This chapter is rated M!

Disclaimer: I do not own the mortal instruments! Cassandra Clare does!

"What?! No way! I'm not coming with you!" I yelled at my parents.

I stood up, took Jace's hand and pulled him with me to my room and locked the door. I felt tears finally falling down my cheeks and my hands were shaking. My knees decided that their time carrying me was up and I fell on my knees on the floor. Jace's strong hands lifted me up and pulled me into his arms. I wrapped my arms tight around his waist and buried my face into his shirt. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and rested his cheek on the top of my head. Finally my sobs became just small hiccups and I lifted my head from his chest.

"They can't make me move, right? I could stay here with you and your family." I asked looking at his sad eyes. That didn't sound convincing, I had to admit that. He just shook his head sadly and said

"You're under-age Clary. They are your parents and I'm just your boyfriend."

Before I could say anything, someone knocked at my door. Sighing I opened it and saw my dad standing there.

"I'm sorry Clarissa, that this came so fast. We'll be moving within week. We have there a house for us waiting, so as soon as we get all our things packed here we'll move." He said giving me a sad smile and went back downstairs.

"I'm so sorry Clary." Jace said and hugged me. I looked at my room over his shoulder. It was big and full of beautiful memories. All of the walls were white and one wall had a big brown tree painted on it. I loved my room.

"Yeah, I know. I am too." I said and kissed him.

"And I'm going to miss you like crazy." He said against my lips.

"You'll be alright, I know you will. And I'll visit as much as possible, I don't care how much it will cost, but if my parents care about my mental well-being, they better buy me the ticket."

We spent the rest of the night just lying on my bed and talking about everything and Jace promised to help me start packing the next day. Our legs were tangled up and he played with my fingers. I was going to miss those moments so much.

At some point we had obviously fell asleep 'cause when I opened my eyes the sunlight was peeking from the window. I stretched my arms and turned around to see Jae looking at me. He just stared at me and it started to become awkward.

"Why are you staring at me? Do I have something on my face?" I wiped my mouth but didn't feel anything wet there. Jace just shook his head and said

"I just want to remember everything about you when you're not here." I felt my eyes become watery again.

"Jace don't say things like that yet, I'm still here." I said, my voice shaking. He just nodded and kissed my nose.

"Alright. So, what are we packing today?" He asked changing subject.

"Hmm.. Maybe books and papers and that kind of stuff." I said. Yes, I could do that.

"Alright. You want to go to shower first?" He asked getting up.

"Nah, I'll pack first, then we can go out to eat something maybe?" I didn't want to stay in this house, with my parents in it, more than necessary.

"That sounds good."

We packed my books and papers into boxes and wrote on top of it who's it was and what was inside of it. Four hours later all of them were packed and I decided to go to shower. The hot water felt good. I closed my eyes and rested my head against the wall. I can't believe I'm actually moving away. I felt the tears coming again. No, I'm not going to cry now. I took a deep breath and stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my body. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes weren't as bright as usual and I had a dark circle under my eyes.

I was still standing in front of the steamed mirror when Jace opened my bathroom's door and walked behind me. He looked at us a moment before reaching his hand forward. He drew a heart and wrote 'I love you' above my head. He wrapped his arms around me again.

"JON? COME HERE! QUICKLY! RUN" I yelled. Ten seconds later my brother came in running with a baseball bat in his hand.

"What? Are you alright Clary?" I asked looking worried and angry.

"Yes, everything's alright. Could you just take a picture of us and that mirror?"

He looked at me like I was some kind of alien or something, then shook his head and went to grab my camera. He took a picture of us and handed the camera back to me.

"You guys are disgusting, you know that right?" He said gagging and walking out of my room. I looked at the photo he took. It was perfect. Jace was standing behind me his arms wrapped around my shoulders and I was in his arms, my hair wet and just a towel around my body and my arms around my chest and we were looking at each other through the mirror.

"That's a good picture of us. It really is. Can you make a copy for me?" Jace whispered to my ear.

"Sure. Now can I put clothes on and do something to this hair so we could go to eat?" I asked laughing.

"I prefer you without clothes." He said smacking my butt, but letting me go and took off his own shirt and jeans.

"And I definitely prefer you without clothes." I said back to him, winking.

He just winked back at me and went to shower, after taking off his boxers. I really had to make my eyes move away from his ass. I walked out of the bathroom and opened my drawer to pick my bra and panties. I chose simple black strapless bra and black lace thongs. I knew Jace liked them. I went back to the bathroom and wiped the steam off of the mirror and put little mascara and eye liner. Then I began to brush my hair and blow dried it. Jace sang to himself in the shower; It was one of my favourite songs, Clarity by Zedd, and I began to sing with him and he turned off the shower.

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

I smiled at this. I didn't know why I liked the song so much, but I did. I walked out of the bathroom to put my black maxi dress on. Jace came soon after me from the bathroom and pulled his jeans and white button up shirt on and rolled his sleaves up to his elbows. He looked amazing. I took my camera again and took a photo of him. I wanted to take as many pictures as I could this week.

We asked if my brother wanted to come with us to eat something. We also called Isabelle and her brother, Alec, if they wanted to come. All of them said that they were coming and half an hour later all of us were sitting in a cozy booth in a old diner. I sat with Izzy on the otherside and the boys sat on the otherside. We ordered our foods and drinks and then it was my time to drop the bomb.

"There was a reason why I wanted all of you guys here. Our parents came back yesterday and they said that Jonathan and I will be moving with them to California. So, we'll move away within a week." I said, my voice cracking in the middle of the sentence.

"WHAT? NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME HERE WITH THESE TWO!" Isabelle shouted.

"Shh, Iz, you're making a scene, again. Stop it. And do you think that I want to leave? Jace is here, you are here, everyone I love is here!" I was yelling also. Jonathan touched my hand on the table and squeezed it. I looked at him and realized that this was hard also to him. I wasn't the only one suffering. All of his friends were here, too.

"Isabelle, I know you're upset, but we're not dying or anything. We're moving to California and you guys can come and visit us as often as you want." Jonathan said.

"Okay, I get it. But all of you are coming to our place after we have eaten." Izzy said and changed the subject.

Isabelle indeed dragged me and the boys to her place. We played drinking games until Izzy was under the table giggling. She and Alec were really drunk and Jon wasn't far behind them. Jonathan dragged me to dance with him, he swang back and forth awkwardly and I swang along. I whispered to my ear

"Clary, I'm happy that you'll move with me to California, but I promise I'll get us back here. I don't know how, but I will."

"I know you will." He kissed my hair and walked back to the others. I wobbled in my 5 inch heels to them. I sat on Jace's lap and smiled at him. He smiled back at me and my heart ached. This was the last week in a long long time that I get to see Jace.

"Do you want to stay here? I don't want you to walk home since any of us can't drive." He asked

I nodded and looked around us. Isabelle had finally got herself up and was now resting her head on the table, Alec's eyes were barely open and Jon was looking something to eat. He took a carrot and sat down on the couch. 30 seconds later he was asleep on the couch.

"Could you carry Isabelle to her room and I help Alec to his?" He nodded and I got up from his lap. I tapped Alec's shoulder and told him to get up. He stood up and I helped him up the stairs and to his room. I took off his jeans and shoes and pulled the covers over him, shut the lights off and closed his door.

I saw Jace carrying sleeping Izzy in his arms and I opened Izzy's door for them. Jace put Isabelle on her bed and I took off her heels and dress, leaving her bra and thong on and pulled the cover over her. We closed her door and went to Jace's room.

I sighed as soon the door was closed and threw my heels away. I washed my make-up off and took off my dress and bra. Jace threw me one of his old t-shirts and I gratefully catched it and pulled it over my head. I pulled my hair into a messy bun and climbed on Jace's bed to watch him taking off his clothes. He came next to me and layed us down. He pulled me to his arms and kissed me. I kissed him back and deepened it. His hands went under my, actually his, shirt and I moaned into the kiss.

He rolled us over so he was on top of me. I kissed him jawline and down his throat and his hand went to my breasts and massaged them. I took off his shirt and he took mine off. He looked me in the eyes, asking if I was sure. I nodded and kissed him again. He pulled my thong down my legs. My breath hitched in my throat as his long fingers dipped inside me.

Oh my god that feels amazing, was the only thought I had in my head at that moment.

"Ohhh, Jace, oh my god!" I moaned as he pumped his fingers in and out of me. As I was nearing the edge, he took his fingers out and asked

"Are you sure? We can stop now if that's what you wanted, but if I go further I don't think I can stop myself."

"Yes, I am sure Jace. I'm sure of you and I want to do this with you." And that was all he needed. He took off his boxers and thrusted in. I moaned into his mouth and dragged my nails down his bare back.

"You okay?" He asked, breathing heavily.

"Yes, please don't stop!"

And he didn't.

The next morning when I woke up, I felt amazing. I remembered our last night and my cheeks blushed.

"Good morning beautiful." Jace said. I turned my head and looked his golden eyes.

"Good morning." I smiled to him.

It was monday but we didn't have school, I honestly had no idea why, but I wasn't going to complain. There was a knock on Jace's door.

"Just a minute!" Jace yelled and threw me my panties and his t-shirt. He pulled his boxers on and went to open the door. Before he did that, he looked at me and made sure that I had his shirt on. He opened the door and behind it was very cranky Isabelle.

"Jonathan ordered breakfast, if you two are intrested in anything else than each other. Bye!" She said walking away.

"Okay. That wasn't weird at all." Jace said scratching his neck. I laughed at got up. He pulled his black sweatpants on and we walked downstrais, hand in hand. The others were already eating and talking. I smiled to myself as I ate my doughnut. I wanted this to never end. I didn't want to move. My smile died on my lips as I thought that, but soon recovered it.

Rest of the week went too fast. Jace helped me packing, like he said. Isabelle was there too, helping as much as she could. Jonathan and I went to school to fill the papers and get our stuff from our lockers. Mom and dad packed some of their things but left all the furniture here because they weren't going to sell this house. We put white blankets over every furniture in every room. My room was going to be like it has always been, except not me there. All my furniture were going to stay here, mom said that I had a big room in our new California home, and it was ready for me. I took the last box from my room, looked around for the last time, tuned off the lights and closed the door. Jace took my free hand and we walked together down the stairs. My family was there waiting for me and we went outside and locked the door. From the outside it looked the same as always. I put my last box in the car and pulled Jace into a big hug. He kissed me and I kissed back.

"I'll miss you so much." He said and a single tear fell down his cheek. I kissed it away and said

"You'll be okay, even I'll be okay. We can call every day and we have skype and etc. But yes, I'm going to miss you more." Tears were freely falling down my cheeks but I didn't bother to wipe them off.

"Clary, it's time for us to go." My mom said from the car.

"Yeah, I'm coming." I said to her.

I hugged Jace and kissed him again. Now he was also crying. Isabelle was also there with Alec, and I could hear her sobs.

"Bye Jace, I love you so much."

"Bye Clary, I love you more."

I went to hug Izzy and Alec.

"Promise me you will call me. I love you guys! Bye!"

"We'll call you, don't worry. And we love you too!"

And with that I went into the car, where my family was waiting. I sat on the backseat with Jonathan and he took my hand. I opened my window when I still saw them and yelled

"I love you!" and waved to them. I didn't hear their response, I didn't even know if they heard me.

Jon squeezed my hand and gave me a sad smile.

"Everything's going to be okay, maybe not right now, but someday. I know it will."

Yeah, let's hope that. But for now, this sucks. Tears were still falling down my cheeks as we drove towards our new house. It will never be my home, my home is here. Always. I thought as I looked out of the window.

Heyyyy! I am so so so so SO sorry for this long wait! I was just busy with school, and I have been sick for two weeks now, it really takes my energy away. But here it is, new chapter! I hope you enjoyed it! The song was Clarity by Zedd. One of my favourites:)

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