Episode 3 Ch.3 All I Ever Wanted

Spencer and Lily are still standing face to face not saying anything.

"I guess I should probably congratulate you on your upcoming nuptials." He spoke sarcastically.

"I have to tell you though I thought that the two of you were broken up. At least that is what you told me the last time we were together."

Lily doesn't say anything.

Lily is at her apartment in Tennessee. She is trying to get some studying done when she hears someone banging on her door.

"I'm coming…" When she opened the door she was shocked to see Spencer. She hadn't seen him in three years. They hadn't even talked on the phone. "Spencer…"

"Can I come in?"

"I guess." She opened the door wider, and he walked in.

She wished that she could say he didn't look good, but he looked great. He was sexier than she could remember.

They both just stood in front of each other not saying anything. Lily finally broke the silence. "What are you doing here?"

"I miss you."

"That's a little late don't you think? I haven't heard from you in three years."

"I guess I've been a coward, but I didn't want to ruin anything between you and Aidan. I heard that he moved here with you."

"Yeah he did. He fought for me unlike you."

"I wanted to come to the airport."

"Then why didn't you? I called you and left a horribly heartfelt message that expressed exactly how I felt about you, but you did nothing. You not showing up showed me that you didn't care." She threw her hands up. "I was such an idiot to think that you really wanted to be with me."

"I didn't show up because I was attacked."

Lily is surprised. She never expected him to say something like that.

"I stopped to buy you some of your favorite chocolates. I was ready and prepared to move to Tennessee with you. I wanted everything with you."

"Then why didn't you find me? Why didn't you call me?"

"Because you left with Aidan…I never heard the message. I thought that Aidan was your choice."

"I thought you didn't love me, and I figured Aidan did love me and we'd be happy together."

"Where's Aidan?"

"We broke up last month. Things just didn't work out."

Spencer moves closer to her. "I missed you so much."

"I missed you too."

Spencer slowly touches her face and pulls her closer to him. They both lean in slowly and kiss each other. It was like fireworks were going off in the background and all of their dreams were coming true.

It had really been a long time coming.

Spencer carried her to the bed and they made love like they had never made love before. It was the perfect night. They were finally right where they were supposed to be.

The next morning they woke up next to each other. Spencer had been watching her sleep. "You sleep like an angel."

"You have no idea what an angel sleeps like."

"Well I'm guessing they sleep like you."

She smiled, "Are you happy in Tree Hill?"

"Yeah…I'm doing great. You know Peyton and I might open a business together."

"Wow that's great."

"Yeah…I've really turned my life around. I think I did it because I wanted you to be proud of me."

"I am proud of you. I always have been."

"Are you happy?"

"Yeah…I love school. I have great friends, and I have a really good job."

"Well you know I could move here if you don't want to move back to Tree Hill."

"You just said that you were happy. I can't let you do that."

"I'll be happy wherever you are."

Lily shook her head. "I think this was a mistake Spencer."

"What? Last night was perfect."

"Yeah it was, and I missed you so much, but we have different lives now. I can't ask you to move here with me, and I don't want you to ask me to move to Tree Hill. My life is here now."

"We can make the distance thing work. If anyone can we can."

Lily shook her head again and searched for her shirt. "We can't. If things were different and if I ever move back to Tree Hill then we can be together, but right now we have to live our life separately."

"So what was last night?"

"I guess last night was goodbye."

Spencer couldn't believe what she was saying.

"I love you."

"I love you too, but we have to live our lives and find ourselves first." She kisses him. "I'll always love you Spencer, but we have to put ourselves first."

"None of this makes any sense to me."

"Sometimes they don't, but one day it will."

Spencer shook his head, "This will never make sense to me, but when you realize that it is me you want I hope you will come back to me because I'll be waiting."

Spencer found his clothes and left. He hoped that Lily would move back to Tree Hill so that they could be together.

"You're back in Tree Hill."

"Yeah…"

"So tell me how the hell you and Aidan went from broken up to engaged?"

"He came back to me four months later and said that he couldn't live without me. I felt the same way. Aidan is a really good guy and we have a great relationship. He proposed to me a month ago and I said yes."

"You shouldn't have said yes." Spencer told her.

"Why? We have different lives. We could have never made it work."

Spencer pulled her closer to him and went to kiss her. The passion and love they felt for each other was still there, and it always would be. He could never stop loving her.

"Spencer," Julie said as she walked into the room. "Am I interrupting something?"

"No," Lily pulls away from Spencer. "I was just looking for Peyton. If she comes in could you tell her that I'm looking for her?" Lily walks out and Julie stares at Spencer.

She knew there was more to the story than what they were telling her.

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