Kaoru lay on his bed. So much had happened to him in the past few days. First he, he had, had SEX with Haruhi! That was something he still couldn't get out of his mind. He had had her under him for a few short wonderful minutes when they were they had someone how managed to escape to their own happy little world. But than of course came the after math. Hunny had to burst in on them and catch them red handed more or less. Plus he had a hunch Mori knew what had happened in-between them as well. Then just today she had gone and sat next to Kyoya playing with his hair and Kyoya actually allowing Haruhi to look at his laptop. What was it he had put on it that he had wanted to show her that was so important?

Then again there was something else a bit more important for him to worry about. What Hikaru had said to him when he had confessed to deflowering Haruhi,

"Kaoru... I... I wanted to be your first."

'Oh god Hikaru why did you have to tell that, right after I had gone and made love to Haruhi,' he thought as he sat on his bed crying, 'Why oh why?'
It seemed that had up and put a huge rifted in their relationship. The two hadn't really been don't much when it came to brotherly love in the host club, costing them even more clients. And it seemed like they were hardly talking when they were at home.

A part of Kaoru almost whished now that he hadn't gone to make love to Haruhi that day. then he'd go and remember the wonderful feeling of touching her, kissing her and every other sensation he had when he was with her for those few glorious minutes and he not only did he not feel any kind of regret but long for it again. Would he ever have another chance with Haruhi like that again?

"Kaoru?"
Kaoru turned and looked towards the doors to his room where he saw Hikaru standing. Hikaru slowly made his way over to Kaoru's bed and sat down beside him.

"Are you regretting me telling you I wanted to be your first?" asked Hikaru.

"Yes and no," said Kaoru, "It's made me even more confused then before."

"Well then what are we going to do?" asked Hikaru.

"About what?" asked Kaoru.

"About you and me and Haruhi?" asked Hikaru

"I don't know," said Kaoru.

"Are you sure? You honestly can't think of anything?" asked Hikaru. Before Kaoru could respond, he felt Hikaru pulling himself to him and kissing him. A long hot passionate kiss!

Next thing Kaoru knew Hikaru managed to twist him around to the point that Kaoru was on his back with Hikaru on top of him. Kaoru could feel Hikaru's kisses becoming more and more passionate and hot. Kaoru was sure he was going to start sweating soon with all of the body heat perpetrating between them.
He could feel his body temperature rise even higher as Hikaru's mouth left his and made their way down to his neck.

"Mmm," Kaoru moaned. Then he let out a gasped when he felt Hikaru's hands come under his shirt roaming and caressing his chest.

"Hikaru," he said.

"Is this not what you want Kaoru?" asked Hikaru, "You did it with Haruhi, how

much harder could I be to do it with me?"

"I, I," Kaoru sputtered.

Knock, knock.

"Boys?"

Hikaru and Kaoru both looked at the closed scared at the sound of their father's voice.
"Boys are you in there?" asked Mr. Hitachiin.
"Uh yes, yes we are," said Hikaru as he hurried off Kaoru. Both immediately ran to the door.

"Hi Dad," they both said as they opened the door.

"Hello boys, everything all right?" asked Mr. Hitachiin.

"Yeah," said Hikaru.

"Of course," said Kaoru.

"You sure, you sure there's not something you have to tell me?" asked Mr.

Hitachiin sounding serious.

"Uh no," said the boys.

"Oh really, not even this," said Mr. Hitachiin, holding up a form, "Some sort of complaint from some residents of the same apartment complex your friend Haruhi Fujioka lives in about some graffiti being drawn all over the sidewalk?"

"It was graffiti, it was beautiful mural I drew for her for her birthday!" said Hikaru.

"Well her neighbors don't seem to appreciate it very much, not did they seemed to like all the tied up traffic from it being drawn," said Mr. Hitachiin, "In fact they're asking for an apology and to have it cleaned up."

"Oh that is so stupid!" said Hikaru snatching the form, "Where's our lawyer, we're going to fight this!" He stormed down the hall followed by his father leaving Kaoru all alone. It was fine for him though. It gave him some time to think. If their father hadn't shown up would Hikaru have gone all the way with him? Would he have wanted him to? God knows it had felt awfully tempting right then and there! But then what about Haruhi? How could he go make love to her then turn around and get intimate with Hikaru like that? Would that be considered disloyal?
'Haruhi, Haruhi what am I going to do about you?' he thought.

Maybe he should go see her.

When he got to the apartment he heard a loud crash!

"Haruhi, Haruhi, are you all right?" Kaoru shouted as he pounded at the door, surprising that it opened on its own. Kaoru figured her dad hadn't bothered to lock it. He hurried inside and over to Haruhi's room in time to hear Tamaki's voice coming from it!

"What do you mean tonight?"

"Uh well," said Haruhi.

'What was going on exactly?' thought Kaoru. Were Tamaki and the boss…? No, no they couldn't be! Here he was scared of being disloyal to her and look at what she was doing to him.
He was about to take a step back when he felt his foot step on something sharp!

"Ah!" he cried out in pain.

"What was that?" asked Haruhi as she threw Tamaki off of her and ran to the door.
She opened it to see Kaoru in her hallway jumping up and down on one foot and holding the other.

"Kaoru?" she said surprised.
Kaoru stopped jumping and looked at her.

"Oh hi Haruhi," he said.

"Kaoru, what's wrong did you see a bug?" asked Tamaki as he too ran out of the room. Kaoru looked up at him.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"We could ask you the same question," said Haruhi.

"I came to see you. When I got her I heard a crash. When I knocked at the door it opened on it own so I ran in to see if you were all right. I sure hope I wasn't interrupting anything!" said Kaoru looking at Tamaki mad.
"What, what did you need to see me about?" asked Haruhi. Kaoru looked back up at Tamaki then at Haruhi.

"I wanted to talk to you, about the other day when we had that "talk"," said Kaoru.

"Oh," said Haruhi immediately.

"You mean that day you were having that talk and got scared of that bug?" asked Tamaki.

"I'm not scared of bugs Boss!" said Kaoru annoyed, "In fact that's not what I'm scared of at all! What I have a fear of is something even more horrifying!"

"What, what is it?" asked Tamaki.

"It's…," Kaoru started to say.

"What's all this noise?" asked Ranka walking out of his room. "Some of us are trying to get some sleep you know! Oh hi Kaoru."

"Hello sir," said Kaoru looking over at Ranka.

"What brings you by?" asked Ranka.

"I was hoping to get to talk to your daughter," said Kaoru.

"Of course you can talk to her," said Ranka eager at the excuse to get Tamaki out of the apartment. He didn't waist a minute as he grabbed Tamaki and hauled him away.

"Uh but Dad!" said Haruhi.

"What's the matter Haruhi?" asked Kaoru.

"I, I was just," said Haruhi. Kaoru sighed. He didn't want to get mad at Haruhi, but at the same time, here he had been upset about being disloyal to Haruhi

and it didn't seem to matter to her at all!

"Were you and him having a "talk" as well?" asked Kaoru.
Haruhi sighed.

"Maybe," she said.
Kaoru moaned sad.

"Kaoru, Kaoru please I still enjoyed our time together!" said Haruhi.

"Did you, did you really?" asked Kaoru.

"Yes," said Haruhi, "But I'm still confused about my feelings towards you and the others!"
Kaoru sighed as he pulled her close and hugged her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I got mad. Here I'm still confused over two people and you got six to worry about," he said. "Just answer me one thing, do I still have a chance?"
Haruhi thought about it for a moment.

"Yes, yes I like to think so," she said.

"Thank you, that's all I need to know for now," said Kaoru as he gave Haruhi another kiss.

"And I'm still going to fight for you!' he thought as he kissed her.