Chapter 2-Surprise

Renesmee's p.o.v

His hands where blazing on my leg, I smiled the smile he told me he loved. He then went up and down my leg. Good thing I shaved I thought thinking of last night in the shower. His hand did the same movement that it had been doing for the past 20 seconds ,then his hand stopped on my thigh he looked up at me for some reason that made me self conscious. I looked down at his hand on my thigh, I quickly got up and said "I'm going to make popcorn, if you don't mind I'm hungry too"

NESSIE WHY THE FUCK DID YOU JUST DO THAT! I thought to my self I put the popcorn in and sat on the ground.

Did Jacob feel the same way I did? I knew I loved him but I always did ever since I remember but I felt the love go stronger. It was just a small love thing when I was smaller but it was a kiddy thing as my mom explained it to me.

But, ever since I turned 6 and looked physically almost 16 I got this funny feeling in my stomach when I saw him. It was like someone let free 100 million butterflies in my stomach and my heart sounded like it was about to shoot out of my heart.

And, every time he left my heart would ache as if someone ripped it out of my heart.

BEEP! BEEP! The microwave told me the popcorn was ready.

My hands were shaking as I put the bowl in front of Jacob sitting on the couch watching television but of course he wasn't paying no attention to it. After I did that I excused myself from watching television to go up stairs and change.

When I got upstairs I ran to aunt Alice's room and went in her drawers that had clothes of mine that I could keep in here. When I finally found my Sophie's shorts and v neck I looked in the mirror.

I have grown a lot I thought and I look sexy. I laughed I literally fell on the floor for thinking about that so conceited. It was kind of silly.

When I came down stairs he was looking at the staircase, of course he knew I was coming.

He stared and stared at me, I looked at the stairs underneath me I heard the squeak of it as I was coming down.

Why was I walking human speed to go to the couch. I walked faster I bet he heard my heart beat I could hear it in my ear it wouldn't let me hear anything else, it made me more nerves that I was.

I then reached the couch and he patted the seat next to him I nodded but stayed standing up next to him and thought for about 10 seconds and just sat on his warm lap.

It looked like he didn't mind, but there was a hint of confused in his eyes and face, that beautiful face. It made my hear beat a little faster than it was already. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

In a whisper I talked and said

"Jacob I have to tell you something but I don't know how because I don't know what your reaction is going to be like"

"Nessie you know you can tell me anything, I wont react bad I promise, love" he responded to me in a certain voice. He then started to rub my arm, every time he touched me it was as if I was electicuted well in a good way. It made my heart race and it was like he made my day bye every time he touched me. Then his lips twitched up into a smile, how much I would die to kiss his soft warm lips. Before I did anything like that I had to tell him how I truly felt.

Jacob's p.o.v

She looked up slowly to look in my eyes, well what I thought she was trying to do, and in the whisper same whisper but lower that a human couldn't hear but I could said "I love you, well in love with you and I don't know how to-"

"NESSIE ARE YOU SERIOUS!" she then looked at me moved her small feet away from my lap and sat and looked at the floor.

Then I suddenly saw a tear come out of her eye. Was she crying? More importantly why was she crying? Why I'm not yelling at her I'm just so excited, I was filled with joy of what she told me moments ago. I knew I would treasure it for ever and ever.

"Awww Nessie, love, why are you crying?"

"because Jake….I just told you that I loved you and you and *sniffle* screamed as if you were mad at me, you promised you wouldn't"

She looked down at her small hands on her lap with more tears coming out of her eyes, it looked as if her beautiful eyes were going to turn into a waterfall because it seemed as she was never going to stop crying.

"Love, I'm not mad I'm in pure joy you have no idea. I love you too! And I wasn't screaming at you I was screaming letting people know that I was I'm so happy like I am now, you don't know how long I've waited for you to tell me your in love with me"

She smiled that smile that I loved that smile I fall for every time I see it.

"Really Jake you do? Really oh my gosh that makes shit so much easier holy fuck balls oh my god I love you so much." she then was crying again. She's cried 3 times today.

"why are you crying?" I stopped the tear just about to run down her cheek with a kiss.

She turned her head, and our lips met. It was amazing as if someone like shocked me, in a good way, and a switch in me turned on and I instantly kissed her back.

Her lips were hard but moist on mine with a hint of urgency. I suppose she's waited for this as much as I have, now I was getting in the game kissing her the same way she was kissing me.

Renesmee's p.o.v

Finally I get to kiss him, I've been waiting for this for I don't know…..forever.

His lips were fierce on mine and I could feel his body heat radiating to mine.

He pulled my head closer to his and I pulled his head closer to mine and it was like we could read mines.

I heard a moan come out of his mouth, boy was I surprise at that but more that he was grabbing my head and my whole body so I was crushing him.

We fell off the couch and now we were on his back.

He was not acting like he usually did it was as if a sexual monster took over him, don't get me wrong I was glad he was acting like this but it was weird for him to act like this.

It was great he then was grabbing my ass it was great like I said before I have been dreaming about this since forever and it was actually true it was great and it was the most special thing besides that we were on the floor of my family's house.

After a couple minutes after making out he then pushed my head away from his and made a angry face, it looked like he was making a angry face at himself but why.

"Nessie I cant do this, well I'm sort of not allowed?" he said in a whisper.

"what" I almost screamed "what do you mean your not allowed? Great they got to you right, fuck I hate my parents they ruin everything."

"no, love, well yeah they told me not to do anything with you but I choose that way too because…Nessie your too young your 7 and-"

"I know I'm only seven but look at me Jacob"

He sat up and looked me up with a glisten in his brown eyes.

I wonder what he's thinking about, I took his warm hand in mine and kissed it.

"ness don't do this to me you know how much I want you and your making me…mee….."

"horny?" I said with a hint of sarcasm on my tongue.

"yea" he said confessing to the ground.