Hi Guys! Here's chapter 3, although I said I couldn't update until 5th of July. At the end of this chapter is a explanation for that! Anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter!
I don't own anything! All goes to wonderful Cassandra Clare! Though I would like to have a real Jace. As my boyfriend.. :)
CPOV
"Okay, I guess that's enough. Izzy, I'm sure I don't need five bikinis. Or those sexy lingerie. Or that.. that.. what the hell is that?" Our weekendholiday had changed to a whole week holiday. I had made a bad mistake. I asked Izzy to help me choose clothes what I would take. My suitcases were on my bed, yes I had two suitcases, and I don't think that I'm able to a) close them and b) carry them out. But my suitcases were nothing compared to Izzy's. She had at least five suitcases. But I guess that's one of the Izzy-things.
"You don't need them? Where are you going? Alaska? No Clary, there is warm, hot, sunny etc. You don't need your hoodies and sweaters. These are what every woman needs!" Izzy ranted to me while she closed my closet and put last clothes to my suitcase.
"Okay Iz, I'm sorry. But pleease can we go now? Jon and Jace are waiting us." I asked
Izzy smiled and took the other suitcase and I took the other. Together we went to Jon's car and he lifted my suitcases in the car. Izzy insisted to get sit on front seat because she would on backseat and THAT would ruin her hair and makeup.
So I sat on backseat with Jace. Jon looked at us every now and then with stern expression. What is wrong with him, it's not like Jace and I are kissing and making out in his car. Yet. Whoah there, Clary, what is wrong with you. We decided to open all windows since it was pretty hot inside the car and the air-conditioner was broken. Jace and I were talking about the week we had ahead while Izzy painted her nails and had a conversation with Jon about all the shopping malls she would drag me during the week. Jon just said 'mmhm' 'okay' 'yeah' in all right places.
"You know what? I've never seen a shooting star. Have you?" I asked looking at Jace's eyes.
"Yeah, in my old hometown I had this secret place were I went always when I got upset. I could just lay there and look at the stars. I often saw shooting stars and when I was younger I wished always something. Then I ran home to tell Maryse that I was a shooting star and I also told what I wished. Maybe that's why they never came true." He laughed.
I laughed too. This was like I had known Jace like all my life. It was so easy to be myself with him. And I haven't have that feeling for a long time. It was nice feeling. All my previous relationships didn't end up so good. I remember like yesterday the day Mark embarrassed me infront of the whole school. He said to everyone that I had pleaded him to have sex with me and I were still a virgin. He said that he himself had told me to get away from him but I hadn't listened to him. None of that was true. Except for the part where he said that I was still a virgin. Yes, I was still a virgin and I'm not ashame of it.
"I'm really tired. I slept last night like an hour because Izzy talked in her sleep all night." I said to Jace sleepily. Izzy had stayd at our house for the night so she could help me packing my clothes first in the morning.
"Yeah, I fell for you Clary, I really do. I've slept with her in the same room. The fact that I slept on the other side of the room than Iz in not helping. She talked like all night and I couldn't sleep at all. So what if you just close your eyes and take a nap? I promis I will keep her mouth shut" Jace laughed.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the wind on my face. I began to fall asleep and last thing I remember before falling asleep what the fact that my head was resting on Jace's shoulder.
JPOV (Jace)
I felt Clary's head on my shoulder and looked down. She was asleep and looked so peacefull so I couldn't wake her up or even move her head. I thought the conversation I had with Jon. Oh boy, that didn't go like I planed. He was yelling at me like half an hour and after that he spent the next half an hour threatening me. That was kind of scary experience. But after all this yelling and threatening he said
"Jace, you are my best friend. You know that. But Clary is my baby sister and it's my job to protect her from guys like you Jace. I know damn right that you are a player. But I've also seen how you look at her. You are like a child in a candystore. She moves, you move. And I've also seen how she looks at you.
She has pretty bad relationships behind. I've seen her crying her eyes and heart out and I couldn't do anything for her, I couldn't protect her because I thought the guy she was dating was a nice kid. But he was not a nice guy. He tried to have sex with her and she didn't want to. And can you imagine what that bastard did to Clary when she tried to leave him next day at school. He hit her said that no one is able to dump him. He embarrased her in front of everyone. You know what's the most horrible feeling you can feel as a big brother? That you weren't able to protect your little sister from a guy like that. I've never seen her so hearbroken. She had always been sad for awhile but the she had got over it and kept going. But after that day she was so broken, she was afraid to go to school, not because of him, but because of everyone else.
But I trust you Jace. And I hope that you don't break her heart. 'Cause if you do that, you're dead to me. I'll never speak to you again. But first I'll beat the shit out of you. Got it?"
"Yeah Jon, I got it. Yeah, I've broke many hearts, but this is different. She is different. I have never felt this way, and it really scares me. I, Jace Wayland, am afraid of love. Now I know it. My heart skips a beat everytime I see her. It's like there is no one else in the same room, just Clary and I. And I know that I haven't known her even for a week, but it's like I've known her all my life.
She is so beautiful too, but she's not using it to get boys. No, that's not her. She is fiery, yes, but she's also the kindest person I've ever met. She defends everyone she loves. So I am not going to break her heart and I will not force her to go date with me if she doesn't want to. But sure I will fight for her. I'll fight until she commands me to go hell." I've never opened my heart like this to anyone, but now I had to. If I wanted to date Clary, I had to ask Jon's permission. He is more like the world's strictest dad than just a brother.
And now Clary was leaning against my shoulder. My eyes locked with Jon for a second before he returned his eyes to the road. I stroked Clary's hair and she smiled in her sleep and moved herself so that she was sleeping on my lap. I smiled to myself and kept stroking her hair. It was so soft and silky. Izzy turned around to say something to Clary but then she saw that Clary was asleep on my lap. Her eyes widened as she saw me smiling and stroking Clarys hair.
"What is this Jace? Have you a crush on her?" She whispered to me
I looked at Jon and he smirked back at me.
"Umm.. Kind of? Okay, yeah, I guess so." I blushed.
"OMG, this is so awesome. I hope you treat her well. I'll be watching you."
Rest of the ride went fast with Clary sleeping on my lap. It was late when we got there so we all decided to go to sleep and unpack our stuff tomorrow. We carried our suitcases inside and I went one more time outside to get sleeping Clary. I carried her to upstairs to her and Izzy's room and kissed her hair while Iz was changing her clothes in bathroom. I lifted the covers to her chest and she smiled in her sleep again. I had to smile myself. She was so beautiful. I made a mental promise to myself that I would never break her heart or let anyone else do that.
I took a shower and opened my window. My room was right next to Clary and Izzy's and our balconies were really close. I went to my balcony and looked at the sea. Tomorrow I would go to beach with Clary. I just stared at the black sea like a half hour and just enjoyed the darkness. In New York was never this dark 'cause the streetlights were always on. Here you could see the stars.
I got back inside and got to my king size bed. I took my headphones out of my suitcase so I could listen to music before falling asleep. It was so relaxing to listen to music with the volume turned down and just lay there. I choose the song I wanted to listen. It was one of my favourites, Seconhand Serenade- Fall For You.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
And when the song ended I felt my self falling asleep. I can't let Clary go. Like the song just said, 'Because a girl like you is impossible to find', I'll never find anyone like you. Never.
Hey again! My summer cottage trip was cancelled so I thought I could finish this chapter and update before my Enlang-trip! Now I'm busy for the next 3 days and I think I'm not able to update anymore.
So what do you think! Pleeeease review! Let me know what you think!
Do you think that Jon is overprotective? He's like the big brother I never had. I have just two little sisters but I've always wanted a big brother but I guess that's just impossible. And what do you think about Jace? I know he is not like this in the books but I liked the thought of that kind of Jace. And what about Clary's dickhead ex Mark? A big thank you for reading!
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