Not mine. The only thing I own is the band name and Logan.
~Edward's POV~
"Fuck stop calling please, I'm very busy." Braelyn's voice fills the phone and I literally pull it away from my ear as I continue to make Logan something to eat.
"What could you possibly be busy with babe?" I hate when she calls me that I am only Bella's babe. No one elses, fuck I am such a douche bag for doing this. I was doing so well until that night we all went out a month ago. No one knows about me hooking up with Braelyn but I think Bella suspects something.
"I'm taking care of my son."
"Oh yeah Luke."
"No it's Logan. God Barelyn just hang up the fucking phone I don't need this shit." I cut the crust off the PB&J for Logan and I and grab a bag of lays pouring some chips onto the plate.
"I need you I'm horny." I once again roll my eyes, we've only had sex three times and none of those times were good or lasted long. I was drunk twice and the third time was completely...just not even worth it.
"That's nice go get some other guy who doesn't have a family. Fuck you." I hang up and pour Logan some apple juice into his sippy cup and grab a can of Coke for myself before I go into the living room. Logan was sitting in front of our plasma screen watching SpongeBob and Sebastian was laying next to him.
"Little dude come on into the kitchen so we can eat." I say. He looks to me and smiles before standing up and walking over in his Blue's Clue's pull ups and a white wife beater and I grab his hand and pick him up into his chair and sit beside him as I feed him and eat myself.
"Where's momma?" He asks with his big brown eyes.
"She's running some errands with Uncle Emmy, just you and me right now little man." I reply and eat a chip. He smiles and nods before using both hands to grip his sippy cup. I sit admiring my amazing son. He's gorgeous, funny, totally adorable and so like Bella and I in many ways. The resemblance is un-canning, anyone can tell he's related to us.
"Daddy do I gets to wock da stage wit you?" Logan questions and I feed him another bite of PB&J. I smile at him.
"I'll definitely bring you on board man but your going to stay with mommy a lot because it's safer you know?" I explain. He nods, his curls bouncing before we finish lunch. I hear the garage door open and Logan smiles wide knowing his mommy is home. I pick him up balancing him on my hip as I clean up the plate and rinse it off in the sink. Bella and Emmett walk in talking and they smile at us.
"Hey guys!" Bella greets happily. God her beautiful smile...makes me feel even worse knowing what I've done. I can't believe I did that to her again.
"Momma! Ucle Emmy!" Logan exclaims and waves his arms for me to hand him to his mom. I carefully do so and he hugs her tightly and she smiles rubbing his back and kissing his head repeatedly.
"Hey little dude did you ave fun with daddy?" She asks with her bright smile. Logan nods.
"Daddy watch catoons and make PB&J." Logan tells her. She smiles over at me and I wink before she turns back to Logan with a wide open mouth giggling.
"Aww that sounds awfully fun I'm sad I missed it. Did you have nap time yet sweetie?" Bella looks towards me and I shake my head.
"Ok well you can stay awake for another fifteen minutes but then you need sleep." Logan nods and she hands him to Emmett as they go and play in the living room.
"Have fun with Emmett?" I ask trying not to show the hint of jealousy in my tone. I hate that he stills likes her, he's better about it now but it's so obvious he still feels for her, and that makes me mad. Bella is mine...she shouldn't be because I'm a fuckup but she is mine for now. She deserves Emmett but I have her. God can things get fucking worse?
"Mmm yeah but I missed my two main boys." She wraps her arms around my waist and rests her head on my chest. I smile relaxing and wrapping my arms around her shoulders. She leaned her face up and I bent the rest of the way kissing her softly. She grabbed my butt and I wiggled my thick eye-brows as mine moved down to her amazing butt. Her old body is back and here to stay...fuck it's amazing.
"Mmm Edward..." She moans against my skin as I place warm kisses on her collarbone.
"I missed you more I think..." I grab her wrist and move her hand to my package as she feels my excitement through my tight skinny jeans. Bella's eyes widen and she kisses my lips again and before we can go anywhere with this we heard laughing and pull away curiously. We walk hand-in-hand to the living room and see Emmett lying down playing hide and go seek with Logan.
"...10 ready or not here I come. Where could little old Sidling be? Could he be...behind the chair?" Emmett asks and checks behind.
"No...could he be...under the table?" Emmett checks again but frowns and smirks when he hears giggling.
"I know Logan is right here!" Emmett grabs him from the curtain and the both laugh and Logan squeals.
"Ucle Emmy dat twickles!" Bella and I both laugh and I say "Ok little man nap time, you need some rest. Uncle Emmett with be here when you wake up." Logan nods and hugs Emmett before running into my arms. I scoops him up and Bella kisses all over his face raspberrying his tummy and face and neck.
"Momma!" He squeals and Bella nuzzle her nose on his. He pecks her lips.
"I love you Logan." Bella whispers.
"I wuv you momma." I kiss Bella's lips softly before going upstairs into Logan's bedroom. I shut the door and set him down in his crib.
"Ok little man what song do you want?" I ask him softly.
"I want 'Wuwabies'." I laugh knowing he meant "Lullabies" and I stroke his head gently and hold his hand as I sing softly.
"Make it a sweet sweet goodbye..." He falls asleep before I get to the chorus the second time around and I smile pecking his lips and covering him more.
"I love you Logan." I whisper.
~Bella's POV~
I sit next to Emmett on the couch and sigh softly.
"So you think he's cheating?" Emmett whispers.
"He's been acting suspicious and I remember all the signs. I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but he's making it very difficult, I just don't know what to do." Emmett frowns and pulls me into a hug and I bury my face into his shoulder.
"It's alright honey I'm here for you. I won't let Edward hurt you guys..." He soothes and I smile holding him tighter. Why is Emmett so amazing? Why can't Edward be sweet like him all the time? Why does Edward have to be such a manwhore? I really hope he isn't cheating but at this point...I just don't know.
"I just don't know what to do anymore..." My voice breaks and Emmett wipes my tears gently with his thumbs and kisses my forehead lovingly.
"It'll be ok I promise...everything happens for a reason..."
~Edward's POV~
I quietly shut Logan's door and tip toe near the stairs but right before I reach them I heard Bella mumble something. My heart stops and my jaw drops. I feel like I need to vomit. I've hurt the girl I love again.
"I just don't know what to do anymore..." Why am I such an asshole? Why do I hurt people I care so much about? Not only does this effect Bella it now effects my son. Our son. That wonderful baby boy we created.
Why am I such a heart breaker...?
