They walked to the edge of the cliff of where they were standing to see the barren crater where the Brotherhood of Evil's base once stood. It was just too much to believe only a few moments ago they were fighting alongside him, and now he was gone. Starfire could not contain her tears and began to openly cry for the loss of her fallen friend. Robin was there to hold her and console her as best as he could. He also was on the verge of tears from losing Beast Boy. He mentally blamed himself for not protecting Beast Boy, saying there was probably something he could have done to prevent this. But he managed to keep a straight face for the sake of his teammates. He needed to set an example and be strong for them, but he still shook slightly.

Cyborg stood their clenching his fist tightly, he was really upset that his best friend was now gone. He couldn't even remember the last thing he said to him and wished that it had been him instead. Silent tears began to stream out of his human eye slowly as he shook to try and stop himself from crying openly. As for the Doom Patrol they merely put their heads down and mourned the loss of their green teammate. They tried to keep themselves together so they would not seem weak in front of the Titans.

As for Raven she merely stood there not shaking, not moving; just staring at the crater. But that was just her outward appearance, on the inside she was perhaps the most upset about his death. Her normal stoic expression had softened considerably but it was unnoticeable since her hood was up. She then remembered the last few days with Beast Boy. How she and he just talked and enjoyed each others' company, she even got to learn a few new things about him. She also remembered the night before where she just got to sit close to him and bathe in his essence. She had never felt more comfortable in her entire life then when she slept next to him. She then remembered his offer to watch the sunrise with him and now realized that that would not come true. Then a small but very real tear rolled down her cheek. She noticed this and placed her hand on her cheek and thought about him one more time. She sighed and put her hand underneath her cloak and said, "There's nothing more we can do here, let's just go home." They all looked at her wanting to say something but knew she was right and nodded. As they turned around they were met with the saddened Doom Patrol.

"Before you Titans head home, there is something you need to see. It is back at our ship," Mento said sounding defeated. The Titans nodded and followed him back to their ship. Throughout the whole trip back it was completely silent all they could hear was the animals around them. They soon entered the Doom Patrol's ship and took a seat in the available chairs except for Raven who decided to stand. Mento held out a disk that looked like a DVD and showed it to the Titans. He placed it in the disk drive and reached his finger for the "play" button, but stopped a few centimeters short of it and turned to face the Titans and said, "Now before I play this there is something you should know." They listened intently on what he had to say. "There was a possibility that none of us would come back from this mission. That's why I did not want you involved. In the Doom Patrol our oath is "No matter what it takes" and Beast Boy truly put them to words. Before we left I told him to say any final words to you but he decided to put it on a DVD. This is what we talked about before our mission." Finished with what he had to say he turned around and pressed play and the video began to load.

After Mento finished there was even more despair amongst the Titans. They now knew why he was so upset earlier, to think there was an even greater chance that you could die and not be able to tell your friends must have been heart wrenching. The Titans were broken out of their musings as the video began to play.

Beast Boy just stood there facing the camera for a moment before he began to speak.

"Hey guys it's me Beast Boy. Of course you already know that," he said and then laughed nervously as he scratched the back of his neck. He looked down solemnly for a moment before averting his gaze back up to the camera. "Anyway guys I guess since you're watching this video, then you know I'm dead."

The other Titans looked down for a moment not able to see the video of their friend for a minute. But they felt as though they owed it to him. They put their heads once again to hear him continue on.

"I guess you guys feel it's somehow it's your fault that this happened. But it's not, Mento told me not to tell you guys and that's what I did. Oh and Mento if you're watching this video then know it's not your fault either. All of it was my choice, and I guess it was pretty poor for this to happen," he said as he shrugged his shoulders at the end. "But guys, there is something you should know this isn't the only video I made. At Titans Tower in my room there is four more DVDs one for each of you as well as something else. I won't tell you what though; you have to see for yourself."

When he said that, the others raised their eyebrows in confusion but they were also upset that Beast Boy had made videos for each of them in case he died. But they would focus it on that later; right now they wanted to hear what their friend had to say.

"I'm really sorry that this had to happened, I can't even imagine what you guys are feeling right now. But I'm glad I got to meet you guys, you were the best friends a guy could ask for. Starfire you were the nicest person I've ever met and Robin, you would do anything to keep anyone from harm and I respect you for that. Cyborg, man thanks for all the great pranks, jokes and just being my best friend," he said while crying and having a smile on his face. He paused for a moment before continuing. "Raven, you've always listened to my jokes even though you hated them and you are perhaps the most selfless person I've ever seen. I just wish I could've gotten to know you better," he paused again as silent tears streamed down his face. "I'm sorry Raven, but I guess we won't be able to watch the sunrise when you get back. Well I guess that's it Bye Guys," he finished with tears and a smile on his face.

The other Titans began to cry openly, well most of them. Starfire cried very openly and clutched to Robin's chest which he openly accepted. As for Robin silent tears ran down his cheeks at what his friend said. Cyborg shook violently and punched the floor of the Doom Patrols ship, they didn't care because they knew the Titans needed to vent. As for Raven she just looked at the blank screen wide eyed not moving. When he said that they wouldn't be able to watch the sunrise together she put her hand over her mouth and gasped sharply. She soon began to think of all the moments they had together and tears began to form in her eyes. Without saying a word she ran out of the Doom Patrol's ship and ran to the open clearing between the two ships. She couldn't deal with this, after trying to be strong for her friends, she finally snapped at what his final words were. Once she was out in the clearing she dropped to her knees and cried openly and loudly into her hands. The others had found her in the clearing balling her eyes out. They knew why to, although it did not seem like it at first she missed him if not more so then the others did. She continued to cry as Cyborg approached her and placed a hand on her shoulder. She jumped at his touch and looked to see who it was and saw it was Cyborg through her tear-filled eyes.

"You ok?" Cyborg asked concerned for her. She shook her and began to hiccup as she was starting to come down. Everyone could tell she wanted to be alone right now but knew this was not the time or place. "Come on Raven, let's go home," Cyborg said solemnly. Raven was hesitant to reply at first but "here" was the last place she wanted to be right now. She nodded and got up with Cyborg's help. The Titans began to walk back to their ship but was stopped when Mento got their attention.

"I'm sorry that things turned out this way. We do understand what you are going through, but you must understand we didn't have a choice but to fight them," Mento said in a serious and yet sad tone. Three of the Titans turned around and glared angrily at him. However Raven continued to stare at the ground still shaking slightly and when she heard what Mento had to say it took all of her will power not to breakdown crying again and began to shake even more.

"You should not say such things about Beast Boy. He is a wonderful friend that I do not wish to be gone," Starfire stated with tears in her eyes and slight anger in her voice. Mento was about to speak but Robin interrupted him.

"Mento we do understand, but I think we should go before you say something you might regret." And with that all the Titans got into their own compartments and Cyborg started the ship to go home. Throughout the whole trip back all anyone could hear was the roar of the engine as all the Titans were silent at the loss of their friend. Once they arrived Raven quickly stepped out of the ship and basically ran to her room. The others stared at where she had left and wondered why she was so upset.

A few hours passed and it was night now in Jump City. Robin had explained to the honorary Titans what happened and said they could leave, but there would be a ceremony honoring Beast Boy in a few days. All was quiet in Titans Tower, a rat could scurry across the room and everyone would be able to hear it. No one had seen Raven since they came home but they assumed that she was still pretty upset and did not want to disturb her.

"Friends, is Raven well?" Starfire asked concerned for her dark female friend.

Cyborg shook his head. "I don't think so Star. I think she is still upset over Beast Boy," Cyborg replied solemnly. His head was down and his eyes were focused on the ground as his thoughts began to drift to all the times he and Beast Boy had fun together.

"But why is she most upset? I too am upset for our friend, but Raven does not wish to be with us," Starfire stated. This got Robin's attention and then tried to explain why he thought Raven was upset.

"Starfire, Raven does care about Beast Boy. It's just lately I've seen them become better friends. And I guess after he died it pushed her over the edge," Robin explained to his girlfriend

"Yes Robin, this I understand, but why will she not come out of her room for us to help her?" Starfire asked again.

"I think she might care for Beast Boy even more then we do Star," Cyborg said to his Tamaranian friend. "I think it's best if we leave her alone for right now to gather her thoughts."

Raven was in her room, but not doing what her friends thought she was doing. In fact she was attempting to meditate and tried to clear her thoughts of today's events. She had continued to recite her chant, "Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos; Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos; Azarath Metrion Zin-" Raven shot her eyes open and fell to the floor. The thought of him dying was too much for her she tried to remain calm regardless of how she truly felt. She did have control of her powers, and she was thankful for that, because she could finally feel like normal people. But since she was trained for so long to keep her emotions shut off from everyone she just kept her normal stoic personality. But she couldn't deny her feelings any longer and brought her hand up to her mouth and cried silently. Tears rolled down her cheeks as the memories of earlier that day began to flood back into her. She was upset that he wouldn't be around anymore, but she was even more upset at the fact that they had gotten really close over the last few days and now wouldn't be here to get closer. She had cared for him more than anyone else and now he was gone, and she was alone.

After about an hour, Raven began to calm and sat down on her bed. Her hands were cupped and rested on her lap as all the good times with him began to pour into her mind. A smile and a small laugh escaped her lips as she enjoyed the time she had with him. Getting up from her bed she decided it would be best to go see her friends and grab a cup of tea. She exited her room and proceeded down to the Common Room where her friends were.

The doors swished open and the Titans turned from there spot on the couch to see who it is even though they already knew. Raven walked to the kitchen and made herself a pot of hot water and then got out a cup, a tea bag, and some sugar, and waited for her kettle to boil. The others came into the kitchen, and Starfire ran up to her and gave her dark friend a bone-crushing hug. "Raven, you have returned to us from your room!" Starfire yelled as she continued to hold her friend.

"Starfire… can't… breathe," Raven squeaked out. Starfire let her go and Raven straightened herself out again. There was then an awkward moment of silence as everyone stared at one another.

"So Raven, how you doing?" Robin asked finally breaking the awkward silence between everyone.

"I'm alright," she replied in her usual monotone voice.

"You sure? You kind of freaked out after Beast Boy's video," Cyborg stated concerned for her.

"I just lost control of my emotions for a moment. I wasn't able to meditate before the mission, and when he died, it pushed me over the edge," Raven said her gaze to the floor. "It won't happen again," she stated as she brought her gaze back up to her friends faces.

"Raven we understand that you were upset when Beast Boy died, we all were," Cyborg started.

"We're just concerned if you're handling this the right way," Robin finished.

"I'm fine Robin, really, I just need to meditate some more, and then I'll be ok," Raven said in a deadpan voice.

"But Raven, we-" Starfire was interrupted when the alarm went off.

Robin opened his communicator to see who it was. "We'll have to finish this later. Looks like Dr. Light found a bank vault," Robin stated in his leader tone. "Titans Go!" he yelled and they all followed him out of the Tower to take down the villain.