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BPOV:

I don't think Edward noticed that Mike was the reason I hesitated. That's one good thing at least.

I began to continue walking to our seats as though nothing had happened.

I will not make a complete fool of myself in front of Edward; I will not make a complete fool of myself in front of Edward. I repeated it again and again in my head as though I was wishing away all of my clumsiness and such but as usual nothing good ever happens to me.

I tripped over someone's book and I would have gone sprawling forward if Edward hadn't caught me. As if on cue a blush began to spread to my cheeks.

He quickly set me upright and we continued walking. Finally we reached our seats at the back of the classroom which were sadly directly behind Mike's chair.

Why was the school staff out to get me? What had I ever done to them?

I guess this is another one of those unanswerable questions.

As the teacher began his lecture I saw Mike slowly lean backwards.

I cringed away and was now sitting at the very edge of my seat. This could turn fatal.

I glanced at Edward and he hadn't noticed, he was staring out the window with a distant look on his face.

I wonder what he's thinking about.

Uh-oh, the teacher had turned his back to us and was writing something on the board just as Mike's hand started to edge towards my thigh.

Damn Alice and her making me wear a short skirt.

I hated Mike. Maybe I could stab his hand with something.

Hmm let's see.

I don't really have a knife on me.

Guess this pencil will have to do. I'll remember to bring a butcher knife with me next time.

I grabbed the pencil and jammed it with all my strength in to Mike's hand.

"F*ck! I'll kill you swan!"

He was about to throw a punch at me but I saw someone's hand stop him. Edward's hand. Guess he noticed after all.

"Don't you ever f**king touch her again Newton."

I felt like doing a happy dance, Edward told Newton to f*ck off just for me!

I sounded like a clingy fan girl.

I shuddered at that thought.

Edward already had a huge amount of fan girls stalking him at a daily basis.

Why does he even care? Does he really think that I am incapable of protecting myself?

Did I not just stab him with a pencil?

I huffed indignantly. I can protect myself; I've been doing it all morning he does not have to take pity on me.

I hate it when people do that.

"Sit down Mr. Newton and join me after school for detention."

I noticed that he didn't say anything to Edward, maybe it was just because of the ridiculous amount of A's he got or something.

Finally Mr. Banner paid attention to what was going on in class. He's an okay teacher but he always has an expression on his face which indicates that he wants to be here as much as we do.

I can't say I blame him. I'd be wearing that expression too if Newton was in my class.

I looked at Edward again and saw that he was looking at me with an amused expression. So he did see me stab Newton with a pencil.

Wonder why he stepped in though. It's not like we are best friends and he sticks up for me and such.

We barely even talk to each other though we have sat together in this classroom for over a year and Mike used to flirt with me everyday, well I never went as far as stabbing him with a pencil before but I was in a horrible mood and I was completely fed up with every thing so you couldn't really blame me.

Maybe he does have feelings for me, or maybe I'm just loosing my mind.

I think the second ones probably the most possible.

The day Edward would have feelings for me is the day when pigs will fly.

I suddenly had a mental picture of giant fat pigs in blonde wigs flying around in the sky.

I couldn't help myself, I just laughed my head off until I realized that I was in the middle of class and now everyone was looking at me like I was crazy or something.

I didn't even bother to cover up I just looked at them and gave them my winning smile and waved until they shook their heads and looked away.

Honestly they should know by now that I make a complete fool out of myself on a daily basis. They should have gotten used to it by now.

I was worried what Edward would think of me though.

Wait why the hell did I care? I didn't care.

Did I care? No, of course not.

Oh who am I kidding? I was in denial and I knew it.

As long as I am in denial might as well enjoy it though.

I didn't want to have to face the truth any sooner then it was necessary.

Yes, you could call it cowardly but that's just the way it was.

I couldn't be in to him. I just couldn't.

I would crush every hope if I have to but I will not let myself fall for Edward Cullen no matter what happens.

I looked at Edward from the corner of my eye and saw that he was staring out of the window again.

He looked really deep in thought. It looked like he was trying to figure out a difficult math problem and no matter how hard he tried he just couldn't put together all the pieces of the puzzle to find out the answer.

Huh, weird.

For the rest of the lesson I tried really hard, that is to say that I failed miserably, at not to staring at Edward.

I mean don't get me wrong he's pretty good to look at but I'm really not that type of person who goes for outside beauty.

But there was just something about his expression which made me feel like I was getting to see some emotion which he had never felt before.

It felt like a one sided conversation.

Sometimes his emotions were written so clearly on his face like somebody actually had printed them in bold across his forehead but other times his face was completely unreadable.

It made me curious.

I wanted to get inside his head and hear what he was thinking.

Just then the bell rang which was sort of sad because I wouldn't get to see him until tomorrow.

Stop it Bella! What the hell do you think you're doing? Pull yourself together women, you sound like a fat boy in a room full of chocolate. He is not eye candy!!

Wow, screaming at myself in my head was giving me a headache.

I decided to skip gym and go home early. There's only so much I can take in one day without snapping.

Maybe I can grab a rusty knife and go on a massive killing spree throughout the country. That'd be sure to cheer me up.

I called up Alice to let her know that I'd be leaving early.

I don't want her to came after me and lecture me in front of the whole school like she did last time.

Yes she actually did that.

Or that time when I managed to get to truck but as soon as I opened the door the song Barbie Girl started playing so loudly that all of the school administration, along with all the students of course, came out side to see what the noise was about.

Aah, good times. I loved that lil pixie to bits; I don't know what I'd do with out her.

I dialed her number and she picked it up after the first bell. She didn't even say hello but she said: "Don't even think about it Bella." In a low menacing voice as though I was going to murder someone.

Alice hated it when I tried to shut the world out though I couldn't see what the big deal was, it's not like the world wanted me there in the first place.

I sighed; this was going to be hard. Okay two options either I butter her up and promise to go shopping with her afterwards or I try threatening her.

No way, I could not handle another shopping trip without ending up in jail for murdering someone.

Threatening it is then.

"Alice if you don't let me go right now I promise you…"

But she cut me off. The pixie cut me off!!!

The nerve of her!

"Oh puh-lease Bella don't try to sound menacing it doesn't suite you and you won't be able to find any of my stuff anyway."

She had a point there. Alice always kept her stuff safely locked away. Damn, the pixie was always one step ahead of me.

I tried a different approach.

"Please Alice? I can't stand another second in this hell hole, I might end up killing someone and then I might end up in jail and I wont be able to go to college and I wont be able to fulfill my dreams and you will have no one but yourself to blame."

"I'm not falling for it Bella."

Urgh! She is so frustrating.

Time to go rogue.

"Listen here pixie, I am going home right now and if you even dare to try to stop me I will…."

But I didn't get to finish because she hung up on me.

I heard someone chuckle behind me and I turned to see Edward leaning against a wall looking at me. How long had he been standing there listening to me?

"Uh hi?" Oh come on as if you could have found anything better to say.

Luckily I didn't get to hear what he thought of my brilliant greeting because I suddenly heard someone scream my name.

"ISABELLA MARIE SWAN!"

Oh crap she's here.

All the people in the corridor stopped and stared as Alice made her way towards me her face livid.

They actually cringed away from her as she passed them.

Uh-oh, should I be running?

Even some of the teachers had gathered around and were watching her advance but no one made any move to stop her.

Oh thanks a lot people, I'll remember to thank all of you for your immense support in my will. Note the sarcasm?

She finally stopped in front of me her face almost in level with mine since she was wearing stilettos.

Geez I didn't say anything that bad! Does she have to create a scene over it?

"You are going to go to class right this instant and don't you even think about heading towards the door because I am telling you now that you WILL regret it."

"But Alice I…"

"March missy!"

I sighed, I had no choice but to turn around and head for gym.

Just as I was about to take the first step I heard her say

"And another thing I AM NOT A PIXIE!"

Wow she was so loud I thought only dogs would be able to hear her. I saw Edward crack a smile at that and I had to try hard not to laugh.

Alice stood there heaving large breathes and glaring at me. Out of nowhere Emmet came and placed a hand on Alice's shoulder.

"Geez Alice one of these days you'd end up giving the poor kid a heart attack."

I couldn't suppress a giggle at that one and earned myself a glare from Alice.

I quickly made my escape while Emmet was restraining Alice.

Who knows what she would have done if Emmet hadn't come by in time.

It was things like these that made my life even remotely livable, I mean sure she did scare the shit out of me sometimes but I enjoyed myself immensely with each and every one of those memories because god knows that we all need a bit of color in our life.

Even if that color comes in the form of a small annoying pixie.