Not mine. The only thing I own is the band name and Logan.


~Edward's POV~

I finish running to my destination, cradling Logan carefully in my arms. He remained silent the whole time I was running away from everyone. From everyone I love. I stop and sit down at the top of the hill and Logan sits next to me. I can't believe she finally did it. She finally broke my heart. I felt it shatter as she spoke those words. I never expected it to hurt this bad again...then again I never expected her to do it. I'm not angry at her I know she didn't cheat me, I'm angry because Emmett kissed her and managed to convince her I'm no good for her. I just can't believe it. She's not with me anymore. I won't feel her warm and delicate lips on mine again. I won't her her soft and comforting words to tell me things will be alright when they're at their most shitty. She won't be there to wrap her small thin arms around me to feel safe. Tears flood my eyes and my head pounds as they finally fall and I let out a sob finally letting myself cry. I bring my knees to my chest and I bury my face in my knees. Bella won't be around for me like that anymore. She won't...and that's what kills me the most.

"Daddy you ok?" I hear Logan's small voice. I bring my head up and look at him, my vision blurry from the constant salty river rushing from my eyes.

"No for once little man I'm not ok..." I say shakily and he throws his arms around my neck and I cry harder bring him as close as I could. My back shakes heavily with the sobs I'm letting out and I feel myself grow even closer to my break down. My beautiful break down. I run my fingers through his soft curls and take in his scent. He's all I have close to Bella now. The only part of her I can keep close to me. Besides the friendship bracelet she made me that she has the match to, he's all I have. And I can't deal with that. I suddenly feel Logan being pulled away from me. Alice was standing there looking sad.

"Edward please it's ok really-"

"HOW CAN IT BE OK ALICE! THE LOVE OF MY FUCKING LIFE BROKE ME! SHE LEFT ME! THINGS WILL NEVER BE ALRIGHT AGAIN!" I scream angrily and feel more tears fall and my back heave as I shake uncontrollably and sob harder. I feel myself slowly sway back and forth losing balance and fell the impact of pain as I begin tumbling down the hill at a quick pace.

"Edward!" Alice screams and I groan as I finally stop rolling forty feet later landing on my back feeling everything crack and my head ache ever harder. My already bruised and battered body from the fight with Emmett hurts even more from the tumbles.

"Edward! OMG Edward!" I hear her familiar voice. Bella! Oh God there's so much I need to say to her. She runs over and instantly cradles my head in her lap raking her fingers through my hair carefully.

"Edward are you ok!" Bella asks freaked out, I could see the worry in her eyes as tears welled up quicker then ever.

"Bella I-I...am sorry. I-" I felt pain in my head and I groan gripping her hand tightly squirming underneath all the pointy rocks laying on the street.

"Edward what is it? What do you need to tell me!" She whispers. I open my eyes slowly them feeling heavier then ever and I saw her tears falling down her beautiful face.

"I love you." Before I slipped away into unconscious land where I would feel no pain I heard her beautiful, gentle voice whisper "I love you too Edward." Then I would out like a candle.

~Bella's POV; Two Days Later~

It's been two days since Edward's accident. It's been two days since I broke up with him. It's been two days and my heart feels like it's slowly dying. If Edward is hurt I feel his pain. It Edward is broken I'm broken. That's how connected we are. The medic checked him out after he passed out on the street and said he'd be alright but that he had severe bruising and cuts and that when he hit his head it battered him up slightly meaning he'll pass out on and off for a couple of days. The passing out has finally stopped, it always worried me when I'd see it. He'd be in the middle of conversation with someone and then just pass out all the sudden. He's been on bed rest meaning either in his bunk or on the couch. He and Emmett talked. Their good now. He keeps trying to talk to me but I'm not ready yet. I won't be for a while. Until then I'm just taking care of him. Right now we're in his bunk and he has his head resting on my chest and he's sleeping. Logan is with Alice and Jasper outside explaining that they can't perform right now, not until Edward is better. I'm running my fingers through his hair currently.

"Bella?" His soft, broken voice asks quietly.

"Yeah Edward I'm here." I whisper.

"I need to tell you-I need to say I'm sorry..." Edward couldn't phrase what he wanted, he was too nervous and too jumbled.

"Edward not right now...not now..." I say quietly feeling tears well up. He sighs against my chest and snuggles closer to me tightening his grip around me wanting to feel nothing but me and him. I kiss the top of his head gently. I can't talk to him. Not now...it hurts too much...and that's what kills me the most...