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I want to warn you already, before you start reading. There's a little hmm.. 'M' scene on this chapter, but I'll warn you again when it comes, so you can skip it if you feel uncomfortable with it:) Thanks:)

Chapter 19

CPOV

"Everybody got their suitcases?" I asked as I watched the group. They nodded and muttered something. We walked out of the terminal and Alec and Magnus went to get our car.

"How was your flight with Alec?" Jace asked, standing behind me and kissing and biting lightly my neck. "Did you miss me?"

I laughed and turned around in his arms. "Oh it was okay, though it would've been a lot better if you sat next to me instead of Alec. Not that it wasn't nice with him being next to me." I said and kissed him. It was cold in Vancouver and I was glad that I had my winter jacket on. I turned again in Jace's arms and he put his hands into the pockets in my jacket. I slipped my hand in too and entwined our fingers. Jace rested his chin on my head and every now and then I felt him kissing my hair. I turned my head so I could kiss him and he kissed back.

"I love you." I whispered against his lips. He gasped and kissed me harder.

"I love you more." He whispered, too, as we pulled apart.

We were quiet for awhile. Then a question popped into my head. "Why you're not as cocky, sarcastic and witty as you were when we met?" I asked him.

"Hmm.. I guess all that is just a shield. I didn't want anybody see the real me, until you came of course. I haven't told anyone about my past, my real parents. I've told you some of it, but not the whole story. Maryse and Robert know some parts of it, as well as Isabelle and Alec." He shrugged.

Yes, he had told me about his past. Yes, I knew he didn't tell me everything, why would he? And no, it didn't bother me. I knew he would tell me when he was ready.

"And when I'm with you, I don't feel like it. I don't feel like putting the mask on again. When I met you for the first time in your kitchen... I don't have words to describe that feeling.. You walked there in your running clothes and you resisted me." He continued to whisper to my ear. "But I can be that arrogant jerk whenever you want." He said and I could only imagine what he looked like.

"I have to admit, I miss that guy sometimes. As long as I'm able to pull your feet back on the ground." I said and felt him shaking from laughter behind me.

"Wait for it, Red, wait for it." He growled to my ear making me blush.

10 minutes later we saw Alec and Magnus driving towards us with our cars. We had to rent two cars because there were 7 of us so we wouldn't have fit into same car. Magnus got out of the car he was driving and gave the keys to Jonathan. Jace, Jonathan and I went the other car and the rest were in the other car. We had a few problems with packing all the suitcases, but in the end 5 of them were in our car and 4 in the other car. I sat on the backseat with Jace on the other side of me and a suitcase on the other. Jonathan was driving with a suitcase sitting next to him on the passenger's seat.

It took over 3 hours to get to the cabin because 1) it was dark, 2) Jonathan drive past the crossroads where we were supposed to turn at and 3) Magnus and Isabelle had to go to add more make up at least five times. Finally we got safely to the cottage and took all the suitcases out of the cars.

The cottage was huge, it was more of a house than it was a cottage. It had 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms and a huge, I mean huge living room. We could all sit there easily at the same time. Isabelle and I were pushed into one of the bedrooms, Alec and Magnus got one and Jonathan, Simon and Jace were in the last one. One bedroom was for Maryse and Robert.

I sighed as I walked into the room I was sharing with Isabelle. But in the end it didn't matter, I knew Isabelle was going to sleep in the same bed as Simon, so I would be sleeping either in this room, or in the boy's room. Sneaky, right?

I unpacked my suitcase, took my bikinis and a towel and went to get Jace from their room. I knocked their door and heard a loud crashing noise. I opened to door and saw all three boys laying on each other on the floor, Jace on the bottom.

"What the hell is happening here?" I asked confused. "You guys are already fighting? We've been here for half an hour and you are already fighting? That's just lame.." I said shaking my head.

"No, no, no we're not fighting, we were just.. just.. passing time..?" Jace said. I lifted my eyebrow but didn't say anything.

"Right.. If you don't mind me taking Jace away from you, we'll go now.." I saw Jace giving something to Simon and looking at him as Simon nodded his head. What's wrong with these boys? Jace had his swimming trunks in his hand and his towel on his shoulder. I saw a big built-in hot tub on the large deck outside when we came. This cottage had also a sauna. At home, in New York, we don't have a sauna so it's nice to have one here. We changed into our swimming suits and went to wash ourselves before going into the tub.

The hot tub was on the deck and it was freezing. There was snow everywhere and I swear my toes were going to just drop as I walked the way to the hot tub. Finally I reached the tub and slid in. The water was so warm, almost hot. Jace sat next to me and I sat on his lap. I sat on his lap so that my legs were on both side of him and I wrapped my arms loosely around his neck, buring my fingers into his soft but wet hair. I just stared at him for a long time.

"Like what you see, Red?" He whispered. His voice was really husky and he tried to cough without me noticing. I just laughed and turned my head away. " As if." was all I said. He attached my throat as soon as the words were out of my mouth. I tried to pull away laughing but he pulled me closer locking his iron arms around my small body.

"You still don't like what you see?" He breathed against my face. His breath smelled just like him. It was emptying almost everything out of my head. Almost.

"N-n-no." I breathed out. Wrong move.

"Oh yeah?" His nose was touching mine and his lips were just centimeters away from my lips.

(Hey! I wanted to warn you here again. It's getting 'little' hot between these two now.. So if you're uncomfortable with a 'little' heat/touching, though they're not going to have sex, just touching, but if you want you can skip it. I'll let you know when it's over, with another AN like this!)

"Y-yeah." I muttered breathing hard. He rubbed his nose against mine and brushed his lips lightly against my lips. I was loosing all of my power. His hands ever so lightly were roaming my body. From my butt to my hair, from my throat to my abdomen. Lightly brushing my bikini bottom. I gasped as his hand slid under my bottoms. He laughed soundlessly as I tightened my hold on his hair. His hand wandered lower to where I wanted it to be the most. Just little lower. Please, Jace, Please. I thought to myself.

"I love hearing you beg." he whispered quietly to my ear. I didn't notice that I said it out loud. Oh well.. As long as he does what I ho- I was ripped out of my thoughts as Jace's fingers slid to where I wanted them the most. I gasped again and bucked my hips forward. Oh my god. His thumb pressed against my clit and did small circles on it. Ohh was the only thought in my head. His other two fingers slid into my wetness and I took a shaky breath in. He began to kiss and suck my neck and I threw my head back. At that point, I didn't care if someone saw us. I knew I should've cared but I didn't. No-one else mattered but Jace and that moment. His pace became faster and so did my breathing. My breaths came out in a white steam and though it was cold, I had a little sweat on my forehead.

"Oh, my god. Jace, please don't stop." I breathed out. He laughed silently against my neck and continued kissing it. I knew he felt how close I was, because he slowed his rhythm. It was too slow for my taste and I tried to move faster but he stopped his movements everytime I did that.

He knew what he was doing. Bringing me to the edge again and again, but then slowing down enough so I didn't reach my goal. At the end my cheeks were blushed and I was panting hard. He teased me for at least 15 minutes and I was getting frustrated.

"J-jace.. Ple-please.. I can't h-h-hold much l-longer anym-more.." I said with shaky voice.

He pulled his head from my neck so he could watch me in the eyes. He studied me awhile and then kissed me as he picked up his pace once again. I thought he was teasing me again, but when I began to buck my hips again, he added little more pace. I grasped his hair hard and he kissed me with more passion. I could feel the pleasure coming in powerful waves, harder than ever before. His finger managed somehow move inside of me so that they were rubbing against my g-spot. His thumb still on my clit, made fast circles as well. I was so close that even if he stopped right then, it wouldn't stop me reaching my peak. But he didn't stop. He went little faster and whispered against my lips "Come on Clary, cum for me. Now... " He murmured something more, but I didn't hear it 'cause the waves of pleasure went through me hard. Harder than ever before. I opened my mouth to scream but Jace muffeled my scream with his mouth. It took me good five minutes to collect myself and I was still panting and breathing hard.

"Clary you're so beautiful." He whispered to my ear.

I kissed him and he kissed back. I was aware of his arousal, it was quite clear. I slowly moved my hands from his hair to his stomach. Even slower my hand made it's way to his trunks' waistband. I pulled it lower and lower and he lifted his butt so I could slip them down to his ankles. I took his hard shaft into my hand and slowly pumped my hand up and down. He hissed through his teeth and threw his head back as I slowly picked up my pace. I knew watching me had made him even more aroused and it didn't take me long before his body began to tremble under me. I sucked and bit his neck until he lifted his head and kissed me hard.

"You're so hot Jace, come on. Now it's your turn. I know how you love it when I talk like this to you. Come on, find you release. Cum for me, Jace." I licked his neck lightly as he came grunting.

(Okay, now it's over, you can continue your reading! And for the you who didn't skip that, I hope you liked it *wink *)

I moved my mouth from his neck to his mouth and kissed him. He kissed back. When we finally broke apart I pulled away to look at his face. His eyes were shining like a sun and his cheeks were blushed, he looked good. He always looked good. His eyes told me everything he didn't say out loud and I knew my eyes did the same. Suddenly he smiled sweetly to me and kissed me lightly.

"I love you more than you know" He whispered looking me in the eyes.

"I love you too. So much." I whispered too.

"Come on, it's getting little cold, let's go in to that sauna." He said getting up, after lifting his trunks up again. I slapped his butt as he got out of the tub, pulling me with him. He winked to me and grasped my butt and squeezed it. Before I knew what was happening I was lying on the cold snow, Jace beside me, throwing snow towards me. I screamed and jumped up, taking a snowball into my hand and throwing it straight to his face. He screamed as well and jumped up too and we ran inside. Jace opened the door for me and slapped my ass again as I went. I opened sauna's door and climbed up. I sat on the bench and Jace sat next to me. It was really hot, the heat burning my freezed toes. I wasn't able to sit there more than five minutes and went to take a shower. I shampooed my hair and closed my eyes as I let my head fall back and the water rinsed off the shampoo. Suddenly I felt two familiar hands massaging my head and I sighed.

"Mmmm..." I breathed.

When all the shampoo was gone, Jace took my conditioner and applied it to my long hair. He massaged my head until he gently pulled me back under the water stream and rinsed it all away. It was very relaxing. When all conditioner was rinsed off, he turned me in his arms and kissed me lightly. I opened my eyes to look at him and saw him smiling to me. I smiled at him too as I motioned him to kneel. I took his shampoo and applied some of it into his hair. He kissed my belly as I ran my hands through his hair. I massaged his temples and he closed his eyes sighing. I knew how good it felt. I gently pulled his head under the shower and rinsed off the shampoo. He didn't have any conditioner with him so I took his shower gel and washed his shoulders. I told him to stand up again and he did what I asked. He towered above me as I washed his armpits and arms, making my way down his back and stomach, running my hands on his muscles. I washed his strong football player's legs and rinsed all the foam away. He did the same to me. When we were clean, he shut the water down and took my towel and dried me, before drying himself. I walked to him and wrapped my arms around him. He was 6'1'' and I was barely 5'2'', so he was a lot taller than me, so he just wrapped his arms around my head and bend down a little to rest his cheek on my head.

We pulled apart and he took my hand. Jace walked me to my room and kissed for good-bye before going to his room to put some clothes on. I opened the door to the room I shared with Isabelle and saw her sitting on her bed, eyes clued to me, playing with something flat with her hands.

I walked to my drawer and pulled out black lacy bra and matching panties. I felt Izzy's eyes on me and turned my gaze to her after I got my underwear on.

"Okay, are you going to tell me what's going on or do I have to guess what's on your mind this time?" I asked placing one hand on my hips.

Izzy eyed me for a moment before sighing. "My little Clary's growing up." She said shaking her head.

"Okay, what the hell are you talking about?" I asked lifting my eyebrow.

"Right.. I'm going to say this straight.. I saw you and Jace in the hot tube." she said looking me straight in the eyes.

I felt my cheeks blushing, they were probably as red as my hair. I opened my mouth to say something, but no sound came out. I was speechless. What could I say anyways? I thought.

"You don't have to say anything. And no, no-one else saw you. They were all sitting in the living room, I just went to get some water from the kitchen when I saw you two from the kitchen's window. I closed the blinders, to make sure. But I hope you know what you're doing. That didn't look like you were doing it for the first time. As much as I want little Clarys and little Jaces, you're too young for that. I know, I know. You're responsible young woman, but to make sure..." She handed me the thing she had played with. The thing was a packet. Full of condoms. Nice..

"Umm. Izzy.. Thanks?" I said blushing even more. I did have my own condoms with me, but.. That was sweet of Isabelle. She was just taking care of me.

"Sure!" She smiled and jumped off of her bed, skipping to the door. "We're making supper, come whenever you're ready. And I say this again, no one else knows." She winked and danced out of the room, her black hair flying behind her.

I took my phone from my bed and texted Jace.

Isabelle knows.. what we were doing.. - Clary

Jace answered quickly.

Oh shit. What did she say? Was it bad?:(- Jace

No, no it was alright. She gave me condoms.. * Blush * - Clary

Oh that's sweet. I have condoms in my suitcase already though.. ;) -Jace

So do I.. - Clary

So you were thinking about IT when you were packing at home! ;) I knew it.. -Jace

;) as well were you – Clary

Always ;) - Jace

Jerk..! - Clary

You know you love me.. :3 – Jace

Come on macho, I'm hungry. They're making supper.- Clary

Come and get it nananaa... ;) - Jace

I shook my head and pulled my silk nightgown on. I opened the door and walked to get Jace from the boys' room and we walked together into the kitchen where everyone was eating. We sat down and I made a sandwich to myself but Jace bit half of it before I noticed. I slapped the back of his head playfully and made a new one. Everyone laughed and I smiled to them. Thank god it was Isabelle who saw us.

Helloooo! AGAIN! Wohooo! I'm updating again! Though I should be sleeping now, I have to wake up early tomorrow.. -.- But I wanted to update this today, so here it is!

And by the way: here, where I live, it's actually a normal thing if you have a sauna in your home, almost everyone has one.. :D I don't know how you guys get along withOUT it! Have you ever been in one? I love it! But, everyone's different! :)

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