The air was really tense on the drive to school for Hikaru and Kaoru. Kaoru was sure Hikaru was hiding something from him, ever since he had apparently stayed late over at her house. He wasn't sure what happened between the two of them but something had definitely happened. Why wouldn't Hikaru say anything to him? He had gone and confessed to having sex with Haruhi for god's sake? Why was Hikaru being so secretive with him?

He was soon distracted from his thoughts about his brother when he saw her, Haruhi walking past their limo right as they came to a stop.

Hikaru noticed immediately too. He looked at Haruhi with a longing in his eyes.

"Hi Haruhi," they said together quickly walking over to her.

"Oh hi Hikaru, Hi Kaoru," said Haruhi.

'Why did she say my name last?' Kaoru thought a bit bitterly.

"Did you get all of your homework done Haruhi?" he asked quickly.

"Yeah," said Haruhi.

"Did you have any problems with anything?" asked Hikaru.

"No not that I can think of," said Haruhi.

"Good, that's good," said Kaoru.

"What about you guys?" asked Haruhi, "Did you have any problems?"

"No not at all," said Hikaru, "It was easy."

"Well that's good," said Haruhi, "I was going to help tutor you guys if you need any help."

"I could use some help!" said Kaoru quickly.

"You?" said Kaoru, "But you…,"

"Got stuck on so much," said Kaoru, "Can you help me Haruhi?"

"Sure, how about after school before club?" asked Haruhi.

"Sounds great," said Kaoru, "But can we do it somewhere else other then the clubroom where we can't be bugged so easily?"

"I guess," said Haruhi walking off.

Kaoru smirked following after her only to be yanked back by his brother.

"What the hell are you doing?!" Hikaru demanded to know.

"What are you talking about?" asked Kaoru.

"You and wanting to apparently study with Haruhi. Weren't you all boasting and bragging that you got everything done before me!" said Hikaru.

"I was only saying that to help motivate you and not look bad that you were getting it better then me," said Kaoru sheepishly. Hikaru glared at his brother.

"Why do I find that so hard to believe?" he asked.

"I don't know," said Kaoru, "Maybe I'm that good an actor. We really should get to class!" He ran off before his brother could stop him.

He knew Hikaru was giving him dirty looks for the rest of the day but Kaoru did his best to ignore and not let his brother faze him.

"So Kaoru are you ready for you our study date?" Haruhi asked once they were done with the day before host club.

"Yeah and I know just the right place to do it where we won't get distracted," said Kaoru.

"Maybe I should go with you too," said Hikaru.

"No that won't be necessary Hikaru," said Kaoru, "You're all done with your homework for the week remember? I'm the one who needs the help and I don't need any distractions from anything or anyone. Let's go Haruhi huh?" He grabbed her hand and pulled her away, "Make sure to tell the others what we're up to and that we don't want to be bothered okay Hikaru."

To Haruhi's surprise Kaoru took her to the same lounge that the two of them had originally had sex in.

"Is this okay?" he asked.

"Uh yeah, I guess," said Haruhi as they both sat down on the couch, the same one that they had actually done the deed on, "So what did you want to do first?"

"How about chemistry?" asked Kaoru.

"Chemistry?" said Haruhi confused. She soon found out what Kaoru meant when he pressed her lips against hers.

"Kaoru!" she said annoyed, "Did you make this whole study session up just to get me alone?!"

"Well duh," said Kaoru kissing her again, "I haven't had a real chance to be alone with you since we were in this room when we made love."

"Oh right that," said Haruhi giving Kaoru a chance to kiss her neck and slowly push her down onto the couch again, "Mmm Kaoru stop, stop please?"

Kaoru obliged and sat up.

"What, what's wrong?" he asked.

"I don't know if I'm in the mood for this," Haruhi explained. Kaoru could feel like a dagger had hit him in his heart.

"Why not?" he asked, "Did I do something wrong to make you not want me again or something?"

"No, I just, I just," Haruhi sputtered.

Yesterday 9:10PM

"Are just still trying to come to terms for your feelings towards the other right?" asked Kaoru. He looked towards the ceiling upset.

"Kaoru, I'm sorry I really am," said Haruhi making an effort by putting her hand on his leg. Kaoru looked down at the hand then over at Haruhi's face.

"Did our time together mean anything to you at all?" he asked.

"Of course it did!" said Haruhi, "It was my first time and it felt so special!"

"Would you have felt the same way if it had been anyone else besides me?" asked Kaoru.

"I don't know," said Haruhi, "All I know is I wanted you then and there and I wanted you to be my first! It's made me think about stuff that's for sure."

'Why can't it make you think you should be with me though?' Kaoru thought.

"KAORU!" shouted Tamaki suddenly appearing in the lounge, "You better not be trying to have sex with my Haruhi again!"

"Again?" asked Kaoru, "You know? How did you find out? Haruhi how did he find out?!"

"She told me when we happened to be in the throbs in of love making, and I mean real love! Not just some quickie to stratify your evil needs!" said Tamaki.

"Tamaki!" said Haruhi.

"You and him had, had sex too?!" said Kaoru.

"No *italic* we *italic* made love!" said Tamaki.

"How could you do this to me?!" shouted Kaoru jumping up mad, "How could you have sex with him?!"

"Haruhi did you tell Kaoru about us?!" asked Hikaru running into the room.

"Us?" said Kaoru, "you mean you and him…,"

"Yeah who else would she be talking about?" said Hikaru.

"How about that boss?!" said Kaoru pointing to Tamaki.

"What?!" said Hikaru, "You slept with Haruhi too?!"

"No we made LOVE!" said Tamaki.

"You had sex with the boss Haruhi?!" shouted Hikaru.

"You had sex with the boss and Hikaru Haruhi?!" shouted Kaoru.

"Love, we made Love!" insisted Tamaki.

"Tamaki shut-up!" Haruhi snapped. Tamaki looked shocked, "My time with you was just as special as when I was with Hikaru and Kaoru!"

"Obviously not special enough!" muttered Kaoru.

"Kaoru please don't be mad," Haruhi pleaded.

"What am I suppose to feel?!" said Kaoru. He stormed out of the room making an effort to shoving both his brother and Tamaki out of his way.

"Kaoru wait!" Haruhi shouted to run after him.

"Haruhi no don't go after him!" said Tamaki trying to atop her. Haruhi however pushed him away and continue to run after Kaoru.

"Kaoru, Kaoru!"

Kaoru kept running trying to get away from what he had heard about Haruhi.

"Kaoru, Kaoru!" he heard Haruhi calling after him. However he was too mad to try and stop until he realized in his anger he had walked right into a wall.

'Oh damn, I pulled a boss!' he thought.

"Kaoru!" said Haruhi coming up behind him. Kaoru turned around and saw he was cornered.

"Kaoru I'm sorry!" Haruhi insisted.

"Sorry for what?" asked Kaoru, "Sorry for sleeping with two other guys or sorry I found out?"

"Sorry I hurt you," said Haruhi.

"If you were that concern than you shouldn't have slept with two other guys including my own brother!" said Haruhi.

"But it's my body," said Haruhi, "I wanted to know what it was like to be with another guy. Aren't you just a little bit curious about what it be like to be with another person?"

"Okay maybe a little," Kaoru admitted, "but still didn't what we have was special?"

"Yes it was," said Haruhi, "And who knows maybe it won't be the last time. But for now I don't know, I'm sorry." At that Kaoru grabbed twirled around and pinned her back up against the wall. He kissed her hard and passionately.

"Then I'm going to have to do everything I can to help you pick me!" he said in between kisses.

-Tracey4t