A loud hearty knock on my wooden bedroom door caused me to jump up in my bed. My eye lids felt so heavy I struggled to keep them open. That's probably why I hadn't even realized that I had fallen asleep.

I must of cried myself to sleep. How long had i been out? What time was it anyway?I quickly glanced at the pink clock on my wall and learned that it was nearly eight.

My attention quickly turned to the knock on the door. I didn't have to bother to ask who it was. I already knew. It was Emmett.

I had memorized both Emmett's and Charlie's knocks when i was little, and they were completely different. Emmett's knock was rough and noisy and kind of made you think the door was about to fall down, while Charlie's was much softer and sometimes it could hardly be heard.

I made no attempt to answer the door, or even holler out anything to him. I still didn't think I was ready to talk to him. I didn't think I would ever be ready to talk to Emmett about this. Normally he was the first person I told anything to, but this was something I just wasn't ready to talk about with him. I wasn't sure if i would ever be ready to talk to Emmett about my pregnancy. Maybe i would open up a little to my big brother once my baby is like twenty. That sounds like a good plan to me.

To my surprise the door swung open and Emmett stepped inside. I was about to ask how he had opened the door, but my unspoken question was answered when he waved a shiny gold key through the air, with a sly smirk on his face. I had completely forgotten that I had stashed a spare key in Emmett's room in case I had ever locked myself out.

I should probably really rethink where i decide to stash my spare key. Keeping it in Emmett's room seemed like a good idea at that time, but now...not so much. I should really just start rethinking all my ideas.

Without even waiting for an invitation, my big brother made his way over to my rather small full sized bed, and sat down beside me. I sat up, but, made no attempt to speak to my brother. I still wasn't ready to talk to him. I needed more time. I wished he could be like Charlie and understand that, but Emmett had always been more like our mother, Renee. They were impulsive, outgoing, and impatient. They were the complete opposite of me and Charlie.

Emmett scooted even closer to me and wrapped his arm around my felt so warm and he held me so close and tight to him. It made me feel safe and secure just like it used to when i was little.

That made me realize how much I really did need my big brother, and that I actually did want to talk to him. I wanted to tell him everything. I wanted to tell him how I was scared, and worried about what the future may hold for me, and that no matter what happened I was absolutely certain that I would keep my baby.

For a moment neither of us said anything. I just laid there in Emmett's arms and let the silence take over. It wasn't an unbearable, awkward silence like earlier. It was kind of nice.

Emmett slowly lifted my shirt up to reveal my little bump, and placed his hand on it again. His hand was cold and I shivered at his touch.

"Sorry Belles", he apologized. His voice was much softer and much sweeter than it had been earlier in the living room. He was acting normal again. He wasn't being all judgmental or pushy. He was just being my big brother, my best friend. He was just being Emmett, and that's exactly what I needed right now. I needed one thing in my life to stay the same while everything else would change dramatically. Nobody would look at me the same. I would gain tons of weight. I would probably get married and move out of Charlie's, and very soon someone would be calling me momma.

"It's all right", I said, and to my surprise I was actually able to say it with a smile. I hadn't thought I would be able to smile for a long time, but apparently I was wrong.

Emmett sighed and rubbed my stomach. "So then I'm going to be an uncle", he stated.

I sighed and bobbed my head up and down before laying a loving kiss on my little bump. Emmett smiled and took his hand away from my belly so he could wrap his arm around me again. I leaned my head against his chest and closed my eyes.

Emmett was done with the whole freaking out process and he was starting to just act like my big brother again. Maybe everything would turn out ok after all. That's all I could pray for at this point.

"So what's your plan Belles?" Emmett asked.

I sighed and bit my lip. Of course I knew what my plan was. I had formed a plan the moment I saw the positive sign on that white plastic stick, but I didn't know how to tell Emmett. I wasn't so sure that he would approve of it.

I was hesitant to answer his question, due to the fact that i feared what he would he think. Emmett's opinion meant the world to me, and i certainly did not want him to think bad about me.

"I'm gonna keep him", I said in a hushed tone.

Emmett smiled his crazy goofy smile. I wasn't expecting that, but then again with Emmett you never really know what you're going to get.

"Well that much I kind of figured out on my own Belles. I know you extremely well and I know that you could never hurt a fly, so I most certainly was not expecting you to get an abortion, and I kind of just figured adoption was out of the question too. So was I right? he asked in an eager tone.

I chuckled and nodded. "Yeah Em, you were right. You are the best big brother in the world", I exclaimed.

A smile that stretched from one side of his mouth to other was plastered on his face and revealed his perfect white smile. "Well that's another thing I was right about little sister!" he teased as a menacing smile appeared on his face and he began to tickle me.

I began to laugh and struggled to push him away. "Em stop!" I shouted between laughs. "Em seriously, I'm pregnant and I pee like every five minutes so if u don't stop we will soon be sitting in a pool of my pee", I warned

Emmett stopped tickling me and scooted a little farther away from me. "Gross Belles! I kinda didn't want to know that"

I laughed and threw my hands up in the air. "Well it's true!"

He placed in hand on my stomach again and a serious expression appeared on his face. "So, how did this happen, Belles?" he asked.

I giggled a little and shot him a puzzled look. "Em, I'm pretty sure you know how babies are made"

He rolled his eyes and shook his head back and forth. "No B, I mean did u not use protection? Did it break? Did it just not work? Was it your first time?" He questioned.

I was pretty shocked by all his questions. Those aren't exactly the questions you want to be asked by your brother, and when you are asked them it's pretty damn awkward. I wouldn't even tell Emmett about my first kiss, so I was sure as hell not about to explain in depth to him about the first time I had sex!

"Emmett!" I exclaimed

"What?" he asked innocently as if he had no idea what he had done wrong, but of course he did do something wrong! He was asking about my sex life, not asking what I wanted for dinner. Who wants to discuss their sex life with their big brother? I sure as hell do not! I didn't even want to tell him that I was pregnant and now he wanted to know all the details! I am sorry but that is just way too freaking weird for me!

I threw my hands up in the air and my eyes must have been bulging out of head. Being pregnant has really messed with my emotions, so normally I probably would have just stayed quiet or left the room and ignored Emmett's question, but right now I was about to explode. How the hell could he ask me something like that? I was enraged.

"What the hell Emmett? Did you seriously just ask me that?", i shouted at the top of my lungs. The entire town of Forks probably heard me.

Emmett chuckled and nodded his head. "What's wrong Belles?" he asked

My jaw dropped to the floor and my eyes grew wider than i ever imagined possible. Did he seriously just ask me what was wrong?

"Ok so me needing to pee all the time is gross, but you expect me to tell you all about my sex life?", i questioned angrily.

Emmett rolled his eyes and chuckled.

"Oh come on Belles, you don't' have to be embarrassed. Clearly you have a sex life. You can tell me anything, right?"

"Well yeah, but not THAT! I don't want to tell you all about the night I conceived my little baby. That's like beyond weird. Who in their right mind would want to tell their brother that?"

"Well who in their right mind wouldn't use a condom?" he asked as he chuckled and a sly smirk appeared on his face.

"Emmett we are done talking about this!", i shouted.

Emmett smirked and raised his left eyebrow.

"So you really didn't use one then, Belles? That's pretty damn stupid!", Emmett exclaimed.

"Ugh! We DID use one, Em! We weren't THAT damn stupid. We do have just a little bit of common sense you know", i nearly yelled. To be honest i was surprised i could answer at all. I was still in complete shock due to the fact that i couldn't beleive my big brother was really asking me about my sex life. Who the hell does that?

"So then what happened?", he questioned.

"Nothing is one hundred percent effective, Emmett", i offered

"So then it just didn't work?", he pryed.

"Nope. He's my little point one percent, i said as i rubbed my belly." The one percent that wasn't effective", i explained.

"Wait, him? It's a boy? I'm gonna have a nephew?" Emmett asked with a huge smile on his face.

I chuckled and shook my head. "No, I'm not totally sure yet. It's just a hunch. You MIGHT have a nephew, but you could also have a niece."

"Well I'll be happy with either one. If you have a little boy I could teach him to play football and take him fishing and show him how to pick up hot girls, but if you have a little girl, I'll gladly spoil her rotten. I would buy her anything and everything she wants." he decided.

"ok first of all remind me to never leave him alone with you when he gets older if I have a boy, and second of all thank you for being so open minded about all this. I know you will be a great uncle. My baby will be lucky"

"Yes, your baby will be extremely lucky. He or she will have a rich daddy, an awesome uncle, and the sweetest mommy ever." Oh and Belles, I'm sorry for freaking out earlier", he apologized

"Hey, don't worry about it. What brother wouldn't freak out if he found out his little sister was pregnant? I was kind of expecting you to freak out, but I kinda expected you to freak out more than you did" i said

"Ha so then what were you expecting little sister? Screaming, cussing, and gun shots?"he asked with a smirk on his face.

"Yeah, maybe just a couple gun shots", i admitted

"Well, Charlie sent Edward home, so I didn't really have much time to do anything. Have you heard from him?"

His question actually kind of shocked me. This will probably sound horrible, but I had kind of forgotten about Edward until Emmett mentioned him. I hadn't even thought about him since I had woken up, and I hadn't wondered if he had tried to contact me. I immediately leapt off my bed and went in search of my phone. I caught sight of my worn out book bag thrown on the floor and I rushed to it. Books, pens, my wallet, keys, and several other things flew through the air as I tossed it all out of the bag so I could find my cell phone. Finally I decided to just shake all the contents out of the bag. This was actually a pretty good idea because as soon as I turned the bag over, my small silver phone came sliding out and fell on to the floor.

"Anything?" Emmett asked

I flipped open the phone and the little envelope symbol popped up, alerting me that I had a message. To my delight it was Edward. He sent me a message that read I love you Bella and I'm sorry I left so suddenly earlier. I figured it would be best if I listened to your father. I will come by later just leave your window unlocked. I hope everything's going well for you. Again, I am sorry and I love you - Edward

Reading that message made my heart leap in my chest. Edward really did love me and he cared about me. He was going to come by later to see me. Oh my god, he was going to come by later to see me! I had to get Emmett out of my room. If he caught Edward sneaking into my bedroom he would certainly kill him, and there was no way I was about to raise this baby on my own.

"Belles, did he text you?" Emmett asked again.

I shut the phone and threw it onto my dresser. "No, not yet", I lied

I climbed on to my bed again and tried to think of how I could get my brother out of my room without looking suspicious. This is certainly not going to be an easy task either, because I'm the worst actress in the world. I can't even tell a good lie without totally giving it away. That's why I've always been such a good kid. I had to be good because I wasn't able to do bad things and then lie about them. Now, Emmett is a different story. He is quite the opposite of me. He can lie and lie and never get caught. I think I'll begin praying now that this baby does not turn out like his uncle.

Emmett scooted closer to me and touched my stomach again. "So how far are you, Belles?", he asked sweetly.

"Three and a half months", i confessed.

"Wow, so in six months you'll be be hearing constant crying. Good luck trying to have sex with a crying baby in the next room", Emmett joked.

"Emmett!", i exclaimed as i chunked a round throw pillow at his large head.

"Oh come on Belles, it's pretty obvious that you and your baby daddy have sex"

"Umm ok we are done talking about this!", i exclaimed.

Emmett laughed and threw the pillow back at me. "Fine, Belles, i'll get out. You try and get some rest and don't stress too much about anything. Everything will turn out fine i promise"

"Thanks Emmett", i said as my big brother began walking out of my room.

The room was silent again due to Emmett's absence, but i kinda liked it. It provided me with an oppurtunity to think. I still had to face a talk with Charlie. I knew it wouldn't be the highlight of my week, but it was something that i would just have to deal with.

Maybe Emmett was right. Maybe everything would turn out alright. I guess that's all i could hope for.