This is sort of like a flash forward, I'm basically showing what happens after the restaurant, this is because really I'm still working on the next proper chapter but I thought you deserved something to keep you going.
The next proper chapter should either be up later today or tomorrow.
Thanks for ready so far, your reviews are great :)
disclaimer: I don't own skins.
Emily's POV
"You can't just do this Naomi, you can't just come here and expect everything to be fucking fine! You hurt me, do you not get that? You broke everything, you ruined everything that we had!"
So yes I'm crying. Fuck, I'm practically sobbing. But not just because of her, and this whole situation. I'm crying because of me, I did have something to do with this whole fucking mess, I punished her, I pushed her away. In some ways it is partly my fault. No! Fuck she did this! She broke us beyond repair. Fucking hell I gave her everything I had. Now she's just staring at me, tears in her eyes, but Naomi Campbell doesn't cry, she doesn't show her feelings. Fucks sake.
"Emily I'm so sorry. But...I need you Em."
She needs me? Wait what? I'm not letting her lie about stuff like that. She doesn't even mean it. She obviously knows that I'm about to rip her head off right now cos she quickly cuts me off.
"Yes okay, I fucking need you. I've always needed you. I do need someone, and that someone has always been you, it always has been since the first day I met you. You don't get it Em, the first day I saw you I knew that I loved you. And yes I got scared like I always fucking do. But the day you left Bristol I didn't feel like me anymore. I felt like something was missing."
She takes a breath, fuck I don't know what to say, she's never spoken to me like this. Putting it all out there, she's actually vulnerable.
"Those two brought me here okay? They wanted me to come here to fix this. They kept saying that I was a miserable arse without you, and they're right. But there's something they didn't realise. You might think you're tricking everyone Em, but you're so far from 'okay' that it is killing me. You're empty Em. And I know that that is because of me, because I'm such a fucking prick. I'm not going to stop fighting for you Emily, I never will."
"Just go Naomi." I couldn't help it, I need to think. I need to understand what the fuck just happened. Once she's gone I fall into my bed and just lie there. How was she able to see everything about me that no one else could see, not even my own twin. She was so right about me. I am broken, but I just pretend to be okay. I smile at everyone, but I don't mean it. I can't mean it. It hurts when you let people get to know you, so instead I don't let them.
So there you go, there's your flash forward, I will try to get in what happened, to lead us to this little bit soon I promise.
I gave you all - Mumford & Sons
Thanks for reading. review?
