Hi again! Wow! Thank you so, so much if you read this and followed- or just read it! You all made my day so here is the next chapter. It isn't the most interesting of stories yet but I am just building up for some big things to come! Pretty pretty please review! :)

Blaine turned off the ignition but didn't get out. He leant back against the seat and closed his eyes. He couldn't believe that 24 hours ago he was ecstatic, remembering all of the events at the wedding and thinking that Kurt loved him once more. How could he have been so stupid? Kurt was just acting like a typical horny teenager, he didn't love him. Blaine felt like an emotional wreck. He had gone from over the moon to the deepest ocean. He had spent most of the night crying and being angry at himself and therefore woke up with massive circles under his slightly red eyes and he had walked around half asleep all morning. He hated himself so much at that moment. It wasn't like he hadn't ever hated himself before, but that morning he just kept reliving the time he had spent with Eli. He kept telling himself that he was so stupid for ruining the most important thing in the world to him: his relationship with Kurt.

"I'm reckless, I'm selfish, I don't deserve anyone, I'm evil, I'm a bad person, I'm going to rot in hell and no one will care," he muttered to himself as he stepped out of his car and made his way towards the school.

"I had it all-and I ruined it, I'm such an idiot."


Kurt had just finished dance and as he stepped outside the dance studio he saw Adam coming his way.

"Hey Kurt!" Called Adam in his distinctively English accent.

"Hey Adam," replied Kurt no so enthusiastically. He had had a long flight yesterday and had not slept a lot last night; instead he lay on his bed thinking about various things. This may have included Adam…and Blaine.

Adam reached him and the two started walking together.

"Do you want to go for a coffee after school?" asked Adam, "I was going to suggest the movies or something but you look tired!"

When Kurt had told him that he would love to go for a coffee, Adam hurried off to catch up with some friends he had just caught sight of. Kurt didn't mind, a flicker of hope had just lit up inside him- he hoped very much that it was a date.


By the end of the day Blaine was almost in tears. He knew that he was stupid so why did his maths results have to remind everyone? He used to be so good at academic things but lately he had been tired and preoccupied. Everything had gone downhill since the break-up, and that was his fault.

"I am so stupid," he decided, "and no one is ever going to convince me otherwise."

As he pulled out of the car park he found himself thinking about Dalton. When he was there he never felt stupid. It wasn't the school as much, it was the people. Everyone had supported each other and if someone fell behind, there would always be a friend or teacher willing to help. He really missed them- the warblers. They had been some the best friends he would ever have. Weren't they still? He should really try to keep up with them and meet them more often. He should meet them soon, maybe this Friday? It would help him take his mind off….Kurt. Cue daydream.

Later that night, Blaine way lying on his bed when his phone buzzed on the bedside table. He reached over and picked it up. It took a few moments of painful squinting before his eyes adjusted enough to the light to read the screen.

Friday's great we are all meeting up at Tom's house at around six. Look forward to seeing you there none of us have really talked to you in ages!- Jeff

Blaine was about to reply when he paused and a small crease appeared on his forehead. He slowly tapped out a reply.

Does 'everyone' include Sebastian?

The unwelcome reply came all too soon.

We can't just leave him out Blaine! Besides, he's changed and he wants to be your friend again...

Blaine answer was cold,

Again? He was never my friend.


There you have it! Please review! Even a couple of words would be appreciated but feel free to give any ideas for the plot too! :)