Renesmee's point of view.
He was embarrassed I saw in his expression. I grabbed his warm chin in my hand and made him look at my face.
"Jacob Black? Do I turn you on?"
He took my hand in his hand and squeezed it and said in a whisper
"yes this is why it's so hard for me to be around you when your getting older."
"Haha hormones right? Haha" why was I laughing I had no reason to be laughing. Maybe, it was the fact that I felt the same way about him.
"why does this have to be awkward?" I said in a curious voice.
Jacob's point of view
Why am I looking at her like that I thought, she hasn't noticed though.
"why does this have to be awkward" she said in her soft charming soft voice with a hint of curiosity.
I wasn't thinking straight. I looked up at her to see what her expression was like.
I was right she was curious,
I looked at her brown big eyes staring at me.
"what do you mean?"
"I mean…well I'm trying to say why is it awkward for us to you know tell each other how we feels, you know sexually and physically, I don't know how you…well you know…"
"Nawww I don't know what your talking about actually, well I don't understand, your stuttering and you look nervous."
"ughh…never mind. So what do you want to do?" she said annoyed
"well lets watch that movie and why don't we first go make some food?"
She quickly got up to the kitchen striding off trying to hide something from me.
Renesmee's point of view.
As soon as I got to the kitchen I tried to rearrange my face but it was to late Jacob was there already. That meant he saw my expression, I guess it was a nervous and wanting because he came over to me and grabbed my face, and pressed his hot moist lips on mine. His fingers were knotted into mine and mine were pulling his shirt off his neck and a thing led after another and neither of us wanted to stop(why did we want to stop…
One hour later…….
I pulled myself closer to him to see his facial expression, he was smiling. "what are you smiling about" I asked him?
He looked down to stare into me, he met my gaze and I was drowning in his eyes.
"Nessie" haha and smiled he answered my question he was smiling cuz of what we just did. I then started giggling and couldn't stop I didn't even know why I was giggling.
The next day.
I was in my bed rapped in a white sheet. As I rose I felt some ones hand on my stomach. I looked down and then left and saw his face calm and his eye lids were closed. I guess he was sleeping I lifted his hand and went to the bathroom.
I took a shower and kept thinking about what happened yesterday. It was the most amazing thing, words couldn't explain how it felt and how I felt. There was a knock on the door and he walked in. I hope he know im in the shower….
He sat on the toilet and began to say something that I couldn't catch and stopped.
My cell phoned rang and it surprised both of us. He ran out the door and answer it,
"yes we are doing fine pause. No she couldn't answer cause she's in the shower. No I didn't look. Sure sure . Well bye"
He was already back before I started moving. We just stood there in silence and then I heard him close the door before he left the bathroom. Awkward.
I then got out of the bathroom and skidded to my clothes in the drawers as I was getting them I felt warm arms around me and of course it was him.
To be continued………….
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