Sorry for the MAJOR delay in uploading new chapters. This story is complete, so no writer's block will get in the way ha. Just a matter of time, ill update as much as i can.
This one is a little short.. Hope i still have your attention :)
Author: Jerseygirl7756
Disclaimer: Don't own anything SoN.
Chapter 3
Spencer's POV
We've been sitting in the sand for about five minutes, facing the beautiful ocean. In silence. I'm grateful for it because I don't know exactly what to say to her, if I'm even ready to say anything at all.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened back there?" Ashley asked softly from my right. I took a deep breath and drew my knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around them.
"Just…Carmen being Carmen I guess" I said softly, turning to look at her and saw her eyebrows raise in confusion.
"What do you mean?" she asked softly. I was quiet for a minute, not exactly sure how I should answer that question. There are so many things to that statement that I'm not even sure if saying something right now is healthy. We just met, I don't want to bombard her with the problems in my life, but I feel like I can tell her without her judging me.
"It happens all the time. She acts like I'm not even there, or that I'm just her friend. I mean you saw how jealous she got when she found out I knew you" I said, raising my eyebrow at her.
"Yeah, saw that. And I'm confused as to why she was like that" she said, looking at me.
"That's how she is Ash" I said letting out a deep breath. "She gets pissed at me when I talk to other people, but as you saw back at the diner, she can do whatever she wants and act like she's single. I got tired of it, said 'fuck you' to her and stormed out, obviously" I said smiling softly.
"Seriously? Shit man, if you where my girl I'd be showing you off to everybody as my girlfriend and not act like that. I would never do that to someone. How long have you been together?" she asked, I could tell she was trying not to pry. She was just curious.
"Over 3 years…3 years of hell is more like it" I laughed bitterly.
"Then why are you with her, Spencer?" she asked me seriously. I sat in silence again, not sure of the answer myself. Why am I still with her?
"Tell me about yourself, Ash" I whispered, completely ignoring her last question. I wasn't ready to talk about it yet, and I think she understood that.
"Let's see. My name is Ashley Davies. I have one sister named Kyla, you'll get to meet her someday. She's pretty much the only real family I have if I don't count my friends. Aiden and Madison are my best friends, they've been dating for a while now. You'll get to meet them too. As you probably figured out by now, I'm gay" she said with a shocked expression on her face which made me laugh and her smile in return. "I'm 19 years old, single. And currently pursuing a beautiful girl that is off limits" she said looking sadly at me before turning back to the ocean.
"Who said I'm off limits?" I whispered softly, making her head whip around and stare me in the eyes., confusion written in all over her face with a hint of hope. "I'm breaking up with Carmen" I said, tearing my eyes away from her. "She's probably waiting at my apartment. She's probably called me a thousand times. And I know we're gonna get into this huge fight when I get home" I said sighing sadly. Something bad is gonna
happen, I know it.
"Then don't go home yet. Let's go to my place and watch a movie or talk or something" she said hopefully, biting her lip. It made me want to kiss her.
"Yeah…" I breathed out, looking thoughtful. "I think that would be nice" I said finally, turning to her with a smile.
"Great!" she said, standing up with a huge smile, reaching her hand out to help me up. When we got to my car, I went to the passenger side and opened her door for her. That's something I haven't done in a while, and it made me feel good.
"Why thank you, my kind lady" Ashley said, making me take a bow. She started laughing hysterically as she stuck her tongue at me.
"Just get in the car Ash! And you're welcome" I said laughing along with her. She was the cutest thing in the world. The car ride was silent for the most part, both of us in our own thoughts. Besides her giving me directions to her place. What was in store for tonight, I don't know. But what I did know, was I didn't have a care in the world, I was just glad to be with Ashley.
I wanna see a revival tonight
Lord, let there be a revival yeah
I need to see a revival tonight oh
Wanna see a revival oohh
Why am I so blind with my eyes wide open? yeah
Now I need someone
Let this dark night be done oh
I need you so, it's sin
Put an end to my suffering
I wanna see a revival tonight
Lord, there needs to be a revival.
Revival by Soulsavers
