Please note that these characters belong to their original creators as do any songs used in this fiction, not me, this is just my take on what might happen enjoy and let me know what you think.

also i am trying to fix any mistakes that i might have miss in past chapters (i.e spelling, grammer)

please note that (%$£&^%) means Cybertronian cursing

Ratchet at last broke the tense silence, "this may take some time to explain" was all he said before getting down into a sitting position, he looked Sam right in the eye's and started speaking with the softest, calmest tone he could manage, this didn't bode well, Ratchet was famous for his great medical skill and equally bad bed side manner, the fact that he was doing everything he could to soften this blow made Sam's blood run cold and caused Bumblebee to hold on to him even tighter than Sam was, Ratchet could tell that the pair were worried, "let me start by saying that what is happening is not life threatening, you will make it through this in one piece but there will be some changes to you physically" Ratchet waited for this information to sink in.

Sam was hit by two thoughts at once the first was that he was going to live and that was good, the second was that he was going to change, that was not so good, would he have two heads?, four arms?, what?, Ratchet hadn't said, just that he was going to change, as these thoughts ran round Sam's head, Bumblebee was just focusing on the fact that Sam was going to live, no matter what else Sam would still be here, that meant a lot to Bee and if Sam changed then he would be with him through it all to the end and beyond.

When first piece of information had sunk in a little Sam asked "what kind of changes?", again Ratchet paused, not working things out like before but choosing the right words, "there is no simple way to put this" Ratchet at last said, "you are turning into a Cybertronian, an Autobot to be exact", again Ratchet waited for this to sink in, but Sam quickly blurted out "how big?", "there's no way to tell for sure, you won't be any smaller, but you may grow larger and if that happens the process may take some time to complete and during that time you body will most likely be in stasis due to the energy required", this information took longer to sink in, again opposing thoughts entered Sam's head the first being that if he stayed the same size then he might be able to pass him self off as human in the same way the Decepticon Alice had when she had tried to get information from him,

though the thought of her in general made him feel sick,. he would still be able to attend college and speak to the government on behalf of the Autobot's.

The opposite of these thoughts was that if he grew to a full size Autobot how would he ever be able to live a normal life, he could hardly go to college like that, even if it would make a few things easy like doing research on the internet in seconds or smiling as his professor tried to hand him a bad grade while Sam had a cannon as big as the man's head pointed at him, these thoughts were interrupted be a very strange image. It was one of an Autobot, him as an Autobot sitting in class like everything was normal, no-one in the class noticed that he was different, even though he needed an entire side of the lecture hall just to sit down, there was his jerk professor scared out of his mind by the huge armored, heavily armed student who had just answered one of his hardest questions with ease, normally such a student would have received a sharp remark but he daren't say anything back this time, Sam's thoughts took another u-turn, how could he even think that would be fun, his life was over if that happened, there would be no-one who wanted him, no-one at all in his life, not even Bee would want to be with him, would he, Bumblebee had heard everything ratchet had just said too, but he had not let go of Sam, he just held on tighter.

Coming out of his thoughts sam looked at his Bee again, Bee's avatar showed signs of worry for Sam, but he didn't look repulsed or horrified at the fact that Sam was changing, he just wanted for the teen to be safe and in-between the worry there was Bee's normal expression, the one that Sam had come to know as the the one the Autobot wore just for him, Sam hadn't wanted to say what he was feeling, he didn't know what he was feeling, but the words came out anyway "what if I turn into a monster?", Bee let go of his hand, Sam felt that his heart would stop there and then with that act, but he then felt Bee's soft, strong, loving hands on his face, those blue eyes staring straight into his, as if Bee was looking into his soul, the words that followed made him feel better than he had ever felt in his whole life, "you will never be a monster to me, no matter what you think, or feel, or or what anyone says, you will always be beautiful to me", Sam saw the blush spread across Bee's face, he knew that the Autobot meant every word with all his spark, Sam wanted nothing more than for Bee to hold him until the hurt went away, but one more question forced it's ugly way into his mind, "how did this happen", the words slipped out with out him realizing.

Ratchet coughed and said, "this is the complicated part" like the rest was easy, "sam you have a piece of the allspark in you, no more than a splinter of the small shard you touched, but it still has a lot of power in it, while your body was still functioning normally, I.E still alive, it was mostly dormant, but when you died in Egypt it reacted to your body like like it was a spark-less shell and created a new spark inside you, this spark started changing your body first healing it, then altering it, starting with your heart, I believe this is one of the reasons the the matrix reacted to you after you came back, because by then you were already part Cybertronian" Ratchet paused at this point, then slowly shifting his head down and continued "you may even be a prime",the news hit Sam hard, not only was he no longer human, but he may even by one of the leaders of the Autobots, this was just to much for him he wanted the world to go away, he wanted all this to be a dream.

Bumblebee could tell that this last piece of information was to much for Sam, he didn't know how he just knew, Bee gathered Sam up in his arms with little protest, after all he had been through the teen still trusted Bumblebee with his life and Bee was glad of that more than anything, while he carried Sam Bee opened his com link and told ratchet he needed to take his charge somewhere safe and most importantly private, Ratchet said over the link "there are some empty barracks near by, I'll make sure that you aren't disturbed" ratchet stopped for a second as Bee put Sam in his drivers seat, looking over the young Autobot's avatar, taking readings, as Bee started his engine Ratchet commed him and said "I take that you'll be using your avatar to stay close to sam", Bumblebee replied "yes I'm not leaving him alone", "in that case I'll be along in a few hours with something that will help you do that".

Bee was confused by what ratchet had said, what could help him and how, thought this was a puzzle bumblebee had more something important to do, he needed to look after Sam, so he raced out of the hanger and over to one of the empty barracks, once there he lifted the teen out of the drivers seat and carried him in to the dark room, switching his avatar to night vision Bee quickly found an empty bunk an put Sam on to it, then he looked for the light switch, after the lights over head had flickered to life be went back to Sam, and sat near him, watching him stare at a spot on the floor, Bee could almost hear the thoughts running round in the teen's head, one thing leading to another then back to the start, though be could have broken the loop and made Sam talk about what he was feeling Bee decided to just sit and watch, waiting for Sam to be ready to talk.

Time passed slowly for Bumblebee, the seconds seemed to drag by like they were taunting him, just as he had decided to rip the %$£&^% clock from the wall Sam spoke for what seamed the first time in days, "what am I supposed to do bee, how do I deal with all this, what if I get things wrong, what do I do?", Bee looked at him taking Sam's altered hand in his own, holding it gently, "no matter what sam I will always be here for you, no matter what, if you fall I will catch you, if things go wrong I will make them right, you just do what you always do and I will be there for you through it all", Sam heard the words, he knew that bee would do all that for him, but he still felt like everything was falling apart, that he would have nothing left after all this was over.

He carried on "what do I tell my parents, what to I tell mikaela, how do I go to college", again Bee answered him with words of comfort, but still Sam carried on, this kept up until Sam asked "what if I look like megatron", Bumblebee took hold of both Sam's hands, this time holding on tightly and said word's straight from his spark, partly out of love, partly out of the need to reach Sam, "sam no matter what you look like, no matter what happens I love you, I always have and I always will, no matter what", these words reached Sam more than any others could have, Bee loved him, he said that he loved him, that it would never change, it was one thing, one thing that was solid in a world that was falling apart, everything that had been troubling him melted away, only Bee remained, only his word's, his touch, his face, his lips, his lips that had never been kissed, slowly Sam moved forward closing the space between them.

The first touch was soft as silk, like nothing Sam had ever felt before, slowly Bee hands let go of Sam's hands, moving his own round Sam's back holding him, caressing him, Sam's hand's moved as well one arm around bee's neck the other running through the soft hair, Sam didn't like this, it was his altered hand and every thing still felt numb, he wished that he could really feel Bee's hair, the few strands that had brushed against his other arm felt so soft, as if he had just flipped a switch Sam suddenly felt soft hair filling his palm, Bee's hair, the hand had feeling but not like before everything was enhanced, lost in these new feelings Sam suddenly found that he needed to breath, pulling back Sam looked at Bee's panting face then at his hand, "did I do something wrong" Bumblebee asked nervously, "no you were great bee, it's just I suddenly got feeling in my hand and your hair felt so soft and I needed to breath and.." Sam never got finish what he was saying as Bee started exploring Sam's mouth again, they both fell back onto the bed exploring each others body's with new senses for the first time, neither had done this before so things were taken slowly, each feeling remembered each patch of skin explored inch by inch.

Things were going great until Bee let go of him and sat bolt upright, Sam looked confused and worried before Bee gave him a small smile then he turned to the door and a loud knock came from the other side, when Bumblebee opened it Sam could see Ratchet standing there he was bent down so he could hand something over, Bee took the object and plugged it into the wall, when Sam managed to get a good look at it the this strange device he was hit by how it reminded him of some strange sci-fi prop from old movies, it was all metal with circuits attached here and there, the top had a glowing blue dome the seemed to pulse, with energy, like a mini lighting storm had been bottled up inside, Sam's attention turned back to the open door Ratchet crouched there telling Bumblebee what it was "this remote charger will power your avatar, without pulling power from your real body, that means that you won't need to go into stasis for as log as you have been doing, so long as your avatar spends at least four to five hours in range of it, that range is one hundred yards and as for sam I don't care that you were being careful with each other, he needs his rest, so no physical activity beyond the daily norm and you know what I mean by that bumblebee" on hearing this Bumblebee pulled a face at Ratchet and slammed the door shut, Sam heard ratchet walking off the sound of each foot step hitting the ground heavily.

Bee turned back to Sam from the looks of things Ratchets interruption had allowed the events of the day to catch up with him, he walked over and put his hand on his loves head, something he had seen the teens mom do when the he was ill, slowly Sam let his head fall back onto the pillow behind him he felt Bee's soft lips on his brow where moments before his love's hand had been, his love, that sounded so nice, so right, Sam's last image of the waking world that day was Bee watching over him, the last sound he heard was his own voice saying "I love you to my bumblebee", as Sam's eye's closed Bee laid down beside him wrapping his arm's round his one true love and let stasis take hold.