Ok, I have had and still have LOADS of work to do in the next few weeks, all will be better in a couple of weeks I promise! For now, I'm really sorry! And this is an unbelievably short chapter but I thought you might prefer a little rather than nothing? Please bear with me for the next few weeks! I'm so sorry! I am trying!

Kurt was fuming. He had got on the first flight back to New York. He didn't want to think and he didn't want to feel, but with little to distract himself with forty thousand feet above the ground, he found himself reliving that scene in the auditorium. When he couldn't stand the pain in his heart anymore. He managed to turn his hurt and broken feelings into rage. Pure rage. How dare Blaine make him look like the bad guy? How dare the man who cheated on him make him feel guilty?! Blaine was wrong, he is the bad guy and I don't need him anymore. I no longer have feelings for him. I was a being nice and he wasn't grateful. I don't need him anymore. I have Adam now.

Blaine felt refreshed he felt free when he hadn't even realised that he had been weighed down. He had set himself free and now he could move on. He could get on with his life. Of course his heart still hurt, but now it could recover because Kurt wasn't coming back every few weeks to reopen the wound. But it had been stitched up, and it was healing. If only it wasn't broken in the first place.

"Ok, well, see you tomorrow!" Kurt moved closer to Adam to give him a short kiss. He felt Adam smile against his lips.

"See you tomorrow! Love you!" Adam called as he walked away once they had broken apart.

"Love you too…" Kurt called after him. He felt guilty like he did every time he told Adam he loved him, and Adam forced him into saying it at least three times a day. Kurt didn't think he loved Adam, he just didn't feel the same as he did when last loved someone. He didn't feel like he wanted to give his heart to him, he didn't feel like Adam was the one. The one who would care for your heart and give you theirs. The one you could always go to, to make everything better. The one who you could imagine spending the rest of your life with. No, Kurt Hummel had only ever loved one person. But I don't need him now. He's selfish. He's mean. He's ungrateful. He's a cheater. He doesn't love you. He's not the one… anymore.

"Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like your less than, less than perfect…" Kurt's phone sung from his pocket. He really needed to change that ringtone. Too many memories.

"Hello?" Kurt asked once he had extracted the phone from his tight jeans' left pocket.

"Kurt?" It was Tina. He knew it was Tina because her picture came up when the phone was ringing. He was lucky it did because he wouldn't have recognised the ghost of a voice at the other end of the call.

"Tina?" Kurt questioned, now slightly worried.

"Kurt, I – know you probably don't really want to be bothered by this, but I'm sure you'll still care and I really need someone to talk to, someone who loves Blaine as much as I do." Kurt would have told Tina that he didn't love Blaine and he didn't care about his ex's life, but Tina sounded upset and scared and Kurt froze in fear that something awful had happened to Blaine.

"Blaine's been in a car accident, he's in hospital and all these nurses and doctors keep on running in and out talking in worried voices, but they won't tell me what's going on and I-I'm scared Kurt!"

No. Not Blaine. Not the boy he loved.

Sorry again! Back to regular updates from a couple of weeks! Promise! xxx