DISCLAIMER: I don't own Harry Potter, nor do I own the lyrics, it is Kevin Rudolf, Birdman, Lil' Wayne and Jay Sean and the song is I Made It.
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Thunder cracked outside of the window that I had thrust open before I went to sleep. The clouds were churning from what I could see from the bed. I looked at Lily who had a look of complete terror on her face. "Are you all right?" she asked, a hand over her mouth. I nodded breathlessly, my chest heaving up and down. The shadows seemed to swirl and I couldn't get the terrifying images out of my head . My mother was cowering over, her presence like a rain cloud that only followed me.
I didn't want to turn out like her, but what if I didn't have a choice? What if I turned out like her and started to kill all of my friends because they were blood traitors? Or what I thought blood traitors were. I was scared, more terrified than I had ever been in my life before.
"Lily, where's the kitchen?" I asked, my voice sounding like shoes crunching on gravel. She pointed down the stairs and I nodded my thanks, getting off my bed and making my way down.
I walked down the stairs semi-silently, trying not to wake anyone up. I started to sing a song under my breath, trying to calm myself down. "Yeah, cash money heroes. Prove jets, polish, fly." A step underneath my foot creaked and I winced visibly, continuing to sing under my breath. "I look up to the sky, and now the world is mine. I've known it all my life. I made it, I made it! I used to dream about, the life I'm living now. I know that there's no doubt, I made it, I made it!"
I stepped into the kitchen, darkness flowing through the silent room. I shivered, my tank top not covering my shoulders and my shorts not covering my legs. I walked into the kitchen, preparing to just get a drink of water and then I'd go back up to the room. But, of course, because my life rarely turns out the way I want it to, I realized that there was someone in there. Thank God it was only one person, otherwise I would have peed my bloody pants.
"Hey," said a voice I knew all to well. I rolled my eyes and made to turn around, not caring if I got that drink of water or not. But then that hand wrapped around my wrist like it had at least twice and I rolled my eyes, wishing that the day would just end and I could go back to something normal. "Can I talk to you?"
"Depends on what you want to talk about," I spat, hatred filling my body.
"Just what happened," Abel said, turning the light on and pulling me into a chair next to him. I rolled my eyes and bit my lip, trying not to smile at how happy I was to see him. "Are you all right?"
"What do you care?" I hissed, surprised at my ability to mask my real emotions. Maybe I should become a Muggle actor. "You obviously didn't care about Riely's feelings. You just kinda threw her out the door without a care in the world."
"Okay. So that was stupid! But hey, you can't say that you didn't like just one day of feeling wanted," Abel smiled, his green eyes sparkling in the dim light.
"Other girls would probably smack you after you said that. Count yourself lucky for me," I said sarcastically, pulling my hair into a ponytail. Abel rolled his eyes and stood up.
"Okay, maybe it was stupid for me to choose you over her after only knowing you for like a day. But I felt a connection. Call me crazy, but I really did," Abel offered, everything sincere about him now. I shook my head, not wanting to listen to this craziness. "Please. Just hear me out. I haven't been able to stop thinking about you and I just—I wanted to know if it was the same for you."
"If I give you an answer, will you leave me alone?" I asked, looking up at him with my ice blue eyes. He nodded eagerly, practically foaming at the mouth. "Yes. It was."
I heard the sharp intake of breath and automatically felt a sharp stab of not knowing what was coming next.
"Known from the city where no one believed in me, but I never give up the fight. Ya, but now on top. I told you to let it rock, the moneys fallin' from the sky-y-y-y. I look up to the sky and now the world is mine. I've known it all my life I made it, I made it! I used to dream about, the life I'm living now, I know that there's no doubt. I made it, I made it! Yeah, YM, CMB baby. Birdman swagged out. 100. Rooftop, hella choppa burning smoke. Louie bag stay strapped wit a priceless globe. High life, flippin' and get some more. Paradise, the luxury marble floor. When I hit, hit me full of that cash. More money than I seen in a garbage can. Stunna island, money and the power. Thats how we do it, make it rain make it shower. Top floor, big timer doing bog things, over city views bought shawty new range. Flip another 100, poppin' throwing hundreds. In a new Bently, uptown stunna! I look up to the sky, and now the world is mine. I've known it all my life, I made it, I made it! I used to dream about, the life I'm livin' now. I know that there's no doubt. I made it!"
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A/N: I hope you liked it. There were a few twists and turns in there and it was sooo much fun to write! Keep Reading and Reviewing! You know it makes a writers world go round! Haha, just kidding, of course!
