EPOV

I walked at a fast human pace to my Volvo. Once I was on the road I didn't think twice about where I was going. I would take the car to the old house and run to Bella's. I would check on her and nothing more. I would see that I was right and that she is better off without me in her life.

I tired to prepare myself to see her with someone else. Hopefully she would have better taste then to fall for that foul Mike Newton. Then again anyone I saw her with wouldn't be good enough for her, but they would be a great deal better than me.

When I was out of the car and running I became nervous. What if she wasn't over me? Would I be strong enough to leave again?

I stopped when I reached the edge of the woods by her house. I saw Charlie's cruiser parked in the drive and Bella's truck was under a tarp beside the house. That old piece of junk must have died on her. I told her she needed a new one.

I climbed the tress beside her window. Just a peek nothing more. I looked in and saw her room wasn't much different than it was the day I hid her things under the floor board. I could see a thick layer of dust on all of her things. That wasn't like Bella at all. She didn't like dust, it made her sneeze.

I decided to take a look down stairs. Maybe I could pick something out of Charlie's head.

I miss her so bad. The other day was so horrible. She looks so sad and lost. I swear if I ever see that boy again I'll kill him for what he has done to her.

the images off Bella in Charlie's mind were enough to knock the breathe out of me. That couldn't be my Bella.

My thoughts were stopped by the shilling ring of the phone. Charlie debated answering it, but thought it might be about Bella.

"Chief Swan? We need you down here. The doctor would like to speak to you. Its urgent."

Charlie ran his hand down his face. " what's wrong. Is my daughter ok?"

"Yes sir. She is stable now. They sedated her but we would like you to come down as soon as possible please."

"yea I'll be there in a few minutes." Charlie slammed the phone down and placed both hands over his face. Suddenly he picked up the lamp and hurled it across the room.

" I hope those damn Cullen's are happy!"

ok i know this is like really short and that i havent updated in a LONGGGGGGGGGGG time. im sorry :( i really truly am