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What HAPPENED?! Kurt had just woken up. Alone. Shit. This is awkward. None of that was meant to happen last night. What was I thinking?! It was only then that he noticed his headache. Oh god I'm hung-over-I was drunk! How am I ever going to be able to look him in the face again? Well…I suppose he won't mind much…he has been begging me to come back to him, and I did-for a night. He hasn't come too badly out of this. It is me who I have to worry about! I have cheated on Adam for the second time! I am an awful human being!
He got out of bed and dressed before going downstairs to eat breakfast. When he had done that he tidied away all of the wine and beer bottles in the sitting room, before going around the house to check if any evidence of Blaine remained behind. It was only when he had finished searching, satisfied that there was nothing to give anything about the situation away to his Dad, he realized something. Blaine left without a note, or a text! This is so awkward. I need to text him. So we are both clear this was a mistake. He picked up his phone and wrote and rewrote the text many times before he was satisfied. He decided in the end to keep it short and simple. A clean break.
Blaine, about last night. It was a mistake I was drunk and I don't know what I was thinking. I am sorry but we are definitely not together again. I am not ready to forgive you…I don't think I ever will be. Sorry.
Blaine was sitting on his bed, home alone with a half used box of tissues beside him as he read the text. It physically broke him. He collapsed and curled up in a ball on his bed. He knew it meant nothing. He knew Kurt would say this. But it still hurt. Knowing that he was still not good enough for Kurt. And that sentence… that sentence saying that he was never going to forgive Blaine. It chipped away at his heart every time he read it. It physically hurt. After about two hours of crying on and off, Blaine got annoyed with himself. What are you doing? Crying won't make anything better! This is all your fault! Your stupid brain is the cause of all this pain! He sighed. He knew that his thoughts were right, he was worthless. He was stupid. He didn't deserve anyone. He didn't deserve Kurt. He needed to get out of this room. He needed to do something to take his mind off last night. Oh god! I have got a lesson with Sebastian in an hour! I can't go…! No. you have to go. It will take your mind off last night. You are strong; you can laugh and smile with Sebastian this afternoon. He will never need to know that anything is wrong. You have already shown how weak you can be in front of him. You can't let that happen again. You are strong. With a final sniff he climbed out of bed and started to get ready.
All the way there, whenever he felt himself tearing up, he mentally shook himself and told himself over and over again- you are strong. You can do this. You are strong.
It was only when he arrived and greeted Sebastian with a hug, before collapsing in his arms that he realized he wasn't strong enough.
God! It's shockingly short! Sorry! But I didn't want to cut into the nice long 'Seblaine' scene that I will do for next chapter :) please review! It will be twice as long next week I promise!
P.S. if you're interested; I have just started another, slightly happier, Klaine story called Puppy Eyes (it is Kurt and Blaine's life together after NYADA told through the eyes of their dog, Rolo a miniature daschund)
Friday 3rd May: Really sorry but there won't be an update tomorrow! I will normally update every Saturday morning but I have got thirteen exams next week so I am revising solidly! If for any chance I don't update on Saturday always look back at the end of the previous chapter where you will find the reason! (There won't be much that stops me updating though!) I might not even manage a chapter next week either! Really sorry but after that you will get a lovely long, well thought out chapter with zero mistakes, I promise! :) Have a good week! (I know I won't...) and wish me luck! :D xxxx