Some things may be a little confusing seeing as some conversations have no0t come out yet , example Edward telling Bella about their true nature…please just try to stick with it , it will clear up in the next chapter[s]. this is from Alice's pov so it will have some future content , things to come , hence the confusion , I hope its not too puzzling , pm me if you have any questions.

Her eyes were coal black her hair wild , as the wind blew the tendrils from her face you could see the hungry look in her eyes. She was on the hunt and she would stop at nothing until she dominated her prey. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned….well nobody warned you about a vampire did they? She had been challenged and now the innocent lamb was going to pay for it. Will the lion be able to save her in time? Or will she fall victim to the hunter?

APOV

"Alice? Alice? What is it? What do you see?" I turned around shooting Edward a glare for him to shut up….thankfully he did. I paced around the living room at vampire speed not bothering with the looks of confusion that the others were giving me. Jasper was trying to sooth my fragile nerves while Edward was trying to probe my mind for anything useful.

"Edward! Just give me a sec okay?!" I shouted. He looked scared to death and angry that he couldn't read my mind yet , but he had to be patient and I had to figure out who exactly this person was. Obviously they were out to hurt Bella , poor sweet innocent Bella , I love her as a sister and I don't have to be physic to know that everyone else does too , they all loved her with a fiery burning passion maybe one differing from the he other but they do all love her . her death would only bring catastrophe to our family. Edward didn't want to admit it but changing her was the only way. Wither it be for her safety or our sanity it would be done of that I was sure i had seen it too many times for it to change. It would happen m it was just a matter of when , where and why…..that was the big question….why would she be changed?

As I paced I heard a gasp from the corner , Edward had seen the vision. He began to run out of the house , probably to break Bella out. We knew where she was of course but we couldn't do anything just yet. I ran following Edward who was almost at the house. Charlie and mike could hurt her worse if we interfered.. There was no getting around that. They would rip her to shreds if we did anything now.

"they can do that now Alice." There was nothing that we could…Bella would always be in trouble with or without us.

"we need to get her safe Alice. Get her safe now then leave there is no going around it. She's going to wind up dead or hurt form, one of us… I just know it." Edward sank to there ground thoroughly exausted from his realization.

"no Edward , that's what your not seeing…she can be fine , will be fine , you just have to trust yourself. It's not just about you anymore. Everyone already loves her. Your future is going to be fine complete , I've never felt the need to not know what is going to happen or double check… I know….if you have Bella , if we have Bella everything will just fall into place. we can be a real family Edward. Don't you wan that? Do you wan to take another child from esme? Form Carlisle? What about us? Do you wan tot take a real sister form us?" he stayed quite as he made his decision. Even subconsciously he knew it was the wrong one. My sight hazed over and I felt myself tremble form the intensity of the vision in front of me. I felt my heart rip into two.

" what…do you mean?" she asked. Bella stood in her doorway , Charlie's doorway.

"I mean I don't love you Isabella , there was never anything there. I just felt bad for you. That's all . I don't see why everyone was making such a big deal about you….you were a new toy I suppose , but you'll get over it right?" he didn't wait for her answer as he walked away trembling , too fast for a human to see it.

His heart was breaking as I could only remember the look on Bella's face. Then she did something I hadn't expected. she ran to him and in front of him , I expected Edward to run away but he didn't. he just stood there as the rain began to fall all around them , his eyes conveyed every emotion he was feeling , it was overwhelming to even think about.

"Edward? Edward?! Look at me! You brought me to this family…why would you take it away form me?" she asked in a small voice , it really was heartbreaking. She looked like a little girl that just found out her parents weren't coming home again.

" I knew you didn't love me….I wasn't asking that….I just want to be with you ,all of you. You wont even have to talk to me." Her voice shaking yet determined.

" and what makes you think I want you to be in my presence? Hmmm? What makes you think your so special?" Edward snapped. The look of hurt and shock was just too much , I felt my stomach turn and my knees buckle.

"I never…i'm no-"

"exactly your not!" as Edward's chest heaved up and down slightly from the he effort of not breaking down he kept his hands in fists at his side. To Bella he must have looked furious…

" okay." He voice so weak and deflated. She just turned quickly but it all seemed to go in slow motion.. she didn't go back inside of the house but she ran into the woods. He seemed to be debating whether or not to go and follow her , he decided against it. She stumbled her way out of site.

Silence hurts silence hurts silence hurts silence hurts silence huts silence hurts silence

That was the last time we ever saw Bella . she's been out of our life for years now. She probably has beautiful children that she is watching grow up Edward says. I know differently . she must be as broken as he is. He turned all of his hate and anger for him self ten fold. His sadness turned to hate and he barley co-operates anymore. Hardly hunts but is forced to for the sake of the children at school.

He only goes so he can have all day to himself. Dealing with our pity thoughts is to frustration he says. Charlie and mike went missing after that day in the woods…the day I had the vision , I told him not to. It would only end up worse. he didn't listen to me. 3 days later Isabella Marie swan was reported missing by a neighbor. We were already long gone.

Edward just seemed to get6 worse and worse as the days went on. Today was a new year of school and I don't think that Edward can take it anymore , he's going to snap one day. He really is. And I'm afraid that that day is soon , I haven't seen anything and that is what scares the crap out of me. I can search but I can't find.

"Lets go darling...its time." Jasper intertwined our hands as we made our way to the Volvo. There was a felt very unsettling feeling in my stomach that I just couldn't seem to shake. I don't like it , I hope nothing happens…

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" savannah come on! Lets go!" I screamed up the stairs.

Today's the day I last saw the them , the last day of my life. It ended years ago , Bella is gone and no one knows about her. No one knows I remeber. They all think that i'm just a little saddened…god I wish.

" okay , okay , pants , lets go!" savannah the little ball of energy danced out of the room her and brace where occupying. They were making kissey faces to each other. Great.

"sick" I mumbled , savannah just continued down the stairs but still threw whatever she found at me. A small smile graced my lips , she almost stopped I her tracks form shock. I don't normally smile. Not that i'm all so depressing , i'm just a little sarcastic , and today of all days was my bad day , it was like dooms day for anyone in a mile radius. You'd think that I had gotten over it really you would. I don't know , he was right of course I knew that I had been a selfish , stupid insignificant human what could somebody as perfect as him…even them want with my presence…but still. He didn't have to completely kill me inside.

He could have just left completely with out warning , I guess he just wanted to see me suffer. I don't know. All I know is i gave him my heart and he mangled it right in front of me. Throwing it into the wall and watching it fall to the ground soundlessly. He spit on it and laughed.

What if I saw him again? Id been having that thought a lot lately, its like my body knows he is near. But he's not , and even if he is so what? Its not like anything is going to change , i'm still going to be the freak among freaks…the outsider in her own kind.

It doesn't matter anyway . he's not here and he's not coming. There's nothing I can do and I have to learn to let go of the past , but I don't want to! Why should I , I loved him , irrational as it was I did and that was the first mistake that I had made . falling in love , with all of my experience you'd think , I would have learned not to let anything good into my life , but I did. I let the beautiful Adonis , perfect in every way , I let him into me , I let him just take whatever he wanted , my heart , my soul. It hurts so much , just thinning about it. Thinking about how stupid it was.

By the time I realized class was over...or that we had even gone to class in the first place it was time for musical appreciation. Great they are all going to be waiting for my song. They say its amazing I saw its disgusting , I wrote it the last night I was human , its sort of an ironic twist on what I wanted and hoped for.

"hey , you ready?" Jane asked.

"ya why wouldn't I be?" stupid girl and her stupid questions. She always asks the same thing everytime. I can't wait to get out of here.

"okay…." She slowly walked away form the mike stand that I didn't even know that I was at. Its funny how everything seemes to just move around me without my permission just like a haze over my life . I look but I don't see , I hear but I don't listen , I say but I don't speak.

I listened to day , they said the same thing they all said , that they were gonna cry but they were happy , but they felt the pain , but they wanted to smile , they were confused in their own mind and I could relate. But they don't have the extent that I do.

I was vaguely aware of the door opening and a scent form the past , but I did this all the time , thinking that has there when in reality , he would never be. I let my feelings all pour out , I sang as best as I could only a vampire would notice the hitching in my though. My voice was like that of a siren's. to human and vampire alike , it was more beautiful then a normal vampires. One of my many "talents" I hated it , it brought unnecessary attention to me , as well as my physical beauty , id seen it a couple of times but I let my insecurity shadow myself for me.

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a
thing about it
This is the best feeling

What would he think if he was here? Would he know its for him? What would he say? Would he feel the disgust that I do?

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

I was so naïve to ever believe he would even associate with me , ever find anything that was beyond a servant. Just there for his entertainment but a nuisance never the less.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Was it better that I was a changed by someone else? That I was put through what I was instead of being ignorantly happy with him ?

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the
happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

Was it really better he realized it before and not after? ,maybe after I was able to take care of myself? Maybe if he just gave me that little bit of happiness. That tiny silver lining then I wouldn't be so hurt . was I really better off with what I am today?

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

As much as I hate him there is a love that still burns close ot it. They intertwine , they morph and they twist into each other making it one overload of emotion.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

What is it that I cant shake him from me? Why cant I move on yet? Why?! I soo desperately want to more than anything but I never will be able to . will I always be in pain? I scoffed as I finished , ya , I would and there was nothing I could do so I might as well get over it and except it.

Well , let me tell you that came out of nowhere! I wasn't planning on the story going any where close to that. Although im going to connect my original plot in there to. I know sorta what I am going to do. So those couple of chapters aren't going to go to waste. To my new beta , im just gonna post this one but ill write more today ,and ill send it to you then probably tonight. Happy holidays , merry Christmas , happy new years. Ill see if I can get you guys a bigger present. Questions? Pm me. Ill get back to you tonight.

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