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This chapter is in Embry's POV! A lot of people wanted to know what he was thinking. So, here it is! I'm not making this, a super dramatic kind of story and I hope you like what I came up with...

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Chapter #8: SCP "For as long as I can"

Embry's POV

I had just gotten back, from patrolling with Quil. I ate something and decided to rest for a little bit on the Cullens' sofa, while watching TV with Jasper and Alice. I still couldn't believe that Leah imprinted on Derek and he imprinted on her yesterday! Derek really seemed like a good guy. It's just, that the idea that I wasn't good enough for Leah made my blood seethe with anger!

Ever since Leah first phased, she had been a total bitch to everyone. She made Sam feel guilty about everything. She was constantly reminding him how he hurt her and broke her heart. She would think about how much Emily suffered in the hospital when she was attacked by Sam. She would think of millions of way to make Sam feel like shit. And if there wasn't a way to accomplish that, she would find it.

She made sure that she knew every bad characteristic that a pack member had and she would use it against them. She was conniving and calculating, when it came to hurting someone. But her favorite person, to antagonize, after she got bored of making Sam suffer… was me. Yes, I said it correctly, ME!

When she found out about the possibility that I may be Jake's, Quil's or even Sam's brother, she made me feel hurt and resented. She called me a bastard child and even disrespected my own mother. Sam never did anything to reprimand her. He always tried to stop her, but he never commanded her to do so, because he felt too damn guilty of breaking all the promises he made, when they were dating. I had to suffer and swallow my pride, because Sam was too much of a pussy to restrain her. Shit, I had to maintain my temper in check all the time; I hated her. I wanted her out of the pack! Out of my life!

The day Jake decided to separate from the pack; I was going to follow him the next day. I just had to lie to my mom about going away or come up with a believable excuse, so she could remain calmed and not suspect that something was going on.

Seth's mom already knew about him being a werewolf, she would understand or at least try to. But when Leah joined the renegade pack to join Jake and her brother… It made me rethink my decision. I loved Jake like a brother. We'd been best friends since we were children, but the thought of having to be with Leah again made me shiver.

Her decision to join them, made my wish come true. I wanted her to leave me alone. I was still hurting from all the remarks and comments she'd made. I felt like I was betraying my brother, just because I was too weak. Quil had Claire, that's the reason why he stayed behind in Sam's pack. I couldn't even go to the meeting that day; Sam knew I could've easily left his pack. There were no bonds attaching me to his pack. But, I had made up my mind, I had my reasons, so I decided to stay.

After Jake imprinted on Ness; Quil and I decided to join and help him. I never had to go on patrols with Leah, Jake made sure of that. But one day, we happened to encounter each other. Quil had to take care of Claire and Seth had started school again. I had already graduated from high school, thanks to the Cullens' help. They also helped Quil and Jake, but Sue wouldn't have it with Seth. The kid was still too young, he had time to live his high school years!

That day I had to go patrolling with Leah, I was surprised when I heard her thoughts; she was just a shadow of what she had been back in Sam's pack. I started to think of how hurtful her words had been and how insulted I felt at times, she quickly caught on, and she instantly felt guilty. We started talking a lot after that; she confessed her struggles and suffering, when she was in Sam's pack. I told her what I really felt of my situation of not knowing who my father was. We became fast friends, allies; you could even call us best friends! She professed to me all her fears and I did the same. We were the only un-imprinted werewolves in the entire reservation. Even the new additions to the pack, that phased during the Volturi fiasco had imprinted.

I started developing feelings for her. They were feelings that I didn't want to feel. I was sure that she would never imprint, but the Cullens, Seth and Jake thought differently. I wanted her to be with me, but at the same time, I thought of the possibility of what would happen if I imprinted on someone? I knew imprinting was really strong and I wasn't going to be able to resist it. But Leah was beautiful!

She was tall and toned with lean muscles; she had warm brown eyes, plump pink lips and black long and wild hair. I always wanted her, but I was starting to like her even more than I wanted to. I couldn't say I was in love with her, but I did love her. I always dreamed about us finally being together.

I would give her everything I possibly could. The auto repair Quil and I owned, was doing pretty well and I was guessing that when the Cullens decide to leave Forks, Quil would stay behind and was going to move with them. I had nothing left here. My mom married a guy she met at Seattle while she was working on a convention and now they're living in sunny Florida. She wanted me to go and live with her, but let's be honest, my life was here in Washington, with my pack.

Last year, I confessed my feelings for Leah. Let's just say that she didn't react how I wanted her to. She told me that she loved me, but only as a friend. I wanted her to want me, the way I wanted her. But she just didn't want to live with the likelihood of getting her heart broken again. After that, our relationship grew even more. She would play around, teasing me and I would do the same. I knew that in a way, she wasn't really leading me on, but I still had faith that our relationship was going to go somewhere.

The little faith I had in a future US, slowly vanished as soon as I saw her and Derek looking at each other. When I saw them stealing glances and blushing this morning, and the way she looked at him when he was wrestling with Emmett today, I understood, that my hopes were gone.

I decided to talk to her today. I knew she felt guilty for imprinting; she hasn't spoken to me since she imprinted and I knew she's just waiting for me to talk to her. I knew that she must've felt guilty for "leading me on", but I knew how she really felt from the beginning. I knew that there would never be an US. I was just too stubborn to admit it. Derek was a really great guy; he could really love her and make her truly happy.

I was determined to make Leah understand that she could really be completely happy again. She deserved it. Leah had suffered enough in her life, to let some stupid resentment and pride block her happiness. I would step aside and let her be happy. She deserved it and it was time for her to let her past go, and move on for good.

I got up from the couch with the determination to make Leah see that Derek was her happiness. Jasper stared at me and cocked his head. "She is in the studio with Esme." he said nonchalantly.

"Thanks, man!" I said, bobbing my head and walking towards the hall.

I swear that there are times that I think that Jasper can also read minds!

"Embry," Jasper said coolly. I halted and turned around to face him. "I knew what you're thinking just by sensing your feelings. First, you were a little sentimental, like recalling important times of your life. Then I could sense love, confusion, a bit of jealousy and then determination. I knew immediately, that you were thinking of Leah."

He smiled at me and turned to look at the television. I narrowed my eyes at him and turned to continue on my destination.

"Embry," he said again, with laughter in his voice. I turned around and sighed. "You usually get like that when you are thinking of Leah. I guess, that I get that vibe from you every time you are with her. And by the way, you are very easy to read!" he explained smiling.

"There are things that will never cease to amaze me with you guys!" I said, as I took a few steps down the hall and then placing my left foot on the first step of the staircase that led to Esme's studio.

I trudged down the decorated hall and passed many bedrooms and rooms, before I stopped by a blue door. I sighed and nodded to myself. It was now or never. I knocked softly on the door and immediately heard Esme saying, "It's open!"

I walked in slowly and immediately saw beautiful Leah sitting beside Esme in a small long bench.

"Hi, Esme" I said shyly, waving and smiling at Esme. I enjoyed being around Esme, she was kind and truly a great person, despite her being a vampire. "Is it alright if I could speak with Leah for a second?" I asked, looking at Leah and then at Esme.

Esme nodded and stood up from her seat. "No problem" she said.

Leah stood up too and sighed saying "Ok," and walked to where I stood. She turned around and smiled at Esme and walked out of the room. I trailed after her and closed the door to Esme's studio behind me. We stood uncomfortably in the hall, staring at different directions. We remained quiet for a few minutes, but Leah broke the awkward silence.

"OK, Embry," she paused. "So, where do you wanna have this conversation?"

I raked my fingers through my hair and sighed. This girl was going to be the end of me. She looked beautiful, dressed in those skinny jeans and pumps! I tried to stay serious and concentrate on what I wanted to say to her, but her beauty was mighty distracting.

"Do you mind if we go to your house?" I asked, still examining her perfect figure.

"OK! Sure, just follow me!" Leah said, smiling. I reciprocated the smile and followed her through the hall, down the stairs, through the living room and she stopped to wave good bye to Jasper and Alice.

"Bye, guys." she said, grinning at Jasper's and Alice's curious stares. "We'll be back later."

Jasper nodded and gave us an encouraging smile. Alice just shrugged and leaned closer to her husband. They continued watching television and we exited the mansion through the front door. Leah and I were walking down the front porch's steps, when we saw Rosalie, Emmett and Derek, coming towards us.

Derek was goofing around with Emmett, but turned serious when he saw that I was with Leah.

"Hey, Leah! Do you still wanna take the ride with me?" he asked hopefully.

Leah averted her eyes from Derek to me. "I, um..." she paused, and played with her hands. "I have to talk to Embry about something. But tomorrow we can totally do it!" she quickly added, giving him her award winning smile. Damn, she was falling hard for this guy!

Derek's serious expression, turned into a smile. "It's OK, Lee!" he said contently. "Tomorrow we'll do it, then!"

Lee? When did they start using nicknames?

"Embry," Derek said, nodding his head at me and continued to ascend the porch steps, Emmett following on his heels. I could swear that I saw him trembling. Jealous, much? Rosalie gave Leah a kind smile as she passed us, but glared at me when she stood beside me. Great! Now, I had Blondie as an enemy! Now she hated me!

We started trudging through the forest, down the path that led to Leah's cabin. I knew that Leah was nervous about the outcome of the conversation, but seriously, this was something that had to be done. I started thinking of how unfair life was. I might never get to imprint. I was going to be alone forever…

When we arrived to her house, she quickly walked to the kitchen. I heard the opening of cabinets and drawers, followed by her mellifluous voice. "Do you want something to eat, Emb?" she asked. "Im gonna make me some hot cocoa with marshmallows… Want anything?"

"No, thanks!" I said. I wanted to do this quick and fast.

"But, you love hot cocoa with marshmallows." she said disappointed.

I walked into the kitchen and watched her close the drawer and ambled towards the counter. "OK, Embry, lay it on me! Let's talk." she said, turning to face me. I was remained silence, unable to articulate my words. "First of all, I'm sorry. OK?" she said sadly. "I-"

"What the fuck are you sorry about, Leah!" I interjected. She was taken aback by my rude response. "I'm sorry that I interrupted you, but, damn Leah, you don't have to be sorry for anything! I was the one that confessed that I liked you in the first place! You made it clear from the beginning how you felt about me. It's alright with me, as long as I got the opportunity to be near you. As long as I could make you smile and make you forget about bad things in your life. I was fine! I paused. "I love you, Leah! You're one of my best friends and I'm happy that you imprinted on Derek. He is a great guy! You deserve the best and only the best. And to be honest, he is the best for you! Nobody is ever going to love you, the way he will love you, Leah."

I walked closer to the counter and stood beside her. She was surprised by my words, but they were all true. She deserved to be happy for once. Leah deserved it all.

"Leah, I have no doubt in my mind that no one is going to devote himself to you the way Derek will!"

Only me, Leah, no one would love you, adore you, dedicate their life and devote themselves like I would for you!

"He is, what's best for you, Leah. You deserve... you deserve to forget the past… let go of your suffering. You, pretty girl, deserve a second chance in life. A second chance to love and a second chance to truly be happy! The happiest girl, for the rest of your life! Happy forever, Leah!" I finished. I was feeling dejected, defeated and despondent. Because I knew that her happiness was before my own and to be honest, Embry Call, would never be Leah's happiness!

Tears were streaming down Leah's face and she immediately embraced me in a hug. "I love you Embry, you are the best friend I could have ever wished for! Thank you, Emb!"

She gently pulled away and stared into my eyes. "You are the best, Embry." she whispered, leaning her forehead against mine.

She smelled so gloriously. The proximity of her body, next to mine was intoxicating. I wanted to kiss her so badly. I wanted, I really wanted, but that would just end up hurting me even more. She smiled at me and gave me a peck on the cheek. When I saw her happy smile: I knew that I had done the right thing. I did what had to be done. She deserved only the best. She found her soul mate, they deserved to be together. I knew in my heart of hearts that I… I would love her forever and if she wanted me to remain by her side, I would stay beside her as long as she needed me.

"So," I said softly, as I gently pulled away from our embrace. "What are you planning on doing on your beach date with Derek?" I asked. I heard Emmett and Derek talking about it through Quil's thoughts when we were patrolling.

Leah started laughing and brushed off a few stray tears from her cheeks. "You will never change, Emb, you'll never change!" she grinned, but turned somberly. "When will you people understand… that it's NOT a DATE!" she shouted, blushing furiously!

I arched my eyebrow and stared down at her. Yeah, right. We started laughing loudly. The mood quickly turned more comfortable, as we laughed like all times.

In a way, I am happy. I still have my lovely Leah beside me, except, this time, I get to be her friend. Our friendship will never become what my heart so much desired. But, at least, I get to be beside her, for as long as I can be.

I still have my Leah, I only get to be her friend but I get to be with her for as long as I can...


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