Not mine. The only thing I own is the band name and Logan.
~Bella's POV~
Riley was playing with my hair and Alice was laying with her head on my stomach as we all sat on the couch. Jasper was picking up Logan from Ben's. It had been a couple of hours and Edward and Emmett weren't back yet. I was getting worried. Even if Edward walked out on me, I still need to know he's ok because if I don't...I'm fucked. The door opened and my eyes widened when I saw the two. I stood up and Edward immediately walked over to me pulling me into a tight hug wrapping his arms around my shoulder and burying his face into my hair. I wrapped mine tightly around his waist my face buried into his chest. We didn't talk, just held each other and listened to the sounds of our breathing. My body was very sore from the fight but I didn't care, my Edward was back now.
"Come on guys give them some space." Emmett announces and pushes our friends to the backyard again shutting the door behind him. Edward pulled back cupping my face in his hands and pressing his forehead to mine. I close my eyes at the feeling of his warm breath fanning my face.
"I'm so sorry for walking out on you, I don't deserve forgiveness for anything I've ever done to you yet you always come back. I don't deserve you yet you're all mine. I've given you my heart and I don't regret it ever, I'd do it over again if I had to. You're beautiful Bella inside and out. I've never felt this way about any girl before, you're the only one and I know that means something. I'm just so sorry for all the physical pain I've put you through and all the emotional baggage that got dragged along with me and my problems." Edward explains. I shake my head and kiss him softly on the lips having to get on my tippy toes to do so.
"Edward I don't give a fuck about anything that we've been through in the past. I've moved on and I'm bringing you along with me because I love you. I can't live without you, it's too hard to be away from you. I can't breathe when you're gone, my soul is dead when you leave, I'm like a fucking robot without you. No heart, no soul, no life, I'm just a hard shell that eats, shits, sleeps and does it all over again. You mean so much more to me than anything else. We've always worked through problems and I believe it's made us stronger. You and Logan are my life, and I love you so much. For bringing us together and for bringing that beautiful little boy into this world." I whisper. Edward kisses my forehead and smiles slightly.
"I didn't bring him into the world baby, you did. I was just there to help out. But I should be thanking you for giving me the most wonderful gift. For allowing me to live and for allowing me to experience the most intense and wonderful feeling. Love. If I hadn't met you that night, I would have never changed. I'd still be stuck in my old ways. You're the reason I'm a somebody. You give me the strength each and every day to pick my head up and move on with my life. You're the reason I want to wake up every morning. You're the person I want to feel and touch and love for as long as I shall live," Edward pauses and grabs my hands before getting down on one knee, my eyes widen before he continues, "and I'm really fucking hoping you feel the same way. I need you more than ever Bella, I can't live without you. Life would be miserable without your shining light guiding my darkness. Life would have no meaning if I couldn't seen you. I love you. Will you marry me?" My heart stops and my breath hitches in my throat. Did he seriously just as me to marry him? Edward really wants to spend the rest of his life with me? Why am I so special? He looks so hopeful and I didn't realize all our friends faces pushed against the glass doors.
"Why me?" I whisper my voice cracking feeling tears come. Edward smiles softly knowing I'm not rejecting, just that I'm confused. He stays on his knees.
"Because you are the definition of life. You're amazingly outgoing and don't give two shits about anyone or what they think about you. You're beautiful inside and out. You're comforting and loving and real. You keep me grounded. You put me in my place. You stick up to me and up for me. You're perfection in my eyes. The purest diamond, the softest silk, the intoxicating drug that I can't live without. I need you Bella don't you understand that by now?" I felt tears spill out of my eyes and I laugh slightly wiping my eyes.
"I will." I say softly. Edward smiles widely before pulling the ring box out of his basketball shorts and opening the box revealing the most beautiful fucking ring I've ever seen. It was sparkly and big and Edward slipped it on my finger. He stood up bringing me into his arms and picking me off the ground spinning us. We both laugh and our friends run in squealing and dog piling us.
"YOU'RE FINALLY GETTING MARRIED!" Alice yells.
"FUCK YES!" Emmett shouts.
"ABOUT DAMN TIME EDWARD!" Riley screams. They all get off us giving us congratulatory hugs and kisses. Jasper bursts in with Logan balanced on his hip. Logan was smiling widely when he saw Edward and I kiss and hug each other tightly.
"So what did I miss?"
