Chapter 2
Warnings: Swearing, Suggestion of Yaoi
Rating: T
I do not own Hetalia!
Thanks to everyone who has read this!
Cam sighed and started fixing dinner. She had been staying for several days and she had gotten into a routine helping with many of the daily chores split between Finland and her while Sweden worked with country issues. Cam enjoyed this life and she enjoyed catching sneak peeks at Sweden while he worked or ate or just relaxed. Finland was getting more nervouse by the day and Cam couldnt figure out why. Of course, she never had enough guts to tell Sweden how she felt.
Cam sighed and she finished cooking the stew and let it simmer for a while. She decided to go for a walk to think for a while. Sweden was out and Finland had gone to the market. Cam put on a light coat and started on her walk. She was lost in her thoughts about her life with Finland and Sweden now.
Cam had to be extra careful about not revealing her gender, as she was spending more and more time around Sweden. Although she hadnt talked to him yet since the first day. She would clear her throat or say one word and he would say he had work to do. Did he really not care for having her around? She found it hard to sneak a bath at night or wrap a cloth around her small breasts even tighter till she couldnt breath. She wanted him to think she was a boy...
Cam didnt want that to be true but she felt her heart break even still. She made her way back home and took off her coat. The others should be home already. She walked into the kitchen to see something she never wanted to see. Sweden and Finland locked together making out. Cam stared for a while in shock. She could see the passion in it and she cleared her throat. Sweden broke away and saw Cam standing there and blushed.
Finland opened his mouth but Cam just shook her head. "No need to explain. The stews done...Im not hungry." She said and left Finland to call Sweden to dinner. "But..." "I said Im not hungry!" Cam cut Finland off before almost running into Sweden with a worried look on his face. "Are you okay?" He asked and Cam scoffed. "Just eat your damn dinner, Im fine." She said it harsher than she ment but she ran up to her bedroom and slammed the door before she cried her heart out to the pillow.
She must of fallen asleep but she couldnt figure out what had woken her until she heard it. Cam sat straight up hearing the soft moans coming from Swedens bedroom. Cam's eyes widened and she grabbed her coat and put her shoes on. She had to get out. She ran out the door crying. Cam kept walking, she didnt care where she went she just had to get out. She couldnt take it anymore, she had to tell someone or she was going to die she knew it.
Cam fell to her knees and looked up at the sky. She had never been religouse but she screamed at God. "Why?" She was done with this. "I love him...I love him and he loves another man...I will never be able to share how I feel with him...I cant break Finlands heart like that...I cant...live..." She cried. She didnt realise that she had been gone for hours as she kept repeating that over and over.
"You...really do love him dont you?" Finland asked looking at her. Cam gasped and jumped up. "N-no! I dont..." She lied. Finland frowned. "Why didnt you tell me? Why did you tell me to tell him I loved him? I do love him...but...look at you!" He ran forward and gave her a hug. Cam cried silently. "Tino...please...dont tell Berwald about this..." Finland knew this was serouse. She never called FInland or Sweden by they're human names. "I promise." He smiled at her wiping away her tears.
Cam smiled weakly. "You still have us as friends right?" Finland smiled and Cam nodded. "Y-yeah..." She wiped away her tears and Finland grabbed her hand and led her back to the house singing with her and talking about old times when they were younger.
Sort chapter but really powerful I hope, poor Cam :( oh well ^^ and more angst in the future, please review!
