No matter what Castiel did he could not get Sam to wake up.
Castiel was about to call for a Nurse when he felt himself being push away, only to see Dean coming into view grabbing Sam. Dean put his hands on Sam's face and gently stoke his cheeks, he started to whisper in Sam's ear calming words. Finally Sam calm down enough for Dean to talk to him, to get him to focus on his voice and touch.
"Sammy calm down listen to my voice….that's it listen …I'm here right by your side." Dean said in a calming voice.
"No Dean is dead….Draco killed him right in front of me….I killed my own brother." Sam had tears in his eyes, and Dean wipe them gently away.
"SAM! Sammy look me in the eyes, I'm not dead I am right here. Hey look at me Sam….that's it see I am right here." It took Dean about 10 minutes to get Sam to calm down enough to talk to him.
"DEAN! Your not dead….I saw Draco kill you…..he slice you with a knife and I couldn't stop him." Sam was still looking at Dean through teary eyes.
"I'm right here Sam I am not dead, you need to calm down now ok kiddo." Dean took Sam into his arms and laid his head on his chest.
Sam buried his head into Dean's chest and listen to his heart beat, with Dean talking to him and listening to the beat he calm down. He was so glad that he had a big brother like Dean, who cared for him and always look out for him. Sam wrap his arms around his brother's back and held him tight, that is when he realize he had something in his hand. He wanted to see what he had in his hand, the only thing is he didn't want to let go of Dean just yet.
Dean held Sam tight to his chest and rub small soothing circles on his back, he felt Sam snuggle further into his chest and sigh. They both sat that way for awhile before Dean would let Sam go, thinking that Sam was asleep he laid him on the bed. He then realize his mistake when Sam said to him, "don't let go please don't leave me."
"I'm not going to leave you Sam I'm staying right here, I promise you that I won't go with out you." Dean put Sam back down on the bed, and wipe the tears gently from Sam's cheeks with his thumbs. He went to grab his jacket from Sam who still won't let it go..
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After they had their breakfast they all started back to Sam's room, during breakfast Dean was to quite for Bobby's comfort. He need to get Dean to talk about what's bothering him, before they get back to Sam's room.
"Dean what's the matter with ya, been to quite boy don't like it." Bobby wanted to get Dean to open up to him, knowing that he won't do it in front of the others he ask to be left alone.
"Nothing Bobby just worried about Sammy is all." Dean said looking down at his plate.
"I know that something wrong Dean, so just say it ya damn idjit. Does this have to do with Sam, I'm right would ya answer me." Bobby was getting frustrated with Dean.
Dean look up at Bobby and could tell that he would not give up, so he just have to tell him what's the matter so he could go see Sammy.
"Bobby I just don't know what to do anymore, no matter what I say or do it's not good enough. I have this feeling that I am losing Sammy, and I can't do anything to stop it. Every since this whole thing with Ruby and the drinking of the blood, he has just shut down on me and I can't get him to talk. Maybe it's about time that we go our separate ways…." That is all that Dean got out before Bobby let him have it.
"What the hell are ya talkin about leaving Sam, just becuz it's not gone yar way ya want to leave. Get yar head out of yar ass for once, that boy needs ya more now then ever. He don't need a sorry ass brother, he needs his big brother who cares. " Bobby's anger was getting the better of him.
"Don't you think I know that Bobby….I just ….I…I don't know what to do. I am scared Bobby that I am losing Sam, he has been my whole life since we were young. Now that b*tch came along and ruin everything, me going to hell did not help the slightest either. I lost my way of being a big brother cuz I was lost in my own grief, instead of being by his side I was hiding in the shadows of my mind. I was to busy feeling sorry for myself for what I did in hell, when I should have been fighting by Sam's side." This is the first time that Dean open up to anyone about his feelings.
"Dean if ya keep brining Ruby up, ya gonna lose that brother of yars. Get past Ruby would ya and move on, I don't care whut it takes just do it. Right now that brother of yar is gonna need ya, can't ya see that with ya own eyes." Bobby was getting tired of this conversation, he wanted to get back to his son.
"I know that I have to get past Ruby's ghost, it's not going to be that easy. I feel so betrayed by her that it's not funny, for Sam's sake I am going to leave her behind once and for all. That b*tch got what she deserved for what she did to Sammy, now I have to start fresh with Sam and that is being a big brother again. That is if Sam still wants me as a big brother, if he doesn't then I will just go." Dean wants to get his little brother back, and he knows it will take time to get the trust back.
"That's what I want to hear ya idjit, lets get going back before Sam thinks we got lost." Bobby was happy to know that his sons would be back together again.
Bobby and Dean met Joshua and Joe on Sam's floor, they were waiting for them before they entered the room. When all four hunters got to Sam's room they heard him yelling, Dean rush into Sam's room and push back Castiel to get to Sam. Bobby, Joshua and Joe got to the room they saw Castiel standing by the bed, Dean was already on the bed comforting Sam down with his words. There hearts broke when they heard about Sam's dream, how Draco killed Dean in his dreams right in front of him.
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"Dean why do I have your jacket in my hand? Sam was confused on why he was holding so tight to Dean's jacket.
"When I came into your room yesterday to calm you down, you grab a hold of my jacket and won't let it go. The Nurse said it's your security blanket, so can I have my jacket back now." Dean went to grab his jacket and Sam held it tighter.
"It's a little cold in here and the jacket is warm, I'll hold on to it for a little while longer." That was not the real reason why Sam still wanted the jacket, he felt safe and loved when he had the jacket in his hand.
"I'll let you have it for a little while longer, I think you are to old for a security blanket anyway." Dean knew that Sam was lying about it, so he let his brother keep it for now.
John walk into the room to check on Sam, one of the Nurses heard him yelling and called John. He came running into the room to see what happen, he look at Sam and saw that he was a little pale. He check Sam's vital signs and his blood pressure and heart rate was up, he check his stitches and was happy that he did not pulled any out.
"What happen Sam one of the Nurses said you were yelling and called me." John ask with concern in his voice.
"I just had a really bad dream, and I am sorry if I scared her." Sam felt embarrass for what happen.
"Don't be sorry Sam I am glad the Nurse called me, she was scared to come in here with the yelling." John smile seeing how red Sam was getting.
"He's fine now Doc I got to calm him down, I just hope that I did not open anything when I grab him." Dean was concern thinking that he could have hurt Sam.
"I don't see anything torn or pulled so he is just fine, there is one thing I want to check though. I need to check your testicles Sam, I need to see how they look and put medicine on them." John knew that this will be a problem for Sam, he saw how Sam face went pale when he ask.
"No I don't want you to look at them." Sam's head was down feeling scared.
"Sam let John look at them I will be right here the whole time, I will make sure that nothing will happen ok." Dean was trying to get Sam to listen.
"Dean NO! I don't want him to look there." Sam said in a low whisper that Dean had a hard time hearing.
"Ok Sam how about I do it then, I will look at them and put the medicine on. John will tell me what to do and I will do it, will that be alright with you." Dean look hopeful that Sam would do it, John was hoping that Sam would say yes.
"Ok I g-guess." Sam's eyes went down to his lap, he felt ashamed that his brother would have to do it.
"Will that be fine if you tell me what to do, and I will put the stuff on for you." Dean ask John.
"That will be find Dean I will tell you what to do, it pretty easy to do and it won't take to long. You take
this solution and wash the burn be gentle when you do, you don't want to take any skin off right now. You take the ointment and spread it over the whole area, apply the cream evenly over the affected part. After that you are done with the cleaning, then you put the things on the table when you are done. The gloves that you use are right here in the box, throw away the gloves and put the medicine right out side the door." With that John left the room giving Dean some privacy, he knew that is Dean would do it Sam would feel more comfortable.
"Can you guys give us some alone time here so I can do this, I think that Sammy would feel better if it was just the two of us." Dean ask politely and the other men left the room, Bobby look at Dean letting him know to talk to. Sam did not miss the look that Bobby gave Dean, and wonder what Dean had to tell him.
"We'll be right back Sam, if ya need us just holler." Bobby said with a smile to Sam.
With everyone gone Dean look at Sam who look ashamed, Dean gave Sam a small smile and pulled his gown up. He felt Sam twitch when he moved the gown, out of the corner of his eye he saw Sam grab the jacket tighter to his chest. Dean took a deep sigh and look back at Sam, and ask if he was ready for this if not he would have John give him something.
"I am going to do this now are you ok." Dean ask before he put the solution on.
"Yeah I guess" Is all that Sam would say and grab the jacket closer to his chest.
"Alright lets get this over with then shall we, it will take just a few seconds and it will be done." Dean said as he pour the solution on he felt Sam jerk, he look up making sure his brother was not in any pain. He could see that tears were forming in Sam's eyes, he said to himself don't look in his eyes just get it done.
After Dean was done he put the gloves in the trash and the medicine out the door, he came back in and saw that Sam's was crying. He felt bad for his brother so he went and push Sam up and slide behind him, he held his brother tight to his chest and was whispering to him. He felt Sam shift in bed and put his arm around Dean chest, tears were still coming down from his face and Dean gently wipe them away.
"I'm sorry you have to go through that kiddo I can't imagine what that feels like, I'm here now so just relax now it's over." Dean was rubbing small circles on Sam's back, and rubbing his other hand gently in his hair. He felt Sam relaxing in his embrace and nuzzle his cheek in Sam's hair, he felt Sam move his jacket to his other hand. When Dean went to grab it to cover Sam with it, Sam got nervous he was taking it away form him,
"I am just covering you up with it Sam, I am not taking it away from you." Dean drape his jacket over Sam's shoulder and chest.
"W-was there something you need to talk to me about, is that why Bobby gave you that look. Is there something you want to tell me Dean, am I going to like what you want to say." Sam was scared what Dean has to say, he did not want his brother to leave him.
"Yeah Sam there is something I want to tell you, and I just don't know where to start. I want to let you know that I am sorry, and I never meant for any of this to happen. I just needed sometime to think about what is important to me, and I need to change some things and leave other stuff behind me." Dean was about to go on until Sam stop him.
"Dean I know that I have not been the best brother lately, and I have mess up with our relationship with Ruby and drinking blood. I promise that I would do my best to be the little brother you wanted, please tell me you are not leaving me behind are you leaving me." Sam ask looking Dean straight in the eye.
"What no Sam I am not leaving you that is not what I want to say, yes I was thinking about it at one point but not now. I just need some time to figure things out and go from there, I am going to ask Bobby if you……" Dean let Sam go when he sat up quick.
"Please don't leave me at Bobby's by myself I promise that I won't get in your way, just let me stay with you and I will give you all the room you want." Sam look at Dean with pleading eyes.
"Sam you are taking this the wrong way I am not leaving you at Bobby's, I am going to ask Bobby is he wants to come with us. If you would have let me finish on what I was about to say, and not gone jumping the gun like that. I'm not leaving the most important thing in my life behind, you are stuck with me if you like it or not." Dean said as he cradle Sam back on his chest, and fix his jacket back over his shoulders.
"Sorry I did not mean to I'm just scared you will leave me, which I won't blame you to walk right out the door and not come back." Sam said then yawn and cuddle closer to his brother for comfort and warmth.
"Sammy I will not walk out on you or leave you any where, we are going to stay together and work things out. I promise that I will not bring up Ruby anymore, or of you drinking Demon blood cuz that does not matter anymore. That does not matter what does matter is that you are my brother, my pain in the ass little brother that I love." Dean said as he felt Sam relaxing in his arms, he can tell that Sam is about to fall asleep.
"I love you to jerk of a big brother, and I promise to be there by your side from now on. I am just glad that we got to talk about this, and that we are working things out between us. I am glad that I have you as a big brother, and I won't want anyone else as a brother but you." Sam said through a yawn again and smile when Dean tighten his hold on him, he knew that things still need to be fix in their relationship. Right now he is just happy being in his big brother arms, and listening to his heart beat was putting Sam to sleep. He close his eyes and snuggle closer into his brother's chest, smelling the leather from the jacket put him in a warm loving embrace.
Bobby and the others came back into the room, they saw the brothers sleeping together and smile.
"Now that is a Kodak moment when I see one." Joe said as he smile at the brothers.
"Ya got that right, we'll black mail them later." Bobby said with a smile looking over at his sons, he never seen Dean so peaceful in a long time. They must have their talk before they fell asleep, he could tell by the way Sam is.
"Well Bobby we are going to head back to the hotel for some rest, we will be back later when they wake up." Joshua said as he and Joe walk out the door.
Bobby laid on the other bed to rest a little himself, he look over at his boys and smile. Knowing that Sam would get some good sleep being in his brother embrace, he look at Castiel sitting by the window and smile at him. Laying there for awhile before dozing off himself he was thinking to himself, what could be better then having my boys back together.
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Well that's all for this chapter, hope this was enough brotherly love.
Next chapter we will see what Draco and Ross been up to, and if Bobby would go with his boys to spend some time together.