So sorry this took so long to add, I completely had no ideas for this chapter. Aka, this chapter will probably suck. To make up for adding this late, it shall be long. Perfect isn't it? A lonnng crappy chapter? XD Try to enjoy:)
After those incidents with Carlisle, I didn't see much of the Cullens. I even asked Alice to shop, and she was to busy. So mostly I focused on school. Surprisingly school did get my by, until it was closed do to some kid passing out because of something in the air. I was desperate for something to do at this point, so I called Charlie. "Bells,is everything okay?" He had asked. "Yep,how about with you?" I responded, trying to keep a conversation,and not make it all awkward. "Great. A lot more jobs up here in Georgia. They say, if I keep up the good work I might get a permanent job!" He rambled. "Great,but I'll never see you again!"I sighed, hoping that he didn't get the job. Yes its mean, but really, sitting all day.. "Oh,er,Bells, you could come up here. I mean,your old enough to decide but you could..."He trailed on, making it awkward,after I had desperately tried to keep it fun. "I'll...call you back Dad. Someones at the door!Love you!"I said,before hanging up. I sat back into my chair,and sighed. Well,this couldn't get better! "Please...Let...Something...Happen!"I pleaded. "Anything! Anything!...Something!"I finally screamed into the air. "Er,Bella...You there?" I heard Jaspers voice call from outside the front door. I hopped up,and opened the door eagerly,and hugged him. "Jasper!What are you doing here?"I asked, pulling away and looking at him. "Bella Its about Carlisle." He said,holding my upper arm,as my knees gave away. Suddenly his hands left my arm, and I was seated on the couch. "Its..not really not that bad...I mean...He...Just...Kinda...er..."He stuttered, and looked at his hands. "He is ….not...right." He sheepishly said,glancing up at me. I laughed, and it sounded like one of those laughs you hear echoing down the halls in your dreams. "Not right?"I asked,my hand beginning to shake. "Insane..You could say."Jasper finally said, and that did it. "INSANE?"I shouted,immediately standing up. "Bella,I know how your felling.."He said,standing next to me. "You know my emotions!"I growled,Not how I feel,not what I think!Not any fricking thing about my life!"I shouted at him,and pushed him to the door. "Bella,please, jus- "He started to plead,standing in the door frame. "NO!"I shouted,slamming the door on him. Insane? Really? A vampire insane? I stumbled blindly up the stairs, trying desperately to stop crying. I grabbed the doorknob to my room,and remembered Charlies medicine cabinet. As if in a trance, my feet lead me to the bathroom. I clicked open the mirrors, to the assorted and colorful bottles. My eyes stopped on the "Depression & Stress" pills. I tried several times to twist off the cap, and dropped it several times, before it hit the side of the sink, the lid flipped off,and the colorless pills spread across the ground. I reached quickly for the first few by my feet,and swallowed them. I didn't look at the recommendations. Didn't count how many I took. Just keep grabbing and taking. Grabbing and taking,until I finally sunk to the ground. My hands continued to shake, as I counted the pills left on the ground. "One...Two..."I began, trying to steady my voice. "Bella?"Alices voice called, and I heard my door opening. I made a mental note to lock the house door more often,as I crawled to the bathroom door. "Alice?"I croaked out, as reached up for the doorknob. It shook a few times, almost as bad as my hands,before opening,and hitting me right in the face. I felt the blood running down from my nose,and I giggled. Yes, giggled. Why? No idea, just giggled. "I'm bleeding!"I laughed,as Alice crouched next to me,reminding me of a concerned mom. "Bella...How many pills did you take?"She asked,noticing the few on the floor. "One..or two...hundred!"I laughed, and looked up at her. "Alice..Whats wrong with me?"I breathed,as I began to taste rust and salt. "Over dose? Maybe...Broken Heart?"She concluded, and tried to stand me on my feet. "Don't take me to the hospital..I can't..."I begged her. "Shhh Bella."She soothed,as I felt like I was flying.
"Bella,can you hear me?"A smooth voice called to me. "Angels,angels singing above.."I smiled, not really concerned about who was talking. "Bella,can you tell me where you are?"It spoke again,and blonde hair came into view. "No.." I responded, and blinked a few times. "Can you tell me who I am?"It spoke,as a cold hand traced my collar bone. " Carlisle?"I guessed,and shuddered as his hand traced the vein in my neck. "Correct."He smiled, as everything came into view. I was laying on a red carpet in front of a fire. "What happened?"I asked,and tried to sit up. "Why Bella,my love, you simply did what any normal person would do. You tried,yet again, to kill yourself." He explained,and leaned down to kiss my neck. "Your...not mentally stable.."I stated,and it seemed like a question. I felt his cold breath tickle my neck,as he laughed. "Why Bella,"He started to say,and looked straight into my eyes. "If anyone is "mentally unstable" it would be,of course, the girl who tries repeatedly to kill herself. You selfish little thing." He chuckled,and traced my lips. "What..?"I asked. "Your the most selfish creature on this planet Bella. You draw me to you, make me madly in love with you,and try to take yourself from me. Selfish!"He sang, and traced my cheek bone, causing me to blush intensely . "Your such a selfish little girl."He repeated once again,as his hand went around my neck. "Selfish!"He growled,and I felt his hands tighten around my neck.
Well, I have tasks for you! Answer each in a review please,if not for me,for Carlisle?
1. Should Carlilse: A. Choke Bella. B. Bite her,but not change her(not yet) C. Laugh.
ideas? I'm so out of 'em!
,what do ya think?
Yes,yes I know, I tried to space all my sentences, but I got really lazy and tired. This was written at exactly 3:00-4:00 am just for you guys!
Also, yea I like most of my chapters to have drama. So, mostly all of this will have drama,drama,drama,drama, unless you request a nice happy romantic,ect. Chapter, or until the end,so yea:)
Reviews make Carlisle stay sane:) (XD only 11 reviews is what made him mental!XD)
Oh,and give me tips to improve my writing please:):):)
