*YAY COMPUTER IS BACK!!!! WERE BACK IN BUSINESS KIDS!*
Jack's eyes stayed glued to the door as he wiped down the bar. He had been cleaning the same spot for around ten minutes. But this spot had the BEST view of the door, and he was waiting for cat. Oh beautiful and sweet Catharine. "I could give you the world, you are my goddess and I worship you. JUST NOTICE ME." He held his breath…no not her. He was doing his best to looking busy but it was getting harder and harder. "Come on come on" he thought. He just needed to see her. His heart was pounding he felt sick and nervous. All he needed was to look at her. She was his drug and he was dying for a fix. The door swung open again…still no. Where the hell was she? Then he saw her. A beauty the world had yet to see, a wild rose growing among a field of weeds. Gorgeous sweet, sweet Cat. He paused, something sickening caught his eye. It…it was cat. In the arms of some man, it was the hardest thing he had ever had to witness.
"Hey Jacky boy"
"Cat"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing "
"Good because life is beautiful"
"How so?"
"Just got back from visiting family"
"That your brother out there then" a dumb question he thought
"God no, my boy friend. Oh ya you have never met him"
"No" never will he thought
"Well he is just the greatest thing in the world"
"You know what's funny?"
"Huh"
"The person you love and the person who loves you are never the same person"
"Well I guess I'm just lucky then"
"ya you must be"
"I gotta say Jack…I think he's it"
"IT?"
"You know. IT the one"
"One?"
"Ya I feel so amazing when I'm with him, and when I'm not I can't help but think about being with him."
"You should slow down"
"Why?"
"The one? Come on Cat. He could be a damn mass murder for all you know"
"What?" cat asked laughing?
"Really cat how much do you know about him?"
"I know I love him"
"DON'T say that"
"Why…" Cat took a step back, for the first time in her life she was uneasy about Jack.
"Because you…you…you haven't been together long enough…I don't want you to get hurt"
"Ya…I better get to work" Cat walked away her heart racing and mind spinning.
Cat went about her work. But for the first time she was really aware of her surroundings. She noticed that the closest exit was through the kitchen. And at any given time a police man would walk by. She wondered as she waited on men if any of them would risk their lives to help someone…she also wandered how many would hurt her if given the chance. If a man came at her with a gun would any one save her? If she was shot would they help, or just sit there. Capturing every last moment in their minds so they could relive it over and over again. It was an eerie thought, but she couldn't shake it. All day her mind drifted back to that dark place. She had never been so uneasy in her life. And she lived in New York for fucks sake. A city that got off on sex drugs and murder, so why it was right now she felt like her every move was being watched. She turned around and Jack was watching her. She felt his eyes dig into her. She had always known Jack had a crush on her. After all how could she not know? He was always dropping hints and making comments but a crush is only a crush right? Completely harmless. She let out a deep breath of course. She was just paranoid because she and Patrick rented that movie last night. She had a hard time sleeping because of it also. And now? All of her crazy thoughts were just the repercussions of the movie. Besides Patrick swore he would never let anyone hurt her. She looked up again, and there was Jack still watching her. She smiled and waved, it was all her over active imagination…but still why did she feel like something bad was just about to happen.
