Hey guys! I have to apologize, I put this up days ago, at like 2 AM but apparently it never went through, and I checked today (Saturday) So I could put up the next chapter, and then saw that this one had never published in the first place! I was super upset... Anyways, the next chapter should be coming up really soon! Maybe Monday or Tuesday, but I'm not sure!
Oh, and again sorry it's so short.
The week following the sleep over at Hunny's house was awful for Haruhi. Her brain was constantly thinking at about a hundred miles per hour, and always about the same thing.
Mitskuni Haninozuka.
She didn't know what to do! She knew she couldn't take it anymore; she was bound to burst any moment now.
HARUHI'S POV
I think my brain is going to explode. Two weeks ago, I hardly thought about any of them outside of Host Club, and now it's like my brain is a broken record. He's all I can think about! It's so distracting. I don't need this kind of confusion now. I can't handle this kind of confusion right now! I have exams to think about, and dinners to cook, and laundry to do and… Him to host with.
Let's face it. I don't even have to TRY anymore… this whole 'Forbidden Crush on the Loli-shota' thing, is really getting to me. I don't need to think about stuttering and blushing or any of that stuff… It just happens!
And I'm going to take it as a bad sign.
There has to be someone I can tell all of this too, SOMEONE who will know what to do… And it's probably not my dad. He'd tell me to never get married or date. Ever.
Or Tamaki. He'd probably tell me the same thing.
Or Kyoya. He just flat out won't care.
Or Hikaru… Or Kaoru. I think that would just result in kidnapping.
And probably not Mori. He wouldn't be much help… plus it's his cousin!
Who else do I even know?
THIRD PERSON POV
Haruhi racked her brain for moment, trying to think of someone else she could tell. Finally after a very long and tiring internal debate, she did what she had told herself she would never do.
She called Renge.
