Here's my next chapter, sorry if it took me this long to write it. I've been busy with my other story, For the Love of Sammy has been taking up most of my time.
This story has a few more chapters then it's done, so here we go with the next chapter. I hope it was worth the wait on this chapter.
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Ross made it to the Oregon state line in four days, he has been searching for Sam for a week now. He was getting a little frustrated not knowing where Sam was, he never knew how big the state is and it's like trying to find a needle in a hay stack. He decided to search over by the Ocean side of the state, he tried every other place so why not there. It was another four days and his search came up empty handed, he wasn't going to give up just yet on finding Sam. He knew he was here some place in this state, he was going to find him if it took a month or more of looking.
He was driving down the interstate by the coast line, and he saw a town called Tillamook . He has tried every other towns so far and nothing, so he turn on the off rap to the town. He notice that the town was small and quite, the town only had one major street in it. He stop off at the Southern Best Grocery Store and walk in, he went up to the manager of the store showing him the picture of Sam.
"Excuse me have you seen this person in here, I've been looking for him cuz he left something important at my house." Ross ask the manager.
"No I haven't seen this person before, I know all my customers here and this one I've never seen." The manager knew who was in the picture.
"Would it be ok if I ask the cashiers if they have seen him, maybe someone might notice him." Ross ask for the manager's permission.
"Sure go right ahead and ask them, but I can tell you they haven't seen him either." The manager shook his head to all the cashiers, they knew what he meant and said no they haven't seen him.
After asking all the employees Ross left the grocery store and got back in his car, he drove down the street to look for a hotel. He was getting tired and needed some sleep before he heads out again, he will start tomorrow and look over by the coast line again.
When Ross left the Grocery store the manager called Jacob Running Wolf, he wanted him to go and tell his cousin about Ross. So he went into his office and got on the phone, he dial Jacob's hospital and got a hold of Jacob.
"Running Creek Hospital may I help you?" Jill said over the phone, she was Jacob's niece.
"Yes Jill this is Sal over at the Southern Best Grocery, I need to talk to Jacob if he is in." Sal said over the phone.
"Yes Sal he is in let me go and get him, just hold on for a moment." Jill put the receiver down on the desk.
"Hey Sal this is Jacob, what can I do for you. Is everything ok with you and the family, and everyone at the store is ok." Jacob ask him wondering why he is calling.
"Yes Jacob everyone is fine here and at home, they reason why I'm calling is because some guy is looking for Sam. I didn't like how he was talking about him, he gave me the creeps so I want to let you know. So you can tell your cousin Joe about him, I think he went to the hotel here in town I'm not sure." Sal was worried about this new comer.
"Thanks for letting me know Sal and yes I will let Joe know, as soon as I get off with you I'll call him. Did you get his name so I can tell him, he probably would want to know who it is and what he looks like." Jacob ask Sal for all the information.
"He said his name was Ross and he was looking for Sam about losing something, he is about 6 feet tall and has dark brown hair. He is well built kind of like Dean is, he has dark brown eyes that look very evil." Sal gave Jacob all the details on the man, after he hung up he told the employees not to say anything to that man.
Jacob called Joe and told him everything that Sal told him, after they were done Joe ask Bobby is he knew who Ross was.
"Bobby do you know someone call Ross, he was in town asking about Sam at the grocery store." Joe saw how pale Bobby got, and he was very concern now.
"Yes I know who he is Joe that bastard was the one who cut Sam, he was trying to kill Sam with Draco's help. You said that he is in town right now, that is not good for Sam at all right now." Bobby was really concern for Sam now, he wanted to call Dean to tell him but he was with Sam somewhere.
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In the next two weeks after Sam went out on the porch for the first time, he made more progress on his leaving the house. He stayed on the porch for the first week not wanting to leave, he would always sit next to Dean having some contact with his brother. They were all proud of Sam on far he has come in the first week, they all let Sam do it on his own time when he felt secured enough. The second week he would go to the steps and stop, he just couldn't get himself to go down them just yet. Finally Sam made the decision to go down the steps on his own, he went up to them and put one foot on the first step. Next thing he knew he was on the bottom step, he then step down on the ground and walk a little ways from the cabin. He turn to look at his brother who was so proud of Sam, he had the biggest smile on his face and so did Bobby. Sam step further away from the porch, and Dean's protective mode came out of him when Sam got to far. He got up and was about to go to Sam, when Bobby stop him by grabbing his arm.
"What the hell Bobby let me go, I need to be with Sammy." Dean tried to get out of Bobby's hold.
"Dean give him some space will ya, this is something he needs to do for himself." Bobby said in a stern voice.
"Bobby what happen if something happens to him, and I can't be there to protect him for it." Dean was getting nervous when Sam was moving further away.
"Dean this is something that Sam has to do, he needs to know he can do things without ya. I know it's hard not to go and be with him, hell I want to go and stand next to him myself. I know that you are worried something bad is going to happen to him, you haven't been the same since the cliffs when Sam was push over it." Bobby was trying to make Dean understand.
"I know Bobby seeing Sammy falling over the cliffs, then almost loosing him until Cas came and help. I'm scared if I let him our of my sights something bad will happen, that is something I can't take right now if that happens again." Dean turn to see where Sam was, when he couldn't see him panic over took him.
"Dean Sam is not to far away from here, he is probably right around the corner of the cabin. We will go look for him slowly so not to scare him, we will all go and find him ok so calm down." Joshua said holding a frantic Dean at bay.
"Can we go now and look for him please instead of standing here talking, the more he is out of my sight I don't like it." Dean said as he is trying to control his breathing.
All four hunter got off the porch to find Sam, they all went in four different direction. Dean went into the direction Sam went to, Joe and Joshua took both sides of the cabin. Bobby went to the left of where Sam was last seen, they all search for about ten minutes before they all came back. Dean was in total panic by now not knowing where Sam is, he knew his little brother wasn't to far away so where was he. Just as they all got together by the stairs Sam came back into view, he was coming from the direction that Dean came from. He had the biggest smile on his face with is dimples showing, Dean was anger at his brother at first until he saw his smile. He knew yelling at Sam wasn't going to be the best thing to do, so when Sam came up to them he ask his brother where was he.
"Sam where did you go to, we went to look for you when you disappeared. We didn't know where you went to, and your scared the living hell out of me." Dean said in a calm voice, knowing if he yelled it would scare Sam and that was the last thing he wanted to do.
"I'm sorry Dean I just was over there by the tree, I found a place to sit down at and watch the ocean. I didn't mean to scare you Dean, I'm sorry if I did that next time I won't go that far." Sam was looking down feeling guilty for scaring his brother.
"Sam you don't have to feel guilty for getting away for awhile, next time just tell me where your going ok." Dean said putting his hand under Sam's chin, and he lift his face to him.
"Alright next time I'll tell you where I'm going to I don't scare you, I'm sorry for scaring everyone I didn't mean to." Sam could see how scared everyone was.
"Sam that is ok you don't have to feel bad, we are proud of you for going that far. I don't think I would've have that kind of courage to do that, after everything you've been through and doing that is a big accomplishment." Joe was trying to make Sam feel better.
"Thanks for caring everyone and I promise I'll let you all know where I'm going, but there is one thing I know for sure right now." Sam said with a small smile.
"What's that you damn idjit, what is it that you know." Bobby said with a smile, he was really proud of his son.
"I'm getting hungry last one in will have to cook dinner." With that Sam ran into the house leaving everyone behind.
"Dean I'm going to kick his ass one of these days." Bobby said with a smile.
"You and me both Bobby, one of us will kick his ass." With that Dean ran into the house, there wasn't no way he was going to cook.
By the time the other three hunter came into the house, they found Dean and Sam horse playing. They all smile how they wrestle with each other, Dean will always be careful not to hurt Sam. When it came time for dinner Dean had Sam pin to the floor, telling him to say Uncle before he let him up. Sam was laughing to hard to say anything, Dean was tickling him when he was pin down. They were both laughing until tears came of their eyes, Joe, Joshua and Bobby couldn't help but laugh at the brothers. They were all so happy that Sam is finally back to the Sam they loved, and hearing him laugh like that made it all the better. Even hear Dean laugh like that was good to hear, they thought they would never hear that laugh from Dean again.
"Alright ya damn idjits it's time to eat, go and wash up before ya come to the table." Bobby said with a smile, he hasn't seen those boys having that much fun in a long time.
"Bobby, Bobby tell Dean to stop tickling me, I can't get up." Sam said through his laugh.
"I said you have to say Uncle before I let you up laughing boy." Dean said through his laughs.
"I did I said Bobby he is our Uncle ya know." Sam was laughing so hard his stomach started to hurt from the laughing.
"I said Uncle not Bobby Sammy, so say Uncle and I'll let you up little brother." Dean couldn't stop laughing when Sam starts to laugh, he always loved Sam's laugh and hearing it now he didn't want it to stop.
"Alright ya two damn idjits I said stop and get ready for dinner, by the way Dean I'm your Uncle anyways." Bobby went to separate the brother and was knock down by them.
They all stop laughing when Bobby was knock over, Dean was laying across Sam's stomach. They both had horror on their faces, they didn't know what Bobby was going to do. Sam started to laugh again by Bobby's face, he tried to keep a mad look on his face but couldn't. Bobby started to laugh with Sam and had tears running down his cheeks, Dean started next and so did Joe and Joshua. Finally Dean got off his brother and help him up, they went over and help Bobby up saying they were sorry. Bobby couldn't stay mad at the boys especially with Sam having so much fun, he said it was ok and get wash up for dinner now.
"Bobby I haven't heard Sam or Dean laugh that hard, it's been such a long time since I heard those laughs." Joshua said looking at Bobby with a smile on his face.
"I know Josh that is why I couldn't get mad at them, I just love to hear Sam laugh like that. It's been a long time since he laugh, and that goes for Dean to I'm not sure when the last time I heard him laugh like that." Bobby was still laughing.
"Dean would you please stop splashing water on me, your acting like a five year old." Sam was trying to be mad at Dean, but his smile gave him away.
"Sammy your not going to melt you know, and a little water won't hurt you at all. Hey stop that right now Sammy Boy, I said stop your getting me wet." Dean started to laugh again, then Sam started laughing.
"BOYS! Would ya please behave yourselves in there, and stop splashing water at each other. Ya don't want me to come in there, I'll kick yer asses if I have to." Bobby was not trying to laugh at the brothers childish pranks.
"See what you did now Sam, you got us into trouble again." Dean said coming out of the bathroom.
"You started it Dean by pinning me to the floor, I was just finishing it." Sam was right behind him.
"Ok that is enough now ya damn idjits, ya are going to make me an old man sooner then I am." Bobby just smile at the brother picking on each other.
"Oh no Sam we better stop now cuz Bobby might go all grey on us, then we would have to buy him some hair dye." Dean rub the back of his head when Bobby hit him with his hat.
"Ya say one word I'll smack ya to, so sit down and eat yer dinner." Bobby smile when Sam put his hands up in a surrender position.
Dean gave Bobby a stern look when he said that, he knew that Bobby was only kidding about hitting Sam. They all sat down at the dinner table and ate all the food, they all sat down in the living room with the door open. Sam was looking outside in the darkness lost in his thoughts, Dean was giving him a concern look he didn't like the look on Sam's face.
"What's the matter Sam? Is there something you need to talk about." Dean said with concern in his voice.
"Nah I'm just thinking on how much fun we had today, are you still planning on taking me to that place. If you are can we go tomorrow and see it, I think I've had enough of being in this cabin." Sam was looking at Dean.
"Yeah Sam we can go to the place tomorrow, I'm glad that you wanted to go with me. You do know that it's just the two of us, the others won't be coming with us just to let you know." Dean wanted Sam to think about it.
"Yeah I know it will be fun hanging out with my brother, this will be a fresh start for me to get over my fears." Sam was ready to put his fears behind him once and for all.
"Ok we will leave when we are ready to go, we don't have to be there at a certain time. So we will just take out time and go, bring a lunch with us and have a picnic together." Dean was happy that Sam wanted to do this with him.
He was going to have the whole day plan out for them, just the two of them hanging out together. What could be better then Dean spending time with his little brother, he will make sure that Sam will stay away from the small cliff that's there.
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The next morning Dean was laying in bed looking at the ceiling, he was thinking on how this day would be like. He turn and look at Sam who was still sleeping in his bed, he couldn't believe how young Sam still looks when he sleeps. He look at his watch and it said 9:00 am he couldn't believe he slept in this long, he heard Sam moan in his sleep and look at him with concern. He didn't want any bad dreams ruining their day together, so he wanted to see the signs of him dreaming and there was none. Sam started to wake up when Dean was watching him, when Sam open his eyes he smile at his brother. That brought back memories when Sam was little boy, he would always wake up and smile at Dean when he saw him.
"How long have you've been up looking at me." Sam said through a stretch.
"I just woke up myself kiddo, and don't think I've been watch you the hole time. I can't help it that you are so funny looking when you sleep, always making this funning face like this." Dean scrunch up his face like he did when they were little, crossing his eyes at the same time. He duck when Sam through him the pillow, and laugh when his brother missed him.
"Is this laughter I'm hearing in here." Bobby said coming through the door.
"Yes Dean is making fun of me like always, just because I'm more handsome then he is." Sam laugh at Dean's look and held his hands out when Dean toss the pillow back at him.
"Alright ya two get ready and I'll make ya breakfast before ya leave." Bobby smile at how the boys teasing each other, he thought it was a good idea for those two to have some time together.
When Bobby was setting the table for breakfast both the boys came out, Sam look so much more confident then he did a week ago. He held his head up high and didn't hide behind Dean, he came walking in right by Dean's side. They both sat side by side of each other, Dean jab Sam with his elbow to get him away from his plate.
"Now don't ya two start this again, not at the breakfast table ya hear me." Bobby gave them a stern look.
"Yes sir." They both said at the same time, they look at each other and smile.
"Thought we smell something good from upstairs, that is why we came down to see what it was." Joe said with Joshua right behind him.
"That is just Sam with his girly cologne he likes to wear." Dean said with a smirk.
"Dean didn't I say enough of that at the table, am I suppose to whoop yer ass this morning." Bobby said with a smile.
"No sir sorry for saying that, what are you laughing at smelling boy." Dean look at Sam with a side look.
After Lunch Dean made some sandwiches for him and Sam, he got some ice and some drinks and put it in his cooler. When they finally left the cabin it was almost 11:30, Dean was in no hurry to get where he was going. The more time he spent with his brother the better they day will be, they got into the Impala and drove off down the road. When Dean came to the spot where he was before, that was after he had the fight with Bobby and Sam. He pulled the car over in the grass and shut off the engine, he look at Sam with a smile and got out of the car. Sam got out and stood next to Dean by the trunk, Dean could see the worried look on Sam's face when he saw the cliff. Dean pulled out the cooler and took it to the bench, he place it in front of the bench and sat down. He motion to Sam to sit down next to him, Sam came over and sat next to Dean. They both put their feet on top of the cooler looking out into the ocean, Sam couldn't' stop looking at the water. Hearing the waves crashing against the rock help him relax, he look at Dean who was looking out over the water.
"Dean this is a beautiful place when did you find this, you never left the cabin that much since we got there." Sam ask him seeing the happy look on his brother's face.
"I find this place after the argument with you and Bobby that night, I just sat here and watch the sun go down. It was the first time I actually watch the sunset, and I really enjoy watching the colors of the sunset. So I decided that I'll bring you here and see it for yourself, we ever sat and watch the sun go down in who knows how long." Dean was glad that Sam like it here.
"I don't even remember ever seeing a sunset, well not one that was going down over the ocean." Sam was watching the waves coming in.
"When was the last time you've seen a sunset Sam, I don't think we even saw one in our hole life." Dean was wondering were Sam have seen one.
"When I was at Stanford with Jessica our first year of being a couple, see wanted to see the sunset at the park on campus. We sat there and watch the hole sun go down behind the trees, it was on of the most beautiful sunsets I've seen." Sam had tears in his eyes thinking of the look on Jessica's face.
"Sam if you want to go back to the cabin we will, I don't want to bring up any sad memories for you." Dean felt bad for bring that up.
"No we can stay Dean you want to bring me here, you waiting for almost three weeks for me. So lets just sit here and watch the sun go down, this is something I want to do with my older brother." Sam sat up and move Dean's feet off the cooler, he grab two of the beers out and gave one to Dean.
Dean couldn't be more happy as he was right now, sitting here spending time with his younger brother. With no cares in the world right now, just enjoying a special moment with someone special to him. They sat there and talk about nothing and everything, they laugh at some of the things they did as kids. Before they knew it the sun was going down, they just finish having their now dinner with the sandwiches he made. Sam just sat next to his brother thinking this was the best time he had, he was leaning into his brother shoulder with his head on his shoulder. Dean just let Sam put his head on his shoulder and got comfortable, he put his cheek on Sam's head who lean into that touch. They both sat there until the sun went down behind the water, they sat in the dark for a little while longer before they left. As the both walk back to the Impala and put the ice chest back into the trunk, Sam couldn't help think this was one of his best sunset so far. Yes the one with Jessica was special to him and her, and he will keep that in his heart for ever. Spending this sunset with his brother top that one by far, cause he spent it with the person he loved more then anything else.
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After Joe told Bobby about Ross being in town, they all decided not to tell the brothers tonight. They didn't want to ruin their day together by the bad news, so they decided to tell them tomorrow instead. When they all heard the Impala pulling up to the cabin, they all put their best poker face on before they came in. Bobby knew he had to do this and lied if he had to, cause Dean and Sam can both read Bobby like a book. When the boys came walking into the cabin laughing, they all smile at them seeing how much fun they had.
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I hope you like the little brotherly fluff in this one, next chapter shit will be hitting the fan.'
Ross will get to Sam and hurt him bad, Dean will be seeking his revenge against him.