Hello! Thank you so much for following! This chapter is especially long as I just couldn't stop in the middle of it! Also I would just like to remind you that I LOVE Klaine so don't give up on this story if you don't like the way it is heading (i.e. Sebastian) as it will go through a lot of twists and turns…


As Blaine's car came to a halt in Tom's enormous driveway he told himself to be nice, much as a parent would tell their child before letting them go off and play. He was full to the brim with a whole range of emotions and was worried he could lash out at anyone at anytime. Especially if they mentioned Kurt. Especially if Sebastian mentioned Kurt...

He took a deep breath and reminded himself to just keep well away from Sebastian all evening and try to enjoy himself and forget Kurt... for the time being obviously - he would never forget Kurt.

It wasn't a party, more just a 'get together'. There were about fifteen of them sat around the sitting room watching the television when Blaine walked in. Luckily, they had already started a film as he was slightly late and so, apart from a few hushed 'hellos!' and hugs, Blaine didn't have to converse with anyone. He just sat down next to Tom on the sofa and tried to watch the film. That was quite difficult for Blaine however, as his warbler friends had picked out some sort of action film, which a: he had missed the start of and it was all very confusing and b: Blaine, shall we say, wasn't an 'action film' sort of guy. He wasn't the type of person to revel in gunfire, explosions and shouting, he much preferred a plot with a deeper meaning, with love and loss, a romance or a tragedy-that was what he preferred. This film was far from it. Blaine felt himself starting to daydream after about twenty minutes. His subconscious mind took him back to a day he had spent watching films with Kurt. This was a memory Blaine had revisited many times before…

They were round Blaine's and had been dating only a week or so and neither of them had ever been happier. Kurt had his feet up on the sofa and his head was resting on Blaine's chest. They were watching some sort of sappy romance and neither of them talked through the film, they just lay there, happy and content. At the climax of the film, when the two main characters realised their love for each other and leaned in to kiss, he turned his head to look at Kurt and Kurt slowly sat up so he could look back at him. Blaine's eyes travelled over his face, his perfect features, his flawless cheekbones, his glasz eyes still sparkling with unshed tears from the film, his soft pink lips...

After a few seconds Blaine couldn't help himself, he leant in to touch his lips to Kurt's, at the same time raising a hand to let his fingertips touch Kurt's cheek briefly before moving to the back of his neck to draw him closer. He felt Kurt's lips tighten slightly as they stretched into a smile and immediately, though he would not have thought it possible to, he enjoyed the kiss even more. Kurt kissed him back and moved his hand up Blaine's chest, getting to know all the different muscles present there. As the soft kiss became hungrier Blaine's tongue slipped inside Kurt's mouth, passing Kurt's tongue on the way which was doing the same to Blaine. After a minute or so Kurt pulled back and, with their noses still touching, he whispered something Blaine would remember for ever,

"I love you."

Blaine felt the tears welling up and blinked them away furiously. He came here to forget Kurt and enjoy himself and here he was, crying over an old memory of the two of them. When he had gotten rid of the tears he glanced around furtively to check if anyone had noticed- and caught Sebastian looking straight at him. Great. That was just what he needed. But instead of teasing Blaine or embarrassing him by pointing out his misery to the rest of the room, Sebastian bent his head. Blaine only had a few moments of wondering what was going on before his phone vibrated in his pocket. He pulled it out and read the message on the screen.

Wanna go for a quick walk? I want to talk to you- Seb

Blaine put the phone away without even unlocking it, making sure "Seb" could see. He ignored his phone going off again…and again…and again. When his phone buzzed for the fifth time, he pulled it out angrily. He was going to tell Sebastian to f-his thought were cut off when he saw that the texts were actually from Jeff:

Come on Blaine he just wants to apologise

Please Blaine…

Blaine come on your just being childish!

GO BLAINE.

He glanced up at Jeff, who was next to Sebastian on the opposite side of the room. Both of them were staring straight at Blaine. Everyone else was still engrossed in the movie and were oblivious to the glaring war between Blaine and Jeff that was happening around them. Finally Blaine gave in and texted Jeff,-he would never text Sebastian.

FINE.

He then watched as Jeff showed Sebastian his phone. Sebastian smirked-oh how Blaine hated that smirk-then stood up and walked out the room. After a few moments, Blaine followed.

He found Sebastian on the patio outside the kitchen. It was dark out but surprisingly warm. Like that time he and Kurt had gone-

"I just wanted to say sorry," interrupted Sebastian casually.

Blaine waited, he needed to know exactly what Sebastian was sorry for, and was not sorry for.

"I'm sorry to hear about you and Kurt."

"No you're not."

"No, I am," he insisted, "I can see how unhappy you are and it makes me unhappy."

"Yeah? Well I'm sorry for making you unhappy," answered Blaine sarcastically, "is there anything else you want to blame me for while you at it?"

"What?" Asked Sebastian, confused. He had every right to be, Blaine was overreacting big time.

"You heard me, is there anything else you want to make me feel bad about?!" Blaine was starting to raise his voice now.

"No Blaine, I didn't mean to- I mean I don't blame you!"

"Well everyone else is so you might as well! Anyway they are right to! It is all my fault!" Blaine's voice cracked and he fought to hold back the tears that were threatening to make an appearance. What was he doing? Sebastian only apologised! He was being nice! But Blaine felt so angry. At what he didn't know but Sebastian would do.

"Blaine it's not your fault, umm….everyone struggles with long distance relationships.." even over-confident Sebastian was lost for words as tears stated cascading down Blaine's cheeks.

Blaine turned his face away and fought to stem the flow, he didn't want Sebastian to see him like this.

"Look umm, B-Blaine why don't you umm just tell me what went wrong and I can try to umm help you? Or something?"

Blaine didn't know why, but he told Sebastian everything. Perhaps it was because he was lonely or because he was fed up of keeping it all to himself but he told Sebastian about the loneliness and Eli and the Break up- but not the hook up, never the hook up. He felt much better afterwards. When he had finished Sebastian took over. He kept on telling Blaine that it was not his fault, that he was not the first or the last to cheat, that Kurt could have and should have been better to him and he was to blame just as much as Blaine, as was Eli. Blaine didn't know why but he listened, but he did. Perhaps it was because this Sebastian was so different from the normal cocky one Blaine had grown to despise or maybe it was because it felt so good for someone to be on his side, for someone to convince him that he wasn't awful and that people would care if he were to disappear, if he were to die and rot in hell. Someone would come to his funeral, someone would cry. Someone would care.

As Blaine drove home that night he looked up at the stars and thanked who ever had sent Sebastian to him. Whether it was some sort of God, or whether it was Jeff-he didn't care. All he knew was that he had been heading into a dark place recently and Sebastian had pulled him out, just in time.


There you go! Hope you liked it, I think it was the best chapter yet….things finally started to happen! Thank you so much if you read this and please let me know what you think J