A/N: Ok, so I'm not sure if I want this to be more dramatic or lighthearted yet. Let me know what you think! I'll try to get another chapter up soon, but its finals week… wish me luck and thank you for reading!

"Here you can sleep in Laura's room. Are you feeling ok?" Kate looked so concerned, Colette considered just telling her. But not now, she reasoned, she had no idea what to say she had to think about it, she couldn't do it sloppily.

"Much" so she said that instead, just… 'much'.

"Let me know if you need anything ok? I'm just in the next room."

"Ok" Colette conceded. "Good night"

"You look tired, get some rest." Kate left her.

Colette tucked her hair behind her ear. She put on her nightgown, but she couldn't sleep now. She was restless. She began to pace, as cliché as it seemed, pacing always seemed to help her think. She wrung her hands in frustration. She had never been so uncertain in her life. He mind was telling her that a child was a bad idea. But her heart…

Maybe if she told Dean he would forget all about Bridget? They could be a family, see the world together.

Still she knew that her heart often was to blame all those times she had been disappointed. All those times her heart had been crushed. This was too important to leave up to her heart. She had always been a firm believer in logic. Logic had never broken her.

She sat down on the bed tired and frustrated. Why couldn't she make up her mind? She'd decided to be logical. But it wasn't working.

Suddenly she found herself in the hallway, feet on the cold wood as she made her way to Kate's room.

"Kate?" she opened the door without knocking. Kate set down her book, looking a little shocked. But then she smiled.

"Hey, Is something…" she started but Colette's firm voice cut her off."

"I, um… I" suddenly Colette's heart sank to her feet. Her frustration had driving her to seek help but she was second guessing herself.

"What is it?" Kate's smile faded slightly.

"I'm pregnant" Colette, blurted out.