Not mine. The only thing I own is the band name and Logan.


~Bella's POV~

"I can explain." Edward says softly. I glare at him and cross my arms over my chest. What could his excuse be? His dick accidently found her vagina? His hands ran up and down that slut's skin by chance?

"What could you possibly have to say fucker? I mean Edward seriously you've used every excuse in the book, what more is there to say? What I'm not good enough for you anymore? Temptation became too much? We've been through this before!" I yell. Edward sighs and bites his bottom lip looking down on the floor, his hands shaking.

"I don't have an excuse all I'm going to say is I'm sorry. You know you mean more to me than anything in the world. You and Logan are my whole world, without you guys I'd be nothing. I'd still be a manwhore performing each and every night depressed, drinking and using girls for everything they're worth." He tries to explain. I just roll my eyes.

"'I didn't mean to' 'it was a mistake' I've heard it all before! Don't feed me that bullshit! Don't tell me that Logan and I mean everything to you and more. If we meant so fucking much to you why in the fuck would you hurt us like that! I told you once before and I'll tell you again, I have no fucking problem doing this on my own. I don't need you to help me." I sneer. Edward's eyes teared up and he walked towards me and placed his hands on my shoulders. I can't believe I just lied to him like that. He knows I need him. He knows how much I love him. He fucking knows I can't just walk away from him...but I can be angry and I will be God dammit.

"Don't touch me-"

"Bella don't lie to me like that. You can lie to yourself and try to convince yourself that you don't need me but we both know how much we need each other. We love each other so much, more than anything it's impossible for us to be away from each other. Without you I'm nothing. I'm so sorry it was a terrible thing for me to do but you have to let me explain. Please Bella you have to believe me, you have to listen. Loving you means more to me then a one night stand. Let me explain..." Edward pleads. I shake my head no and beat his chest trying to push him off me, Edward just pulled me closer.

"Edward get the fuck off of me! I don't want you touching me right now! Get off!" I scream and pound on him harder like I was beating a damn drum.

"Fucking shit Bella would you quit that! Let me explain to you! I need you to calm the fuck down! Please stop!" Edward begs. I push him on the chest and he stumbles back but brings me with him. Edward tries to bring me closer but all I do is slap him hard in the face. He doesn't stop he continues trying to calm me. The doorbell rings and Alice and Jasper's voices sound through the wood. I scream and Edward shouts as I pull his hair trying to get him off of me. We shove each other into the wall and the door kicks open and Alice and Jasper's eyes widen as Alice shields Logan's eyes.

"What in the fuck are you guys doing! Get the fuck off each other!" Jasper shouts and pulls Edward off of me.

"No man we weren't fucking physically fighting she just-"

"HE'S BEEN CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME SLUT! OR SLUTS TO BE CORRECT! I SAW ALL THE TEXT MESSAGES AND THE PHONE CALLS EDWARD!" I yell and Alice takes Logan to his room trying to calm his crying down. I feel so bad knowing he's crying but I'm so angry and so hurt right now I can't stand it.

"YOU WHAT! EDWARD HOW IN THE FUCK COULD YOU DO SUCH A DAMN FOOLISH THING AGAIN! WHAT HAPPENED TO CHANGE!" Jasper shouts gripping Edward.

"I'VE BEEN TRYING TO EXPLAIN BUT SHE WON'T LET ME!" Edward calls out angrily and pushes Jasper off of him grabbing his keys.

"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW YOU ASSHOLE I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU BACK HERE!" Edward's tears fell freely and he stepped towards me and gripped my face softly in his hands. I tried to refrain from hitting him but I started pounding on his back.

"I love you." He whispers before leaving. I fall to my knees and Jasper rushes over cradling me tightly and letting me scream and cry into his chest. I gripped his shirt tightly and I heard Alice run down.

"Bella Logan needs you." She says. I bolt up and run towards his room and he's crying on the floor and I scoop him up and sit on his bed as I cradle my bawling baby boy.

"Momma where's daddy! Where he go!" Logan screams crying heavily.

"Shh baby it's ok momma's here daddy went for a ride, to cool off." I hug him tightly and soothe his hair as his crying continues. I whisper comforting things to him. I can't believe Edward did this. Did this again. And now poor Logan has to go through all the pain too. Me that's fine I can handle it, but torturing our son too? For fucks sake he is a dead beat dad.

"It's alright Logan...momma's here. I love you." I whisper running my fingers through his hair like I do to Edward when I try to comfort him. It always works. I rock back and forth standing up as his head rests on my shoulder and he hugs me tight and I keep one hand cradling his head as the other holds his butt keeping him balanced on me. What are we supposed to do now?