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First of all… I'm so freaking sorry I haven't updated in like forever!
This has been a very difficult month till this Christmas…
1) I started University, is freaking hard! Every day there is something new to do!
2) My house got robbed and it's kind of depressing to know that not even if you live in one of the best places in your city, you are not safe.
3) I failed my first Math exam… I have never in my life failed in an exam.
4) My mom is coming to visit from Venice with her husband on January and my head is spinning from the load of information!
But good things have happened too! I got cool Christmas gifts and yesterday I went to an "Hacienda" and I got to ride horses, play with an ostrich, kick ass in kicking ball and ride bikes with my family, so I'm kind of good now…
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Now Here you have Sam's POV, you get to know what he was actually thinking! Enjoy, Read and Review!
Chapter #14: SCP "Not just babies and Magic Crap"
Sam's POV:
I woke up to the feeling of several little fingers poking my face "Daddy!" Little Bree, my little princess, said in a sing-song voice.
"Waky, waky, papa!" Marcus said merrily.
"I don't think he's going to wake up." Josh said sadly. I immediately opened my eyes to greet my little angels.
"Hey, kids. Are you having a good time waking your daddy up on a Sunday morning?" I asked in a serious tone.
They all immediately looked guilty and sad.
"But mommy says it's noon and that you have to get up cause the wolves are coming." Josh said, his little lips quivering.
"Guys, I'm just kidding!" I said laughing and scooping them up from the floor onto the bed.
They all started squealing and laughing while I ticked them in their little stomachs.
"Daddy, daddy stop." My little princess said giggling like crazy.
I tickled them a little more and smiled at my little angels. They were all so beautiful, the perfect combination of Emily and me.
Bree Natasha was three, soon to be four. She had beautiful long black silky hair that was currently held by two braids. She was so pretty; she had inherited her mom's full rosy lips and button nose. She'd my same dark, almost black eyes. She loved animals and nature and was completely enamored with Zack Hyatt, Jared´s oldest son. Zack was only seven years old and may I say that she was really gonna be the death of me.
Then, there was Joshua, little Joshua David Uley. He was almost a carbon copy of me, but he had her moms high cheek-bones. He turned six this past April. He was the little alpha of the house, always making his friends and brothers do his biddings. He was stubborn just like me, but loved and protected his family to dead.
That left Marco, Marcus German was our last little trooper. He was 2 years old but looked like a big 3 year old. He was all me, completely. Emily says it's not fair, but I'm too proud, he´s the little joker, always happy and planning what to do. I already knew he was gonna be a trouble maker when he grows up!
I took one last look at them and ushered them downstairs while I went to the bathroom. When I finished my morning routine, I went downstairs to greet my beautiful wife. The kids were in the living room, Bree was watching her favorite show on ABC Kids "Little kiddies saving the planet". I'm sure I was going to have to deal with a vegetarian kid in the future. All the wolves in my pack were meat lovers, poor kid, I just hope she doesn't try to change her "uncles" eating habits…
Josh was as usual, drawing on the coffee table. Since he was 4 he had been drawing anything that crossed his mind. He actually draws pretty good for a 6 year old. Marco was playing with his blocks happily organizing them by color. I smiled to myself and headed towards the kitchen, were I could smell Emily preparing lunch. Two years ago, I stopped phasing. At first, I phased once a week, then two times a month and then monthly, it's has been a year since I last phase, and I hoped that it would continue that way.
I found Emily pouring some red sauce on a pan and humming softly to herself. God I love this woman so much. I couldn't imagine my life without her and my kids. I approached her slowly from behind, wrapping my arms around her waist and placing my head on her neck. She sighted contently and supported her weight against my chest.
"Good morning, beautiful," I said kissing her scars and her plump lips.
She smiled at me. "You mean good afternoon, right?" Emily said, as she turned to face me, lifting a perfect eyebrow and stared at me curiously.
I laughed and pecked her forehead. "You're right. I'm sorry, Em. We finished a bit late at the construction site yesterday." I said.
Paul, Jared and I opened a contractor agency six years ago. At the beginning it was hard, but right after a while of working diligently, everything worked out for us. We've a lot of people working for us. Paul, Jared and I are supervisors of the different projects that our company oversees. The money that we make with our company is good and it gives us time to be with our families and attend pack business.
Emily smiled and hugged me tighter to her. "I know, Sam. Kim told me this morning that Jared was dead on his feet. They are coming for lunch. Paul and Rach and their children are coming as well. They want to see the boys too." she said smiling excitedly at the idea of boys coming over.
Seth, Brady, Collin, Kane, Kevin, Ruly, William, Aden, Victor and Jhon went to school at UW. Seth being the first, then Collin and Brady, followed by the other. I made sure that they went to school. Some of us had to sacrifice our futures by protecting our tribe. But they didn't have to, since the Volturi came, things have been pretty normal.
Jake's pack took care of most things around La Push. Jared didn't patrol that much anymore. The guys sometimes patrolled at night. It was only for a few hours from Seattle for them to run back and forth to patrol. It made it easy for them, that way they didn't feel like they had abandoned their pack, as they put it, everyone was coming here along with their imprints with the exception of Seth, he and Angie were almost finished with their studies so they couldn't afford to come, but we were happy none the less, the guys that phased for the "Renesmee Battle" were just 11 when it happened and Emily, Kim and Rachel treated them as their own, they were too young to understand thing completely, they had to grow up faster than any other kids their age, and not just physically, thankfully they imprinted; Kev, Will and Aden imprinted in their freshman year on Lulu, Monica and Nataly; Jhon and Victor in their Junior year on Allegra and Jamie; and finally Kane and Ruly on their Senior year on Kendra and Sasha, all the girls with some other exceptions took the I-am-a-werewolf-and-I-imprinted-on-you news pretty well.
"…and I need you to organize the chairs in the back so that we can have more space in the patio to do the barbeque" Emily finished, I guess I zoned out for a minute or two there…
"Sure Em, I'll arrange the patio and…" She rolled her eyes at me trying to look annoyed by my lack of attention.
"And buy the drinks and snacks" She finished but there was already a smile on her face.
"Right! I'll do that now; you want me to take the kids?" I knew Emily wanted to dedicate herself to cooking and cooking only so the kids would be a distraction, Emily was not the type of mother to just let her kids run around without a care in the world.
She smiled and nodded "That would be great love, just don't let them persuade you into buying the whole store…" She trailed of knowing how hard it was for me to ignore my kid's pouty lips and puppy dog eyes.
"I'll try my best beautiful" I smiled and kissed her one last time and headed towards the living room. "Hey, kiddies, who wants to go with daddy to the supermarket?" I asked.
The kids immediately perked up and run into my arms. "Yes, daddy" they chanted in unison.
I laughed at their eagerness. "OK, go put your shoes on and come back here." I ordered. They smiled and ran upstairs to get ready.
Josh was the first one down, Bree followed and then Marco. I helped Bree and Marco tie their shoes and put on their sweaters and headed towards our Ford Explorer. When everyone was buckled securely in their car seat we headed towards the only supermarket in La Push.
We got out of the car and marched inside the market. The kids helped me picked every snack and drink known to man and I picked up some beer for the guys. My kids were playing and laughing along the aisle. Their laughter was contagious, it made me smile too. They were such great kids, they didn't really ask for anything. They always behaved in public, something I couldn't say about Paul's kids. Chace and Lance were the packs' trouble makers. They were little hurricanes that took everything in their wake. Sadly Marco loved them and "Wantd to bi jost like them".
When we were finished with our groceries, we headed towards the car, when I was about to climb up my cell phone started to ring.
"Hello" I said.
"Hey, Sam!"
"Oh, hey Kane, are you guys here already?"
"Yes, we just stopped at the diner, the girls wanted to eat, they didn't have breakfast on the way here and didn't want to burden Emily with the fact that their boyfriends could eat in any little horrible place and they couldn't" He said mockingly.
"Please tell me you guys didn't stop on Rolly's on the way here?" Rolly's was a diner that was on the way here, it was the most horrible place to any person that wasn't a werewolf, the food was greasy and the service was awful.
"Yeah, I don't see the problem in that" Kane said.
No wonder they didn't eat!
"Whatever, I'm just sorry for the revenge that is coming to you guys."
"Revenge?" He asked, gulping loudly on the other end of the phone line.
"Well, at least that's what Emily and Kim did to me and Jared for taking them there…" I shivered just thinking about that weekend that they simply decided that abstinence was the best way to get revenge. Of course after three days they couldn't resist any longer.
"OK, I'll call you later, Sam. We'll be there in an hour or so." he said. I could hear him before he did, "Baby, I'm so sorry, I promise you I'll never go there again while I'm with you!"
I chuckled and headed back home. When I arrived, Paul and Jared were already arranging the tables and chairs in the backyard. Emily, Rachel and Kim were in the kitchen. As soon as I stepped inside the house, Bree was already in Kim's arms and Josh and Marco were hugging Rachel's legs.
"Now now kids don't attack our guests." Emily joked.
"Where's Zacky, Auntie Kimmy?" Bree asked excitedly. Zacky was her "environmental lover friend". I just wish their relationship could be like that their whole life.
"He's playing with Chace, Lance, Lily and Sammy in the backyard, baby girl" Kim said, kissing Bree's forehead. She knew Zack was completely obsessed with my little Bree too.
All the kids immediately squealed and headed towards the patio.
I hugged Kim and Rachel quickly and left the groceries on the table and rushed to Emily. I kissed her and made my way towards Jared and Paul with three beers in my hands.
"Hey, guys!" I said, tossing the guys their beers.
"Hey, Sam, the guys are coming, right?" Jared asked.
"Yeah, dude, are they coming?" Paul said.
"Yeah, they'll be here in an hour or so. They took the girls to Rolly's." I said.
They immediately winced and laughed.
"Uncle, Sam!" Sammy, Chace, Lance and my god-daughter Lily came to hug me. I hugged them tightly and kissed them all and told them to keep playing. All the kids were playing with Zack's Siberian husky –the irony- Rocky.
Jared, Paul and I kept talking about a new project that we were going to be working on the following week and watched the kids as they play and ate their snack. The Hyatt twins were joined by the hip with the Walker kids. Poor Jared was going to have to deal with Chace and Lance, I wished him luck. At least Zack was the pacifist of the group!
It was two in the evening, when the guys arrived. They played with the kids and the girls went into the kitchen to gossip and catch up with Kim, Rach and Em. Everything was great! We got the BBQ started and drank beer.
When everyone had eaten, we played ball and the guys told jokes about their time in the University. The twins, Aden and Victor were studying business administration. Their dad owned a publicity agency in Seattle and wanted his kids to manage it when he retired. Jhon and Will were studying mechanical engineering. Kane, Kevin and Ruly were studying civil engineering. Collin and Brady were studying to become veterinarians.
Kendra and Sasha were studying physiotherapy. Lulu and Monica studied arts. Ally and Jamie were studying preschool education. Nataly was studying graphic design. Jess and Eli wanted to be vets, just like Collin and Bray, that's where they met.
We joked all afternoon and had a great time. The kids were exhausted, so Emily and I went to put them to sleep. Paul left with Rachel, each carrying and boy in their arms. Kim and Jared left dragging a sleepy Zack and Jared carrying both his daughters in each arm.
When we finished putting the kids to sleep, Emily and I went back downstairs to talk some more with the guys and girls. They all were going to stay in their parents' houses so they didn't need to return to Seattle today.
Emily went with the girls to talk about girl-stuff in the dining room and the guys stayed in the living room. Everyone was having a good time till Kane spoke.
"Yeah, talk about crazy! Leah Clearwater's dating and a wolf! You would have thought that after everything that happened she would have been more careful. But I guess Lee's just going after another heartbreak." he finished sadly.
"WHAT!!?" I yelled "What do you mean she's dating a wolf? Embry's the only available wolf around! How could he?" I barked, shaking.
It wasn't fair! It just wasn't!
"Wow, Sam, chill! It wasn't Embry. It's a wolf we've never seen before. We thought you knew. They were going cliff jumping after they left the diner." Ruly chimed in, trying to calm me down.
But that just gave me more fuel. A new wolf?! Was Leah crazy?! Didn't she suffer enough with what I did to her?! Imprinting can't be ignored! It's simply impossible! I tried, I swear to god I tried!
I couldn't take it any longer. I wasn't gonna let Lee-Lee hurt herself like this again. I bolted out of the house shaking uncontrollably. I couldn't phase. I couldn't let myself phase. I'd promised Em that I was going to stop phasing!
I ran to the cliffs as fast as I could. I caught Leah's scent, but it was mixed with other one, male, werewolf. The guys were right. I couldn't believe this! That's when I saw them. Leah was pinned to the ground and that asshole was on top of her!
I ran faster towards them, making my way to the clearing. They stopped as soon as they heard me, but I couldn't stop myself.
"Get your fucking filthy hands of Lee-Lee right now, asshole!" I yelled furiously.
Oh, this fucker was going to die!
Leah removed the guy's arms from around her and swiftly stood up. He was still on the floor, his mouth gaped open, a confused expression on his face, as he stared at me. Idiot!
"What the fucking hell, Sam?!" Leah shouted. At the sound of my name, he stood up and walked next to Leah. He looked furious, seething in anger. "What gives you the right to pull this fucking stunt, you damn bastard?" Leah yelled irately.
Was she nuts?! Didn't she understand the she has going to get hurt in the end?!
I began to shake, as I ran towards them. He stood in front of Leah and began to shake too. That only seemed to make me angrier. Did he seriously think that I was going to hurt Leah? I ran faster this time, he suddenly exploded into a white mass of fur and I followed soon after that. He stood in his hind legs, as he scratched me so I tried to bite him on the curve of his shoulder. He looked at me with so much hate, but I knew that I was looking at him just the same way. Didn't he care about Leah at all?! She didn't deserve any more suffering!
"Sam, stop!" Leah screamed, but I didn't pay attention. "Derek, please, stop!" she begged, but he didn't listen. So the fuckers name is Derek.
I saw Jared in my peripheral vision pinning Leah, preventing her from phasing, I guess the guys called him.
I continued attacking Derek with all that I had, but the fucker was strong. Suddenly, Embry and Quil appeared in the clearing, flanking Derek's sides. I stopped but continued circling around them. Derek's fur was covered with blood and he was limping, that made me smile but I could feel the already healing scars running down my face.
Jared phased and immediately went to my side just as Collin and Brady appeared at the clearing flanking me.
"Bro, you just made the biggest mistake you could have thought of!" Jared practically shouted in my head. "That's her freaking imprint!"
I immediately froze. Her imprint? Does that mean that they've imprinted on each other? That wasn't even possible! I could feel myself relaxing, but millions of thoughts ran through my head.
That's when she spoke. "What the hell, Sam? What the fuck crossed your idiotic mind? Really, what the fuck is your problem?"
I lowered his head in embarrassment. I didn't know, this wasn't even a fucking possibility. I felt her leap at me, sinking her teeth on the side of my neck, but I didn't react. I would never hurt Leah intentionally.
"What were you thinking idiot? How could you attack my imprint, just because you felt like it?!" she shouted, pouncing at me again, but Jared stopped her.
He phased back to his human form and stood between Leah and me. Derek growled angrily and I could hear Embry and Quil snickering on the back.
Leah turned and offered him wolf-y grin, they seemed to be communicating about god only knows what, when Jared cleared his throat.
"Leah," he paused and eyed Derek with disdain. "You need to meet with us at Sam's house. There are certain things that we need to discuss. Tell Embry to get an extra pair of pants for the boy."
Leah just nodded and started heading towards my house, while getting her clothes from the ground with her mouth and started heading there too.
Embry phased back into his human form and gathered Leah's and Derek's belongings I suppose. When he was done he phased back and ran towards the beach's parking lot. Quil, Derek and Leah ran together to my house, leaving me with Collin, Brady and a now wolf Jared.
"Hey, man, you OK?" Jared asked.
"Yeah, I'm good. I just can't believe this. This wasn't supposed to happen, I-I didn't imprint on Leah because wolves aren't supposed to imprint on other wolves. She is unfertile! This changes everything that the legends and elders say." I finished confused.
I could feel the sympathy in their minds. They were just as confused as me, I didn't understand any of this. Who was this new wolf? Did Jake know about him? Where the hell was he staying at?! He was kissing Leah, he couldn't have been little time in here and Embry and Quil were ready to defend him against me.
I stayed a couple of minutes in the clearing trying to calm down; when I was somewhat relaxed we started to make out way towards my house.
When I got to my house I simply couldn't phase back. It'd been so long since I last phased. My thoughts were jumbled up and I couldn't control them. Jared told Brady and Collin to phase back and wait in the porch.
"Don't worry man, I'll call Em." Jared told me and phased back. He put on his shorts and made his way towards the house.
I could hear Jared opening the door that led to the kitchen. "Hey Em, bring some shorts for Sam and come meet us outside. He can't seem to calm down enough to phase back. Maybe you can help him." he said. I heard Emily walking up the stairs and Jared made his way back and sat with Collin and Brady in the porch steps.
Emily was going to be so disappointed in me. She didn't deserve this, she didn't deserve me breaking my promise. She didn't deserve me feeling less of a man, because I didn't imprint on Leah. I didn't love Leah anymore, well, there is always a part of me that will always care for her. I loved Emily and my children entirely, they were my life. There was nothing better than them. But the feeling I had in my stomach wouldn't stop. Why wasn't I enough for Leah? What did this boy had that I didn't?
I turned my attention to Emily, she was walking hurriedly towards me with a worried smile on her face. It just made me feel more guilty, she should be mad at me, not worried about me. I hurt her, I knew I did.
She placed both her hands in my face and pressed her forehead against mine.
"I love you Sam, I know you didn't mean it. I'm sure there is a logical explanation. It's not your fault baby. Phase back" she said softly.
I whimpered and tried to phase back. I'm so sorry, Em, I thought. Looking at her in the eye, and she seemed to understand because she kissed my wolf-y nose and smiled.
"I forgive you, Sam, though there is nothing to forgive. But I forgive you. Phase back baby, please, for me" She said.
That seemed to do the trick. I immediately felt my body turn back into my human form. As soon as I was human again, I hugged Emily tightly to me. "I'm sorry, baby. It was all my fault. I though Leah was dating a wolf, and I couldn't bear the thought of her getting hurting again. I, I didn't know she had imprinted on him." I rambled.
Emily stiffened at this new revelation. "She imprinted, on a wolf? Wasn't that, um, like impossible?" she asked confused. I knew that she was worried, but I could see that joy in her eyes that Leah had finally found someone to love.
"Well, I guess the legends were wrong," I smiled at her.
She smiled her beautiful smile back me and kissed me, her honey flavored lips engulfed my in a soft kiss.
Emily didn't say anything else and started cleaning my wounds without a word. When she was done, she kissed all the scars and lastly kissed me one last time on the lips and made her way towards the house.
Jared stood up followed by Collin and Brady and entered the house. He told them to follow him and sit in the living room.
"OK, so I guess you girls can wait in the porch or in the kitchen." Jared said.
I entered the house and made my way towards the kitchen. I smiled at the girls and entered the living room. Collin, Brady and Jared were leaning against the wall, near the couch. Kane, Kevin, Ruly and Will were seated in the family couch on the end of the room and Aden, Victor and Jhon were seated on the other couch. Embry sat himself in the La-Z-Boy and Quil on the bean bag leaving Leah and Derek, standing up, waiting for me I guess. Before I started to speak Leah cut me off.
"What the hell, Sam Uley?!" Leah snapped furiously. "I can't even have a date without you appearing out of nowhere yelling like a crazy man and attacking my imprint!" she yelled furiously.
"Leah, Lee Lee, I-" I tried to say but she stopped me. I shouldn't have called her that.
"Call me Lee Lee one more time and I swear to God that I'm gonna kick your fucking ass so hard that you won't be able to sit for at least a month!" she shouted angrily. I guess that I just pissed her off more.
"I'm sorry, OK? I just didn't know he was your imprint." I said defensively. "Hell! It wasn't even possible for you to imprint!" I heard Derek growl behind Leah. "I thought he was, I-I just didn't want you to get hurt again." I whispered.
"Well, let me tell you something very important, and try to listen this time Samuel!" She said condescendingly, as she pointed at me. "I'm not your business anymore. I stopped being your business when you imprinted on my freaking cousin and left me to die! I stopped being your business when I broke away from your damn pack! And if he wasn't my imprint, it's my fucking problem who I date or go out with. You didn't have the right to do what you did! You don't own me Uley! Are you fucking crazy?" She yelled, fuming with anger. She began to shake uncontrollably, she was going to phase here.
Before I could do anything Derek wrapped his arms around Leah's waist and pulled her to him. He buried his face on the crook of her neck and sighed.
"Relax, it's all good now. Just relax, Lee" he whispered making her relax almost instantly.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing, no one, not even Jake or Seth have been able to calm Leah that fast. The old Leah would have phased without a second thought. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I couldn't even stop to think when I hurt Emily. Hurt flooded my soul, like a strong tidal wave, hitting me like a ton of bricks. It has been almost 9 years, but I will never forgive myself for what I did to her.
"I'm sorry, OK. It's not gonna happen again." I said and tried to approach her.
Before Leah could say anything Derek placed his hand on her waist and dragged her away from me. "I hope it doesn't happen again, Sam, for your own good" Derek sneered.
I growled at him too, but Leah stopped us before we could try to kill each other again.
"OK, let's finish this, I want to go home." She said in a serious tone.
"OK, Collin, bring two chairs from the kitchen, please." I said, shit-head didn't need a chair.
"I see that you still command them around, Sammy. Bad habits never die, right?" Leah said after Collin left to the kitchen.
I ignored her comment, and waited for Collin to bring the chairs. I stopped the Alpha commands as soon as Jake broke from the pack. It was stupid to force them to do something they didn't want to do. I knew I made mistakes in the past, but she can't still blame for everything.
When Collin came back to the living room he gave me one of the chairs and the other one to Leah. She sat Derek in the chair and sat on his lap, tilting her head back and resting it on his shoulder. The jackass placed his hands on her thighs and with his thumbs, started making small circles on her skin.
I saw the other wolves tensing up at this, did she think that she could come and grope her imprint in my house, in front of me? I didn't feel anything for her anymore.
"Could you please cover yourself or put a shirt on or something?" I asked annoyed at her lack of clothing.
"No, thanks. I'm comfortable the way I am." Leah said, smirking at me.
I rolled my eyes but continued. "OK, first of all, who is he? Why is he in your pack and not in mine? Jake established the rule that all the new wolves were to come to my pack. If they wanted to, they could belong to Jake's pack after they were in mine." I said irritated. Those were the rules, how could he brake them without me noticing?
"Um, first of all," she paused, smacking her lips together to irritate me even more. She knew how much I hated that. "This is not you pack, it's Jared's. You stopped phasing a year ago and now he is the Alpha. I think he should be the one sitting there," she said pointing towards my chair and then looking at Jared. "Having this conversation with us, Mr. Uley."
Jared looked like a deer caught in the headlights, "It nothing. Sam can take of this, right Sam?" Jared said me. I should have asked him his opinion on this, before I could say anything Leah spoke again.
"Whatever, let's make this short. This is Derek Ateara. Yes, he is Quil's cousin. He phased in 2004 when he was 19. He has been alone since then; a couple of weeks ago he phased and could hear Jake and Quil in his head. Jake offered him to come here and stay at the Cullens'; he accepted and got here from L.A. the day after Jake and Nessie's wedding, we imprinted on each other at the same time and that's it!"
"What? He just came here just like that? He didn't care about his family? Pff, great boy isn't he?" I mocked; didn't he care about his family at all?
"For your information, Sam," Derek said. "My parents died the day I phased. They were killed by a vampire. I have lived with my grandparents since then, dealing with being a werewolf alone, thinking that I was the only one like this, so don't you fucking judge me, imbecile"
I tensed at Derek's stamen but remained serious. "And yet, you are living with vampires? How ironic?" I knew I was being an imbecile but I couldn't contain myself, I didn't like the guy, even if he was Leah's imprint.
"That's none of your fucking business, dickhead! Well, that was all! He decided on his own to stay with Jake and his pack. That's all you need to know, Sam Uley. Go back to the little la-la-land that you live in, where nobody has free will, dipshit! And back off! Don't you dare come near me again, Sam!" Leah warned. "Come on guys!" She ordered to Quil and Embry who were in catatonic state in their chairs. They quickly stood up and made their way towards the door.
Leah and Derek stood up too, but she turned towards me. "Listen, Uley, for the sake of Emily, this never happened but I don't want nor need your opinion for anything anymore. Jake will arrive tomorrow; you can talk to him from now on." Leah said sternly.
She turned around to leave but I stopped her. "Leah, wait," I stopped, looking down at her. "We have to make a meeting with the elders. This imprint changes everything we knew about, well, imprinting. Imprinting was for us, the wolves, so that we could carry out the gene to our offspring, to create stronger and better wolves... you... you can't have babies." I said. The last part was barely audible. I really shouldn't have said that, it was stupid and a low blow; I was just digging myself into a deeper grave.
"I don't care, Sam. I don't see the need in a meeting. This will change nothing, so I don't really see the point. My mom already knows about this and that's all I care about. Bye, Sam" She turned and dragged Derek with her towards the door.
And with that last word Leah left the house.
I was frustrated with myself. I didn't handle this the way I should have. I said stupid things. I was just pissed that this Derek guys was more man than I was! It wasn't even about Leah anymore, who did he think he was?
Ugh, I have to stop this. For god's sake, Sam, he lost his parents! And you didn't even say anything about it, you just mocked him!
My rambling was stopped by a hand in my shoulder.
"Dude, calm down, it's over, go to Emily. We are all leaving, you did well" Jared said, he was really a great friends, and he was a good Alpha too.
"Thanks, bro. I'm sorry I didn't take you opinion in anything today, I just ignored you. I'm sorry" I said.
"Hey, don't worry. This was something you needed to do on your own. I understand man, there is nothing to be sorry about." He patted my back and made this way towards the door, everyone said good bye and promised to come back tomorrow before they left to Seattle again.
I closed the door, turned the heat on, turned off the lights, and checked on my children before I made my way to my bedroom. Em was sleeping peacefully in the bed. Her small hand was stretched towards my side of our bed, as if searching for me.
I took a quick bath and put on some boxers and a pair of flannel pajama pants. After we had Josh; Emily and I started putting actual clothes to go to sleep, and made my way towards our bed. I positioned myself close to Emily and she immediately sensed my presence.
"Hey baby, how did it go?" She asked sleepily.
"Shhh, babe, it's all settled now, everything is OK, go to sleep, beautiful, sorry for waking you up." I said while kissing her face and taking her in my arms.
"Mmm," She answered and placed her head on my chest and a tangled her legs with mine. "I love you, Sam".
I kissed her head once more and inhaled her rich honey and warm smell, this was what I was made for, loving this woman, I was men enough, I was made for Emily, Leah wasn't made for me, this wasn't about babies or legends or some magic crap, this was love, the person that completed us, that made us better, happy, content, Emily was my life and I was hers, this was the way it was supposed to be, her in my arms for the rest of our lives.
"I love you too Emily, with all my heart" I sighted contently and let sleep engulf me.
So, what did you think? I hate people hating the twilight characters, I hope you like the insight to Sam's life, I have plans for the wolves, their imprints and even the wolf kids!
I hope everyone has a wonderful New Years Eve! And I'll try to update ASAP Chapter 15, which is gonna be on Derek's POV!
At last, stories i'm betaing... The World As We Knew It by TwilightHeart21, this is story is freaking amazing! You should def check Twi's stories! And Love Hurts by Bible Chick, two words, GO READ!
-Laura
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